Chapter 8: The World Goes Black Part 1

Bella's POV

I was laying in bed when the door opened and in walked Jax. I sighed and stared off towards the wall.

"Bells can we talk?" Jax asked as he sat down on the bed. I just ignore him.

"God damn it Bella fucking talk to me." He growled and I snapped my eyes towards him.

"What the fuck do you want me to say!" I yelled as I got up off the bed and walked into the bathroom.

"Baby I'm sorry it's not my fault." He pleaded as he walked into the bathroom and watched me get changed.

"Oh did you fall on top of her naked? Oh I know she raped you? You willingly fucked her while I was sitting around waiting for you. Watching your son. What am I supposed to think Jax? Hu. You have lied to me." I scratched at him as I put on my jeans. I was quite small for being pregnant.

"You mean like you fucked Happy." He yelled as I started to walk out of the door. I froze and turned around and stared at him.

"I heard you and him talking one day." He growled as he leaned against the wall.

"It was when I was confused about everything that was going on. I just fucking landed in California and I had all these feelings for you that I didn't understand. Then I overhear you talk about a wife and kid. I had to get out of there and away from you. Happy was nice enough to take me away for a while. He was good to me. I needed some comfort. Did we fuck yes. If you really want the truth, he was my first. He took my v-card. It could have been you if you weren't such an ass. I needed it and he gave it to me. I needed someone to call me pretty and he did." I yelled.

"How the fuck do you think I felt. I was just as confused as you were, but did I go around fucking someone that is like a sister to you. No I didn't." He yelled.

"Do you even care about me. I know, you just have me around to take care of your son and to fuck when your precious Tara is not available. Is that it. God and to think I got the tattoo for you. To show you how much I care about you. I've gone through hell for you and now you act like this." I said fuming now.

"I'm leaving." I growled as I walked out the door and towards Abel's room to see Leah and Seth frowning at me.

Jax growled and pulled me back in the room and slammed the door. "Where are you going? Maybe back to Happy for another good fuck is that baby even mine?" He growled as he pushed me up against the wall.

That pissed me off. I pushed my fist back and it connected to his jaw and I heard a crack. I whimpered as he backed up and grabbed his jaw. I held my now throbbing fist towards my chest.

"What the fuck. Did you really just punch me." He said as his hand started to rub soothing circles on his jaw

"How fucking dare you ask me that. Yes Jackson the baby is yours. You're a fucking dick. This baby was conceived in love. Well I thought it was love. I can tell you the moment we made this baby." I yelled as I walked towards the dresser and grabbed a bag and started to throw clothes into the bag.

"Bells don't go." He said as he grabbed me but I pushed him back.

"Damn it Isabella you're my fucking old lady. Fucking listen to me." He growled and I turned around.

"Really I'm your old lady? Then why does Tara have a crow tat also. Oh, that's right you wanted her to be. Back in the day. But she left to go to college and begged you to go with her. But you stayed." I said to him.

"If I am your old lady then why the fuck did you get some whore pregnant." I yelled at him and continue to put clothes in the bag.

"You want me to treat you like an old lady." He yelled at me and pushed me against the wall. I nodded my head.

"Then fucking act like it. Put your shit down and fucking talk to me." He yelled in my face. I pushed him back and slapped him.

"Go fuck yourself! Now your free to be with the woman you've wanted all along. Go be with Tara. I know you're going to run to her now anyway. Your just a baby making machine aren't you. First Wendy, and you throw her away, then me and Tara. What. Was I not enough for you?" I yelled as I grabbed my bags and walked into the hallway to see Leah and Seth sitting on the floor with Abel.

"Go pack some clothes." I told them. They nodded as they handed me Abel. I sling the bag up my arm and walked into Abel's room and grabbed a bag and started packing.

"Don't leave." Jax said as he was leaning against the door handle.

"I don't want to see you for a while. Don't call me or try to see me. Go home to Tara. You know you want to. Just forget about me and this baby and the hell I've been going through to keep it healthy. Then I find all this out. I guess it's better to know now before too much more happens." I growled as I walked downstairs with Abel to see Leah and Seth waiting with a bag in their hands.

"Get Hershey hooked on his leash." I told Seth he nodded as Leah walked over and grabbed Abel's bags and mine. She took them to the car. I follow her and hooked Abel in his car seat.

"Put her in the back." I told Seth he nodded and put Hershey in the back while Leah got into the passenger seat and put her seat belt on.

"God damn it Bella stop running away from your problems." Jax yelled as he ran towards the car but I drove away.

"Are you okay mom?" Seth said in the back. I turned and looked at him and nodded. We finally pulled into the parking lot when I felt sharp pains in my stomach.

"Leah get grandma." I whimpered as I got out and leaned against the door.

I felt red liquid running down my legs I fell to the floor as everyone rushed out.

"Bella!" Gemma yelled as I saw all the blood and everything started to get fuzzy.

"Get her in the van now." Was all I heard before everything went black.