I remember the first time I met Veign like it was yesterday.

After been separated from my mother for three days without having an clue what was happening I was brought to an bright medical room they wanted me to wait for, god knows what they where going to do with me. But after a few seconds I realised that I wasn't alone. There a few metres away from me was sitting a boy with dark blue hair And he was dressed in an rather expensive sphere clothing. He looked kind of lonely and I wondered if his mother had done something bad too. The thought that he would go through the same thing as me made me cry. I didn't want that boy to go through the exact thing that was happening to me. I found it so unfair. That tears ran down my face.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. '' It's not the end '' I looked up and almost drowned into the two most beautiful blue eyes I had ever seen. They belonged to the blue haired boy. But even though his words where comforting I knew they weren't right. I was here for an reason, a bad reason and he was probably too. Why didn't he notice? How did he knew that it was alright? Through my tears I whispered ''How do you know?'' And I saw he was somehow surprised by my voice. But the surprised expression faded into a little smile which somehow made me feel a little better. ''Because in the end, everything will be okay'' Be answered.

Now I see that advise as Such a pretty lie you would tell an 5 year old. And even then I wouldn't believe it.'' But what if its not?'' I asked him. ''Then we aren't done yet'' He answered with courage in his eyes. ''How old are you?'' He said with a little concern. ''Im five! Almost six!'' I said proud. ''Soon I will be big enough to help mommy build'' At that time that was my goal. Grow up to help my mother build that ridicules ship. He looked a bit sad. ''What's your name?'' I asked with curiosity. He hesitated before he answered ''My name is Raven. What is yours?'' Before I could answer two guards came in and took him away. He turned around and smiled before he disappeared behind the doors. And I was left alone.

After that I only saw him when I had meetings with the other children. And even then I couldn't see anyone because we all whore cloaks. Which was a safety matter because one of the children was quite dangerous when she looked in our eyes. At least that was what they told us back then. But now I realise that she could kill us when she could look us in the eye. But hey, she died before she could even go into the field. Still, I never saw his face. Nor did I ever spoke to him.

Until when I was 13 and a soldier. at that time I had already two full soldier years of experience behind me. He was rank 104 which was very good for his age. On the other hand I was two years younger and I already was rank 23. And thats why it took some years for us to meet again. Since the ranks do matter. If you where 50 or lower you would fight in the alfa team which where the best fighting teams of the elite. We where the only young soldiers of the elite. All the other soldiers where 23 till 40 years old.

He didn't recognise me anymore but still, we became good friends. I saw that the elite had changed him. He was no longer the sweet knowing boy with the bright eyes and the friendly face. But his eyes turned into grey and his face always had an hardened expression. He was rough, lost his temper a lot and he wasn't always paying attention. He changed a lot, he told me his full name was Raven Veign Hellfire but he rather preferred if people called him veign. And Raven turned into Veign.

He had an huge crush on me and even asked me to marry him. But I rejected his proposal. Not only because I didn't love him. I wasn't able to love anything, It wasn't my purpose. Maybe the little girl I once was. But I am no longer that person. I was created to fight, I was the ultimate weapon of the sphere. Thats what they had made of me the day Veign and I first met. And he, he could not love me or marry me either if they had done the same to him too. But since he clearly wasn't bound to those rules and he didn't recognised me from the start I made the conclusion that he never was used by them. And that he escaped that cruel faith that day. His end was still far away. Just like he told me at that time. Somehow it gave me piece that the boy I had cried for that day was save. This is the first time I have seen him since I left the army.

Ok I know how this looks,,, I have been dead for over half a year o.o But,, But I can explain,,,

Mahad: Explain! THERE IS NOTHING THAT CAN BE EXPLAINED! YOU JUST GOOFED OFF AND FOUND DEVIANTART MORE INTERESTING THAN US!

Me: ... true, true.

Sorry guys

I will put this story on deviantart where I will probably update it more than I do now (A)

whitneyloves (same as on deviantart) (I know I got no creativity XD)