Diary of a teenage Shinigami

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Day 6: Aizen-Taicho Returns

Monday, October 10th

My name is Teira. I am the new third seat of Tenth company. Last night, Aizen-Taicho made a appearance. I'm in fourth company right now... I couldn't hold Aizen and Gin Taicho off long. I wonder why I even tried now. Once the order went out for Aizen-Taicho's arrest, I thought I could handle him. Apparently not.

Taicho's here, but I'm not allowed to see him. (I'm kind of intimidated by Taicho. -.-) Last night was hectic though. A bunch of people were being put into fourth company's care, and it really scared me to see Taicho among them. If Aizen-Taicho was that powerful, I feel lucky. There's a couple Ryoka apparently, who helped us. I met the Ryoka healer, she was here all night, who helped me out.

I'm scheduled for release later today. This is really stressing me out, becuase Taicho shouldn't be working in the condition he's in, and I know for sure Rangiku-sama won't do it. So I'm stuck with the papers. (Ugh. -.-)

A miracle happened. Rangiku-Sama did most of the paperwork. I've only been at my desk for about three hours, and I'm almost done. And that's with less than half! (No wonder Taicho is stressed out all the time.) I really wonder what drove Rangiku to do some of it. Maybe she's not that lazy.

A bad thing also happened. Taicho is out of fourth. Why would they release him that quickly? Just last night I heard them say that Taicho was still with us, at best. Rangiku-Sama wasn't worried about him, and she told me that Taicho is a lot more durable than he looks.

So why does he look like crap today? He sent me home early, and now I just feel bad. Taicho shouldn't be back, doing all the papers, not even a day after a life threatening injury. I wanted to stay and finish it, out of sympathy for Taicho, but I don't know how to say no to Taicho. In fact, I haven't even said anything to Taicho. I've nodded, and waved once, but that's it. Baka! How am I supposed to get along with Taicho if I can't talk around him?

I'm going to have to get over it. -.- I can't stay fearful of my own Taicho. That's just ridiculous. I'm going for a walk. I can't sleep.

It's raining. I've always liked the rain... I can't tell apart the soft pounding of the rain from my footsteps. It's really nice out, and this is what it was like back home... I already miss my freinds. It's not like I ever had a family. I'm turning a corner, when I slam into someone. "Sorry. I wasn't looking." I look up, and it's Taicho. I freeze up. "What are you doing out this late?" He says. I can't make myself talk. Taicho waits for a minute, and for a split second, I think I see hurt in his eyes, but it's gone all to quickly. I look down.

Something catches my eye. A bright red stain on Taicho's shihakusho. "You're... hurt." I studder. "No. I'm fine." He says. "Fourth company is just over there... Are you sure?" I say, slowly getting some confidence. "Yeah. I'm sure." Taicho says. It's quiet for a minute. "So why are you out here?" Taicho says. I freeze up again. "I couldn't sleep." I say, quickly.

"Yeah?" Taicho says. "Same here. Can't blame ya. It's been a long day." Taicho says, turning around. "Ya coming or not?" He says, over his shoulder. I stare at Taicho for a minute, then I make my legs move, step by step. Taicho stops at a clearing, there's a small pond, that reflects the pale moon off itself, and a couple reed plants. It's really nice, and I didn't know this was here.

Taicho takes a place on the floor. I sit down, pretty far away from Taicho. "When your calmed down," Taicho says, after a few minutes. "Go back to bed. It's not good for you to stay up all night, and I'm gonna need your help tommorow." I nod at Taicho. After a while, my curiosity overrides my fear of Taicho. "What for?" I say. "Hmm? Oh, we're recruiting tommorow. It's just Rangiku, you, and me recruiting for tenth. It's not as bad as you think, and your one of our represinitives."

"Oh." I say. Taicho yawns. "I'm going to bed. I'll tell you more tommorow. 'Night." Taicho gets up and leaves. I find myself staring at the pond. I smile at my reflection. Maybe my Taicho isn't so bad. Maybe, we can even be freinds, maybe.

My new list of Taicho's to avoid:

1. Kenpachi Zariaki

2. Kommamura

3. Mayuri Kurostuchi

My current freinds:

1. Taicho?

Teira is starting to warm up to Toshiro! Yay! Now, just to survive recruitment!

Cya tommorow! ~.o.

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(I am so sorry that these have been short... There going to be longer, hopefully.)