"What do we need to talk about?" I asked and slammed the bus door.
"How you can't make me jealous with other guys!" Alex said
"I make you jealous?" I asked
"Yea, how you go out with guys but I cant go out with girls."
"Well see, there is a difference between you and me. I go out with friends. You go out with girls to sleep with them. I'm not cheating but you would." I said
"How would you know?" he yelled. "I wouldn't do that, you need to trust me."
"I need to trust YOU! Doesn't it show that you don't trust me if you are popping into my… outings." I said avoiding the word date. "What-" I asked as he walked forward. He came and kissed me hard on the mouth. Unlike like out kiss from the other night which was sweet, this was one firey and heated. I don't know what came over me but I wasn't going to stop it and i kissed him back. Just as hard as he was kissing me. It felt… right almost but at the moment all I knew was that I wanted more. And more was what I got, while moving us the the couch in the back lounge. Alex had successfully got my shirt off as well as his own. I was a little nervous as soon as I felt his skin on mine. This was going to be the first time I had sex and remembered it. In my mind I was still kind of like a virgin, physically no, mentally yes.
Alex felt my pause in kissing and pulled back but before i gave him the chance to look at my eyes I started kissing him neck, he moaned and moved to the belt on my pants. I threw caution to the wind and decided not to care…
I woke up the next mooring in mine and Alex's bunk. His arms were around me and I shook him to wake him up. He opened his eyes and while they were readjusting I listened, people were awake, I knew that.
"Good Morning." Alex said and kissed me. Surprised but willingly I kissed back.
"Are we going to do… what we did last night… again, because i would really like that." asked
"Well I hope so." Alex said.
"Good, but I think we should still act like we hate it better. Just to I don't know I think it would confuse everyone else about us and while I'm a little fuzzy on the subject I don't think we should tell everyone that we're fucking." I said
"I get you, and agree. So you get up and then in 5 minutes I'll get up too and throw you an insult." Alex said and kissed me "Bitch" he smiled and I rolled my eyes before getting out of the bunk.
"Morning everyone." I said and smiled.
"So how bad did you and Alex fight last night?" Jack asked and I sat next to him.
"He's a cunt." I said
"What did you call me?" Alex asked coming into the front lounge.
"A C. U. N. T. a cunt Alex. Familiar with the word?" I asked
"Dirty whore." he whispered.
"Nasty pedophile." I said back
"So you didn't fight that badly." Rian said sarcastically. Jack just shook his head and hung it. Hell, he might hate it when we fight, but he would shit a brick if he found out how Alex devastated my body last night and hopefully in nights to come. This short marriage wouldn't be too bad after all.
Author's Note:
Okay, well, be sure to review and I think I'm getting my update timing back in check! So thanks for that, but BYE!.
-Carlin
