THIS CHAPTER IS RATED T BECAUSE OF SOMETHING HARRY DOES! MORE SQEEMISH VIEWERS SKID OVER THE PART WHERE I MARK AS T! Hi! So I've decided to lengthen this. This was supposed to be the last chapter but it's not. This is in Hermione's POV when she is in Australia looking for her parents. Poor Harry is in Grindmald place with a magical spell on him placed by Luna that dings every time he tries to harm himself. He's quite pathetic at this point, but Hermione somehow has convinced herself that he was lying to her for some reason. She's being quite stupid for the smartest witch ever. But, hurt and betrayal or even hurt and betrayal that doesn't really exist.
After all Hermione did to him, Harry is still madly in love with her. Luna is trying not to sleep so Harry won't inflict pain on himself. Ron has ignored all of Hermione's letters for the past week that she's been gone. He's attempting to make her feel so guilty she'll come back so he can lock the pair of them in a very small broom cupboard after five bottles of Firewhiskeys each.
Harry has decided to start work in the Auror department to get his mind off things though, so he starts later today.
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You're such a bit-
No I'm not!
Yes you are! You completely broke him, what do you think that makes you?
He broke me! He was lying!
But was he?
Oh, shut up!
Don't you dare shut up me!
Do you hear yourself? You're having an argument with yourself! You must be going mad.
You? I am you, you're the mad one!
Both of you are mad, happy? We supposed to be worrying about Harry here!
Oh, right. But, he was lying, what's there to worry about?
But I don't think he was.
But I do!
So that means you're of two minds?
This is getting ridiculous!
SHUT UP!
HOW DARE YOU?
"ARRRRGGGGHHHH!" Hermione screamed to the ceiling, falling back on to her bed, sobs wracking her body, a part of her wondering if she had made Harry do the same.
She had. It seemed like he had moved on. But the truth of the matter was, Harry hadn't moved on at all, he was just waiting for Luna to see that he was fine so she would leave and he would be able to kill himself for inflicting so much pain on Hermione.
He was wrong however. She had been the one to hurt him and he cared and loved her so much he was blind to that. And now Hermione had something else to think about.

Dear Luna,
You said to owl you. That you don't care the length or the frequency. So here goes. I realized something. Well, when we were at Hogwarts for the battle, and Harry had to go off and sacrifice himself to kill Voldemort, I said I'd go with him. And now I know I didn't mean it just then. I meant it in general. That I'd always be by his side. But, I thought he was going to die so I didn't realize it then because even if I did mean it in general, then it would've only been then. But it turned out it wasn't.
And now I've left him. Even though I promised him I wouldn't. Luna, I think I'm in love with him. Please reply soon. I'm so confused. Miss you! (And Harry...a LOT, please give him a hug from me, but don't tell him it's from me!)
Hermione
P.S.: Is he still trying to kill himself? Because I think it might be my fault if he is. I can't believe how terrible I was to the poor thing.

was what was written on her parchment, but somehow, Harry got this.

Potter,
You have ruined my whole entire life. I hope you do kill yourself, it'd make me happy.
Do not reply. I never want to see, hear, or even smell you again. I regret my friendship with you. How could I have ever been so stupid? You sicken me. I'm glad I have now gotten my priorities straight.
Go jump off a bridge.
Hermione Granger

And, right at the table where he read it, he looked quickly around for Luna, but she wasn't there. He pulled out the sharpest knife he owned and turned to check again if anyone was there. Kreacher was watching him, a frightened look in his eye.
"Kreacher, you are to serve Hermione once I'm dead. If she refuses, tell her that even though she hates me, I still love her and go serve the Weasleys." He ordered. Kreacher began to try and say something but no words came out.
And Harry stabbed himself in the stomach.

THIS IS NOW RATED T! IF YOU ARE SQEEMISH, PLEASE DO NOT READ, I WILL SUMARIZE AFTER INNAPROPRIATE PARTS ARE OVER!

Harry's POV:
It wasn't enough pain. Nowhere near enough. I hurt Hermione! She wants me dead. I won't betray her. And I took out my wand as cast the Cruciatus Curse on myself, but it wasn't working for some reason. Then I saw Kreacher, his fist clenched, muttering an incantation, preventing me from harming myself. I looked down, the wound on my stomach I had expected to be there wasn't. Instead, the blade had only just traced my skin.
"Kreacher, you are forbidden to help me in any way, shape or form!" I demanded him. And he burst into tears. Kreacher's spell wore off, and I fell to the ground in a terrible spasm of so much pain, I swear I must've woken the muggles in the apartment a block away. Kreacher's wails could still be heard over mine. There was a mixture of mucus and tears splattered onto his face, he looked absolutely pathetic. But I wasn't finished. I brought my hand up to my neck and squeezed as tight as I could. In an instant, the pain of the Curse, and the lack of oxygen overtook me. I blacked out. The last thing I heard were soft footsteps.

Oh my gosh I hate hurting Harry! This was too gory to get my brother to beta (he's my little brother so do not criticize or I will come after you) so it's not as good as it could be, but I don't usually have too much time on my hands to go back and have a look over. Anyway, hope you liked it. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW! And you may not have noticed, so I'll say anyways, you do have something to anticipate in the next chapters. How did Harry get that letter when Hermione wrote something completely different? What will happen with Hermione? What will happen with Harry? What will happen with Harry and Hermione? Find out soon! Reviews make me update WAY faster, and please check out my profile page because I have a poll up.