Some of my lovely reviewers are wondering about the Kikyo Inuyasha thing but soon my dears very soon you will know not in this chapter you'll find out where Inuyasha was the first half he was gone though!

I do not own Inuyasha although if I did the whole series whould of gone with a lot more heart break rather then battles because lets face it I can not wright about some blood and gore caused by someone else I'm very good at renching your heart though : ) any way here you go.


Never let go and hold on tight.

The threds are thin and warying down.

Your soul is stunted and your heart in pain.

You can't find relaity your digging through old memories of how he used to smile at you.

Sitting in the dark alone and scrared.

Holding your head while the tears poor down.

Keeping your scars well treated.

Your eyes trace the ground wondering why?

Why he shoved that knife in your back?

Why he knocked the final nail into your coffen?

Why it doesn't hurt anymore?

Numb and alone you dig out your heart and toss it aside.

Sleeping all day and scared of the dark.

Just give me my old mother back!

Kagome smiled if that didn't explain how Margret must feel then nothing could. Half of her wanted to laie in a hole and forget dear old Inuyasha ever broke her heart and live in the memories of their first week of marrige, but alas her daughter the one who got her up every day from bed needed her now and she couldn't.

Shippo lay sleeping on a make-shift bed of straw. He had gone into detail the dangers of killing a boar which Kagome didn't much enjoy most of her mind was on the fear of how many times he had nearly been killed, her son without her could have died. She slide herself out of the tiny fox demons cave in which she had no idea how she fit in it at the start. She walked a few paces away stairing up to the stars and wished for once in her sad pathetic excistance someone any one would love her and not have a second thought about it. Without relizing it she let the few tears she had been holding in.

She felt a gust of wind and a figure brush the tears from her face, "Why are you crying?" Why had he come back? He left her why? She loooked at him, His hair was covered in what looked like dirt and his eye looked as though he hadn't slept in days. His clothes were torn and dried blood was strung over his top making it appear he had been hurt sometime in the last couple of days.

"Inu..Inuyasha? Are you ok?" She asked looking over his diseveled figure. He looked at her as if he'd thought he would never see her again and pulled her into a hug. "Are you alright?" She asked again her sadness forgotten and replaced by concern. He coughed slightly as he held her by the arms in front of him. "I'm fine just alittle beaten up is all" He said in a hoarsh voice.

She touched his arm lightly and he flinched slightly. She removed his outer covering and found he had a big gash that ran up his arm. "Inuyasha.." She winced as she exaimed the cut. "Hold on" she moved into the tiny cave knowing in his condition he'd never be able to sqeeze through the small opening and got her bag. She emerged with the first aid kit that she had recovered from her old house and sat him down on a large rock.

She swabed it with achohale he flinched, "What happened?" Kagome asked concerned about the amount of dried blood was over his clothing. He sighed obviously knowing this was coming, "Kagome in the forest you know I didn't leave you out of choice right?" He asked. Her eyes were transfixed on his cut, "Why did you leave then Inuyasha?" She tried to hide the obvious hurt in her voice. He saw right through her diguise, "I honestly didn't Kagome you have to understand I would never leave you just to have someone else I promise" He said she looked at him his eyes were genuine. She nodded uncertain, "I ran to try and keep you safe because I knew Kikyo still had a grudge for you. But I ran into Kagura whom had gotten stronger and did this to me." He sighed she nodded contently. "Mom?" Shippo sounded panic from the cave. "Out here Shippo" Kagome yelled Shippo's head popped out from the cave. "When did you find..?" Inuyasha asked looking at Shippo as he bonded over to them. "Yesterday the boys been living out here ever since I left" Kagome said Shippo finally reached them and looked concerned at Inuyasha's arm. "I'm fine" Inuyasha brushed off his injuries as he did in the old days. "Are you sure?" Shippo asked Inuyasha flinched as Kagome covered his arm in a band aid.

Shippo had ran out of food and ran to find some more. He returned with a boar carcus, Inuyasha watchd him rip the disiered peices off of it and put them on the end of stick then atart a fire with his fox fire. Inuyasha was impresed to say the last his almost son was doing things he himself could never have done at such a young age.


I'm sorry I'm busy right now I'll update later I promise : )