Toya doesn't have a clue I exist it's probably better this way. I'll only mess up his life if he remembers me.

It's become a monthly thing on the night of the full moon me and Toya have a sleepover. Even at 18 Toya still feels pain if I leave him alone on these nights. Over time Yukito and I have slowly started to merge and there is little separating Yukito's subconscious from mine. He has recovered all of our memories and longs for Toya more then ever. I wish I could end his pain.

As the moon shown brightly done I took over our body and returned to my true form. I slowly brushed the bangs from Toya's eyes.

"I miss you." I whispered quietly hoping he couldn't hear me.

"I miss you too Yue" He whispered back with his eyes still closed.

I nearly jumped put of my skin.

"Toya, do you want to remember our life, our love?" I asked. It was only fair he gets a say if he truly wants to remember me or not. "Yes, Yue so very much."

"Then hold still."

I leaned down and gently kissed his forehead, sending waves of magic through both of us. I watched as Toya's eyes opened wide.

"Are you alright?" I asked, fearful of the answer.

"It all makes sense." He said, not looking at me.

"The full moon, the nightmares, the pain, the longing for you since before we even met."

He held me like a child in his lap as I cried softly into his hair. Half of it's sad he had to suffer so long and the other pure bliss at being in his arms again.

"You must have been so lonely Yue. You waited for me so long."

"I would have waited forever to be in your arms again!" I admitted.

He leaned forward and kissed me gently, then passionately, years of being apart only making his honey sweet lips sweeter. He held me pressed against him as I clung tightly to his chest. Both of us fearful some unknown force would come and tear the two of us apart. We spent the night re-memorizing each other's taste, smell, and touch. Clothes were off in moments. Flesh met flesh. Our lips locked in passion.

To release these pent up feelings was wonderful!

"You're exactly the same." I whispered as I nibbled on his ear.

"But you're not." He said as he pressed closer so that I couldn't see his face.

"You're not the same as you used to be. Don't forget I still have my magic in this world. You and Yukito are merging into one."

"I can't lie to you my beloved, it's true. Me and Yukito are becoming one. I kept us apart as long as I could so I could tell you from my heart alone I love you Toya. I'll follow you from one dimension to the next till the end."

"Can I still call you my Yuki?"He asked softly.

"Always and forever my love." I promised.

My wings surround the two of us in our own little cocoon of love.

Weeks later

Today we spend our time as the secret lover of the king/high priest of Clow. We've never been happier. I don't even remember what Yuko asked for any more. I have to go now. I'm going with Toya and Sakura to visit the ruins of Clow. I hope that Sakura tells Syaoran her feelings soon.

"Coming Toya!" I called.

Yours Truly,

Lacy Fairgold