A/N: Why is it so flipping cold in my house? Grr...I needs my blanky...*Darts away in search of blanket...* Ha! Found one...although it's kinda silky...I don't know how warm it will keep me. On with the story.

Disclaimer: iDisclaim.

"Freddie..." Carly murmured, looking from Freddie back to me.

"...Yeah. What's wrong with Sam?" he noticed that my eyes were red and puffy. His widened in surprise.

"Sam? Have you been crying? What's the matter? What's wrong?" he turned to Carly.

Carly winced and shifted her weight. She bit her lip.

"Uh...Sam's crying cause..."

"I'm not cryin', nub. I'm ok." I said, wiping away my tears and looking him straight in the face. It took all I had not to start crying right then and there.

"Are you sure?" Freddie asked.

Look at him. So concerned. He cares about my feelings. I should have known. What straight boy has that kind of compassion?

I nodded. "Yeah. I'm sure, Freddie."

He looked shocked, probably cause I called him Freddie, but then he smiled.

"Okay. I believe you." You shouldn't. My thoughts said, but I soon shushed them away.

"So...what's going on?" Freddie tried to break the awkward silence.

Carly bit her lower lip.

"I...dunno. You tell us. Anything you'd like to say? Confess?" Carly asked.

My God, Carly. Why don't you force the boy to come out to us? I thought sarcastically.

Freddie looked genuinely confused. Of course he is. He doesn't know that I heard him come out to Booger Burger this morning.

"Um...no? But...I do have to update some software for the iCarly site today, which is why I came over." he smiled, showing his almost perfect-white teeth.

That's another thing. He has perfect teeth. No straight boy has teeth that white.

It was just bad luck. It was bad luck that I fell in love with him, bad luck that he would never love me back, and bad luck that I could never get over him. I knew that he was the only one for me, but I wasn't the one for him.

Right then, I felt the tears start to well up in my eyes again. I sat down on Carly's couch, trying to regain my composure. Carly could sense my distress, and ushered Freddie upstairs.

"Sam..."

"I'm okay." I told her.

"Well...here. I'll put on some music. Help take your mind off of it.

She turned on the radio. One of my favorite rock songs was playing.

"Thanks, Carls."

"No prob. I'm going to go help Freddie. Yell if you need anything."

And then she was gone.

It worked, the music. Well, for a little while. Then, as if it's intention was to mock me, to look in my very soul, the music change from the song it was on, to another. I almost cried. Almost.

Yeah, he's a looker but I really think it's guts that matter most
I displayed them for you Strung out about from coast to coast
I am easily make believe Just dress me up in what you want me to be I'll take back what I've been saying
For quite some time now I've gotta feel you in my bones again I'm all over you I'm not over you
I wanna taste you one more time again I'm all over you I'm not over you
In my daydreams, in my sleep Infatuation turning into disease You could cure me, see all you have to do now is please try
Give it your best shot and try All I'm asking for is love But you never seem to have enough
I've gotta feel you in my bones again I'm all over you I'm not over you I wanna taste you one more time again I'm all over you I'm not over you
This life is way too short To get caught up in all this stuff When I just want you to love me back Why can't you just love me back
Why can't you just love me back (Why can't you, why can't you) Why can't you just love me back (Why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back (Why can't you, why can't you just love) I've gotta feel you in my bones again I'm all over you I'm not over you
I wanna taste you one more time again (Just one more time) This life is way too short
To get caught up and all mixed up When I just want you to love me back Why cant you just love me back
Why won't you just love me back Why can't you just love me back

I didn't cry...But I wanted to. Freddie...why couldn't you just love me back?A/N: Hmm...so sad. If anyone can tell me the name of the song, I'll give you a free virtual cookie!