Why does my character end up going through a lot of shit? Sorry for my french but its true. Enjoy this chapter!

The smoke clears and Mordecai's standing next to me. "Myra are you okay?" I cough and stand up. "What the hell were you guys doing?" "Playing with sticks." Rigby said while waving the black stick of doom towards me. I place my hand on my back and stretch, it pops and I feel a lot better. I was covered with black ash and my lollipop was missing, I could see their worried faces. I don't yell at them, I laugh instead. Skips and everybody else shows up a little afterward. They see me covered in soot and crowd me. Benson carefully puts an arm on my shoulder, probably thinking I might scream at him again, I don't. "What happened?" I don't say anything, if he flipped out earlier at them that bad, what kind of thing will he do now? "Nothing Benson I *cough* just had an accident." While everyone was checking me out I wink at Mordecai and Rigby. They notice and throw the sticks away in the bushes. "She seems fine." Skips says. "Your lucky you didn't explode." Muscle-Man says to me. "Yeah...I guess I am." "You might need another cleansing Myra." Pops says to me. "Don't worry about that." Muscle-Man says, he snaps his fingers and suddenly HFG swirls around me and soon I was spotless. "Thanks man." I tell him. He nods and drives away while twirling his shirt around. "What kind of accident would cause you to be covered in ash?" Benson said to me. He started to turn a little dark red. I patted my hands on my sides thinking what to tell him, and that's when something caught my attention.

In the bushes was a little blonde top, it rises up. Only its nose and up was showing, the eyes were green. It looked like the same dude from the mall. "Myra are you listening?" Benson said, I dropped my expression into fear not knowing why that man was there...looking at me. I raise my hand and point where he was, "Th-there!" Everyone looks to where I'm pointing. "There's nothing there Myra." "No there is something!" I told him, I went over to the bush and moved some branches out of the way...nothing there. "B-but." Pops and Benson put their hands on my shoulders. "Maybe you need to go inside." Skips said. "N-no I'm fine...I just thought I saw something." "Don't you worry about anything Myra you'll be fine with me!" Pops told me. I didn't get a chance to bail out, he just started to push me inside the house. This is my fault, Mordecai and Rigby are getting yelled at by now and I can't do anything about it. "What's wrong Myra? Don't you like the sound of music filling the room?" I completely forgot Pops was playing me a song to help me relax. "It's fine Pops its just...I don't want Benson doing that." "Doing what my dear?" He sits next to me. "Yelling at the boys...it wasn't their fault they accidently fired at me...I should've gotten out of the way." "Now there's no need for blaming, they harm hundreds of people all the time, but they always end up happy in the end." I smile and stand up. "I'm gonna hang around the room for awhile." "That's fine." I leave and go to my...I mean...our room.

I look out the window, it's a bit cloudy but still a little sun shines through the sky. I see Skips pulling out the black sticks Mordecai and Rigby threw away and Mordecai raking the leaves, Rigby was cleaning the tree that was covered in ash and Benson was... "Myra we need to talk." behind me. I sigh and turn to him. "What's wrong?" He sits down on the bed. "Has Mordecai or Rigby hurt you in any way?" "No." I tell him. Why is he asking me this, they haven't hurt me at all...well except for that little incident. "I'm just making sure, cause since you started working here Mordecai and Rigby have gotten a little more...a little...more um...themselves lately." I chuckle. "Its not funny Myra...you could get hurt and I don't want you to." "Benson..." I pinch the bridge of my nose. "I know what your saying but I'm fine, everything's okay. Nothing weird is happening to Mordecai nor Rigby because of me. Their actually sweet on me and they wouldn't do anything to hurt me." Benson leans forward and puts his arms on his legs, I hear him sigh and shake his head. "I can't believe I'm saying this but...I guess they are actually perking up a bit since you got here. But what was that about the bush?" "I thought I saw something, that's all there is to it." He sighs again and stands towards the door, "Mordecai wants to talk to you." "Ok." Once Benson leaves Mordecai comes in. "Hey Myra." "Hey." I get off of Rigby's trampoline and sit on Mordecai's bed. The bluejay shuts the door and sits next to me. "Sorry for making you fly to that tree earlier." "Its fine." "No." "Huh?" Mordecai puts his hand on my chin and turns my head to face him. "Ever since you got here or even back there! You say everything's okay when you get tormented or beaten up, but its not!" "I can take care of myself." I take his hand off me and look down. "You always say that though!" "I know, but its true! I can! Its been like that ever since my step-mom came into the picture of me and my dad! She's the reason life is horrible, not only that but those girls they are bad to me too...nobody gives a fuck about me or the way I feel!" I want to cry, but I don't I just stay looking down. "I give a fuck about you." "I know but we still need time." "Why don't we just do it now?" "Get to know each other?" He nods. "Okay." I tell him. I just wanna get this over with but that man...shit...he was there. I saw him, but nobody else did. "Alright...you know I live here, I'm 23, I do that painting stuff, I..." I shush him. "You don't have to tell me about yourself Mordecai...I know everything about you."

"You do?" "I know this sounds weird but...there's this show that has you and everyone here in it. It shows your feelings toward Margaret and about yourself and Rigby too, heck! Even I didn't know freaking Benson had feelings." Mordecai looks a little freaked out but he stays listening. "It comes out every Monday night...Mordecai...do you even know your on TV?" "N-no...I didn't." "Well...have you ever tried to rescue baby ducks?" "Yeah...actually I have." "That came out on TV! And the time where you and Rigby tried to set up the chairs and where you got brain washed and..." "Wow...it seems you know all about us." "Not just me...but everyone in the world too." "Oh crap!" "Yeah I know..." "No not that!" He runs up to the window and stays looking at it for awhile. "What?" I ask him. "I think I just saw Rigby at the window." "Huh?" I look out the window too, then Rigby comes out of nowhere and screams at us. I scream terribly and faint. "You drillbit look what you did!" I could hear voices but I don't see anybody. "I didn't think she would've freaked out that much!" I hear a punching sound and a groan. "Myra? Wake up please!" "What happened?" Somebody was shaking me and another voice enters the room. "Rigby scared Myra and she fainted." "Shut up! You have to admit it was funny." A growl came from someone. "Myra? Myra..." The voices fade and I don't hear anything anymore, the only thing I could hear was a scratchy voice saying. "I found you...I know where you are...I'm coming for you..." The voice turns to laughter and suddenly I see light, but the light was zooming towards me, it was like seeing the exercist pop in and scream its way towards you. Its coming closer and closer until I feel ice cold and also possessive. A scary face pops in front of me. My eyes snap open and I hug whoever's in front of me. I feel feathers, I'm hugging Mordecai, but I'm crying too. "Ssshh, its alright...your safe." I stay crying. "Come on Rigby." Benson says. I hear him slam the door, I open my eyes a bit and see everyone's gone except for Mordecai. I'm crying all over his back, he pulls me back and places me on his chest. He feels so soft, I rap my arms around him for no reason at all, as if he's my father...but he's not. I bury my face in his chest but kept crying. He's rubbing his hand on my head, I feel him put his chin on my head too. All he said the entire time is I'm safe in his arms.

The next day I was shivering cold even if it was like a hundred degrees in here. Mordecai was sitting at the table eating a sandwich with Rigby. Mordecai shoves the little raccoon, he puts the sandwich he was eating down and comes up to me. "A-hem...sorry for you know...scaring you Myra." I nod, thinking of what Mordecai was saying yesterday. I couldn't stay mad at him though, he was too adorable. I laugh and pat his head, "I heard what you said...it was kinda funny." I see Mordecai rolling his eyes. I walk over to him and scratch his back playfully, I would do it to my dad sometimes when he felt forgotten or stressed. Mordecai chuckles and gets out of his chair and grabs my hand. "Come on." "Where are we going?" "You know...the place." "Oh." He literally yanks me out of the house and into the cart. "Wait, wait!" "What?" "Can I drive?" "Have you had any experiences?" "Yeah." "Really?" We switch seats and I start to pull out of the driveway. "In my dreams." I say softly.

At the old abandoned building Mordecai doesn't pull any of the pictures down, but instead shows me a big white blank one. "Go ahead." "What." "Draw." "Draw what?" "Your feelings." "Why?" "Just trust me." "What's this have to do with..." "Here." He hands me a huge brush, it tingles in my fingers and starts to glow. "What's it doing?" "Its sensing your troubles and putting them into the brush." "What happens when WHOA!" The brush lifts by itself and onto the wall, a color streaks the lines I make, the swirls turn blue and puff into smoke smelling fresh and cold, black darkens the area around it and turns to splattered ink. I close my eyes and let the brush do what it does I could feel it move my hand in all different places, when I opened my eyes...I was done. I gasp when I look at the picture. It was me with a huge hole in my chest puffed in blue smoke, inside it was my father and step-mom but my character was dead, blood drips the fingers, its as if I have a broken heart, tears pour from the eyes. In the background Alexis, Rebeka, and Breanna all laugh at me, pointing at my dead body, bushes surround the area. I look closer in the bushes splattered ink and see...blonde hair and green eyes. I stare at it for awhile and then look over at Alexis. Same hair, same eyes. Muscle-Man said that a dude named Alex took... "Oh my god..." "What?" Mordecai comes next to me. "Oh my god..." "Myra! What's wrong?" "Th-that...oh shit...oh god!" I look at the picture again, the mans eyebrows turn to a frown. I scream and grab Mordecai out of the place and into the cart. "Myra! Calm down!" "Th-that man! It was! Oh god! I can't believe it! How did!" Mordecai was trying to calm me down but I can't. While trembling Mordecai leans on me and...kisses me.

I was startled at first but soon fell into a trance, I feel my heart beat slowly but then kicked into high gear again. I close my eyes and enjoy what I'm feeling. I forget what I was worried about and only focus on what was going on right now, Mordecai's beak was so long but so smooth against my lips. He leans on me more and deepens the kiss, I want to stop him and tell him I still needed more time but I don't, I just stay laying there on the seat while Mordecai's kiss gives me energy. I've wanted this...I've always have been and now I'm getting what I want. I loop my arms around him and kiss him back. He breaks it suddenly and whispers to me. "I want you." I giggle and whisper back, "Don't you think we need more time before heading into these things?" "Its always time with you, you've known me all along and now I know you. I think we just covered up everything about each other." I smile and agree, he kisses me one last time before we drove to another secret place I've never seen before.

Its sunset I think and Mordecai parks the cart at a small hill. He drags me up top, there's a tree with white roses growing from it. (Never seen a tree growing white roses before? I have...somewhere.) We sit underneath it, watching the sunset fall into the hills in the background. Mordecai rubs his hand on my knees. I know this is wrong but...wait...I'm 21 right? Heh...well now I won't have to go to sex-ed for this. But...I don't know...why was I so terrified earlier? Think...what was it? Think... I guess Mordecai saw me stressed out cause he kissed me again. I fall on my back and let him rub his feathered hands around me, I rub my hands on him too. He was kneeling over me, he grabs my sides and rolls over, now I'm on top of him. We don't break the kiss, I'm breathless. I feel like a slimy intruder comes into my mouth, but its just Mordecai's tongue. (I know this is rated T but I can't help but throw in some "stuff"...sorry.) Mordecai slides his hand down and under my shirt, his feathers brushed against my stomach I chuckled through our kiss. He wanted to pull my shirt off but I stopped him and stayed in the kiss position. "Myra." Mordecai said through my lips. "Yeah." I said breathless but still kissing. "I think its time to do what we gotta do." I break the kiss and move my curled black hair out of the way letting my hazelnut eyes shine with his black ones and said, "Mordecai...we just met but...come here!" I grab onto him and french kiss him, tongues swirling everywhere, hands motioning all over our bodies and chests touching so close I can hear his heart beat. I lift my leg upward to the point where its to his waist. (I know what your thinking...well how is he suppose to do her if he doesn't have one...well...one word says it all.) I was so exhausted from kissing him, I don't think I would have enough energy for other things. But Mordecai doesn't know that, he keeps kissing me, deeper each time I lean forward. Right when I thought I would've had all my air sucked out of me and lost what any girl would've lost in a party a light shines on us, more like a spotlight really. "Hey!" The stranger says. We break the kiss and Mordecai opens his eyes and see's the man standing there. "What?" He says. "You know what time it is sir?" I look where the sun was at, but there is no sun...only the moon. "Ah, crap!" Mordecai yelled. "Benson's gonna be pissed!" He gently pushes me off and we both stand up, the man doesn't put the light away, he keeps it shined on us. "You need to be home by now sir. You too miss." We nod at the same time. The stranger puts the light away and comes over to Mordecai and me. "You make sure she gets home safely mister." "I will." I notice Mordecai was holding my hand really tight. The stranger was wearing big overalls that were dark blue and covered in what looks like oil stains, he was also wearing a red cap that said Stallion Ind. We walk away but Mordecai stops, "Wait here." he says. He runs back to the tree and grabs something and comes next to me again. "What did you get?" "Here." Mordecai plants the rose in my hair. "Thanks." in the cart I was thinking. I can't believe I actually got to make out with the most smexiest guy ever! But...why was I so bleh earlier? Maybe I misplaced something? Maybe I forgot to do something important? *Shrug* I can't wait to see Benson's face when I get home...home...I called the house, home.

(Screams) I'm sorry! Maybe that last couple of parts were ack! But I couldn't help it! Myra was needing this but don't worry...it won't happen soon...unless you want it too...*whispering* review if you want it to happen or not. *Wink*.