I'll try with the grammar thing but I'm not promising anything... By the way I'm sorry about that I'm not doing it on purpose I promise Oh I'm also sorry about lying and saying I would have this out the day before yesterday my mothers sick and I had to clean the house any way enough about me on with the story.

I do not own Inuyasha.

last time:

Before I had time to ask if he was joking he had claimed my mouth in another kiss this time it became more heated and he had me on my back

Now:

I am so lost. All I know for sure is that Inuyasha says he loves me but has he any idea what he is saying or is he lying to make me feel better. Inuyasha is watching me my head lays on his chest. I was calmer then thirteen minutes ago so I'm going to ask him, "Why?" his eyes look at the wall. "Because I love you" I know that being me I should ignore him seeing as he would probably be joking but not now I could see it in his eyes he wasn't. "I... I.." He was waiting I could tell. "I heard him sigh and sit me up, "You what Kagome?" He asked I looked at him the ground. "I love you" I said softly tracing over the cracks in the wood floor with my eyes. "Good" He seemed almost smug about it, I hit his arm he smiled and grabbed my waist. The tension had melted away almost suddenly.

Right now as Inuyasha's bare stomach pressed to my back his soft snoring coaxing me into sleep and the fresh mating scar on my neck I feel as if all stress is gone.

End Flashback:

Kagome was shook suddenly out of her thoughts by a loud boom. Inuyasha glanced quickly to her before jumping off into the trees. Where is he going? Kagome asked herself. Until she saw the outline of a soul catcher emerge from the trees in which Inuyasha had just ran into, She stole my child killed him and nearly killed me yet he still even now goes after her I can't imagine what in the world he is thinking. Maybe back then he did really lie. Kagome was going through states of depression leading to her incoherent asthma that had been caused by the miasma she inhaled those many years ago.

She dropped to her knees and dug around her small bag she had recovered from the hut and finally pulled out her back up depression pills and her inhaler. She had of course never told Inuyasha about the asthma mostly because it was an embarrassing thing. She popped off the lid of the inhaler and pressed it to her mouth she took a deep breath and removed it from her mouth. Then she took two of her pills and relaxed onto the ground.

Kagome POV:

Has he any idea how these years have put a strain on my emotions and then he comes back and goes off to her again.

I stood up and stretched. I honestly hadn't any idea how long I had sat there but the sun was beginning to set. I needed to find something to eat because my stomach was about to drive me nuts. I trekked what felt like a mile before I reached a pond with tiny fish fluttering in it. Ok all I have to do is remember how to fish not hard right? I looked hopelessly at the pond and laid down on my back. It was now completely black nothing to do now but sleep.

I was woken up by a boom like the one I had heard when Inuyasha ran away. I sat up blinking back at the darkness. I could see nothing. "Kagome" A creepy voice whispered. "Who is it?" I demanded my voice shook with fear. "He came to me Kagome and not you" Kikyo I backed up. "He loves me not you" I suddenly saw her burst out of the darkness and her voice hurtling toward me.

I awoke with sweat rolling down my face. The sun was out I was still by the pond and Kikyo was no where to be found. I rubbed my head as I dug around my bag for the candy bar I had found. Finally I found it, I sighed as I ate a small corner of it and wrap it back up. I laid my head onto my knees which were curled to my chest. I hadn't any idea where Sango and Miroku were nor Inuyasha I was hungry tired and about to go into a state of panic. Today was going to be a good day, I wiped my butt off as I began to walk back toward where I had stood when Inuyasha sprinted toward his, as I thought, forgotten love.

I found where I was standing nothing no Inuyasha no Kikyo nothing. I sighed and walked back toward the pond. Inuyasha had said we were going to find Kouga to see if he knew anything. So west I think and hope.

It was a good thing I had spent so much time out and about with Inuyasha and the gang because I could stand not to take a break and keep going that plus the fact Naraku had his dirty little hands on my child seemed to factor into how I had been walking for four hours without stopping. I saw the wolf mountain where I had been brought to once before. Someone was whirling toward me, "Kagome!" Kouga yelled as he hugged me. "Hi Kouga how is Ayame?" I asked he released me and pointed at a wattling character coming toward us with three little people running around her feet. "Ayame?" I asked she looked so grown up. Four children wow, "So where have you been?" Sore subject but nonetheless. "I went to my home and had my child and was brought back by Naraku who is currently plotting to kill or use Margret as he pleases" I said Kouga took a step back and looked at me saddened. "So why did you leave?" I hadn't noticed how Ayame was choming on a piece ofbone. "Inuyasha Kikyo" I shrugged if you play things off right they'll leave you alone. "Where is The dog?" Kouga asked. "Who knows I haven't seen him scene last night" I said sadly Kouga nodded and picked up the three children they looked like him. "Nobu"He showed me the first little boy, "Ai, " The girl, "Shin" The last. Faith Love and True lovely names. "Hello" They all waved cute. "Hello" I said they smiled and wiggled out of their fathers grasp and took off back toward the cave. "Their a hand full" I smiled as was Margret. "Um you haven't seen any you know miasma or any signs of Naraku have you?" I asked Kouga put his finger to his chin for a minute. "Oh one of the wolfs said he saw a giant castle twelve miles north of here that wasn't there yesterday" Kouga said I smiled. "Thank you very much I'll come back I promise" I said before I walked away.

So this is it how am I supposed to get poor Margret away and be safe myself. Without Inuyasha Sango or Miroku there was nothing I could really do. I had hopefully gone about three miles before something stopped me. A tiny cave with a puffy tale sticking out of it. "Um hello?" I was scared I really was it could be a demon. "Hold on a minute" It echoed through the cave as it suffled around. I knew the voice as much as I did the face, "Kagome!" Shippo asked I nodded and he shot himself out of the cave and wrapped his arms around my neck. "I missed you so much!" He whined he was crying. "I missed you too Shippo but why are you out here all alone?" I asked he let go of me. He had gotten really big about up to my shoulder, "I left after you did Inuyasha was being really mean to me" He looked so sad. "That wasn't Inuyasha... Naraku pretended to be Inuyasha after he killed him... Inuyasha was aloud to come back by Kami" I said this and he looked slightly hopeful. "Where is Inuyasha then?" He asked acting Excited I felt my heart rip slightly, "Your guess is as good as mine last night we were walking and he took off into the woods" I didn't mention Kikyo. "Oh where are you going?" He asked I forgot about how he didn't know about Margret. "Um Margret my daughter was kidnaped by Naraku" He wrapped his arms around my neck. "Its ok we can get her back" I said patting his back. "I know its just... Inuyasha went after Kikyo didn't he?" He asked I frowned and held his shoulders. "Yes" I nodded and he wiped the stray tear from my face. "Your going to be alright mom" He said I loved when he called me mom because I was like his mother. "I know Shippo I know but now that I found you we'll have some luck" He smiled and stepped back. "Are you hungry?" He asked I nodded. "Hold on" He went inside the little cave and came back out with a piece of meat on a stick, "What's that?" I asked taking it. "Boar" I had a sudden surge of protectiveness. "You fought a boar?" I asked panicking. "Yes I have to eat" He shrugged. I took a breath, Things change things change, I kept repeating it to myself.

There its alittle short but I would like to know what you thought about it please?