During the film both of the girls had fallen asleep. Not that the film was boring, but they just felt so comfortable and relaxed in this position. As the film was coming to an end Sophies eyes opened and looked around slowly to absorb her surroundings. As she turned around to her side she noticed Sian still asleep, with her arm around Sophie's waist and her face now oppisite to her own. Her eyes shifted to her lips. She gulped. She brought her right hand up and grazed the tip of her thumb on Sian's cheek, giving herself a small smile. She took a deep breath as Sian began to stir.
As Sian opened er eyes fully, all she could see was Sophie face. She smiled.
''Hi'', Sophie broke the silence. Feeling slightly awkward.
''How long have you been watching me sleep you weirdo'' Sian joked.
''Long enough to know that you snore'' She joked back
''I do not'' Sian screeched.
''You so do'' Sophie snapped back doing a fake snoring impression.
''You are so dead'' Sian slid forward grabbing both of Sophie's hands. She lifted her own body and towered Sophie's and started to tickle her sides. After about 40 seconds the play fighting had died down as they both realised how Sian was now straddling Sophie's hips. Her top half bent down, her face inches from Sophie's neck.
Sophie's heart was beating so fast feeling Sian's perfect breath on her neck. She could feel the butterflies in her belly and there were travelling south.
Knowing that this was wrong, that even though they had only kissed before, she was cheating on Matt. The intense feelings she was having at this moment of time, knowing Matt could never give her the same feelings. It made her feel bad. It brought her back to reality with a bang.
''I have to go''. She announced as she moved from under Sian's grip.
''Already? We haven't had lunch or anything yet?'' Sian felt disappointed. She knew that this is what she wanted. From the first moments of seeing her she new that Sophie was the only person shes ever meet to give her these feelings.
Sophie was grabbing her belongings and made it to the doorway
''Sorry, I cant... I just cant do this'' Sophie froze as the words fell from her mouth. Sian came closer to her, and grabbed her hand. Without any warning she crashed her lips against Sophie's. As Sophie's Breath hitched slightly Sian smiled into the kiss. Not wanting to stop incase Sophie ran away Sian pinned her up against the door she was so near to running out of.
The kiss was a rush, but soft. Sophie's left hand gripped Sian's head and the other hand held her cheek.
There lips parted, as there tongues met. It was an explosion of feelings. Sophie felt numb, but in the best way possible, as if this wasn't real. Her belly was doing flips and her heart was pumping so fast.
As there lips broke away, mainly so they could catch there breath, there foreheads fell together. Sian looked at Sophie.
''Are you sure you want to go'', her voice was small but with a hint of flirtation.
''Are you gay?'' Sophie blurted out. Not quite sure where that came from. She immediately regretting asking such a forward question especially when she wasn't ready herself to deal with- whatever this is- officially.
''Erm. I..err I don't no, ive never thought about it'', Sian taking a tiny step back so she could take in all of Sophie.
''Sorry, I didnt mean to ask, I just. What is this? I mean one day Im an average girl - living my average life with my average boyfriend in our average flat; and now im kissing you – a girl and like having all these amazing feelings that I didnt even know existed''
Sian focused on her eyes.
''Your not average. Your beautiful. Your boyfriend doesn't deserve you because anyone who has you and doesn't treat you like your their entire world doesn't deserve to be able to call you their girlfriend' Sian replied, remaining eye contact. She knows was being slightly unfair. She didnt really now Matt, but she can tell Sophies not being treated like she should be.
''Sian. You dont have to say that. I do like you. I really do. But my life's ok without all this. Matts not a bad guy and I .. I don't know what to do. I need some time. I don't even know you that well! We met like yesterday.''
'Im not just saying it I mean it. We've got time. Why don't we get to know each other. A date. Nothing serious, not even a date – just two friends going to dinner.'' Sian smiles expectantly.
Sophie cant resist that smile. Two days and she feels like she known her half her life. She nods.
''I think its best if I go now though, just you know before it gets late''
''Ok, do you want me to walk you home?'' Sian offered.
''Thank you, but no its ok. Ive got my ipod and its not that far!''
''Thank you for today its been...well its been interesting'' Sian filled the awkward silence.
''Yeah it has'' Sophie laughed.
''Text me to tell me you got home safe'' Sian grabbed Sophie's hand one last time and kissed her softly.
She opened the door and waved goodbye.
What the fuck do I do now she thought as she slowly dragged her feet through the snow on her way home.