A/N: YEAH! I just watched iDate Sam and Freddie and it was EPIC! I don't get it why some people on tumblr said they didn't like it... the episode was awesome and hilarious!
Anyways, the full author's note is in the end. And i'm gonna put a short review of the episode!
Disclaimer: I do not own iCarly, but I do wish I owned Nathan Kress. He's just so hot.
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I pick the lock of the front door of my home. By home I mean Carly's old apartment, which now fully belongs to the one and only, Spencer Shay.
As I open the door, a couple is making out on the old red couch. So I let out a disgusted scream. The couple break apart. Oh, it's Spencer and that hideous blondie… who's her name? Ciara? Sienna? Sierra?
"Hello, Sam." Spencer says like nothing happened.
I look at him and the girl.
"This is Shania," he reminds me.
"Oh, of course. Shania. Hello there."
The girl waves at me and and Spencer smiles awkwardly. "So, uh, whatcha doin' here, Samm-o?"
"Tired. Need that couch."
"Um, Sam? See, Shania and I are having a private business here on the couch…"
"Do I look like giving a chiz? No? I just need that couch, old Spence." I glare at him.
They get up from the couch. See? Mama always wins. All your arguments are invalid.
"Hey, baby, I think I'm better getting home right now. It's getting dark," says the girl. What was her name, Tanya? Whatevs.
"I'll drive you home," Spencer offers but the girl shakes her head and smiles.
"No, I'll just catch a bus."
"Mkay."
And then they begin making out. Heavily, I may add. I clear my throat and they pull apart.
"Uh, see ya soon, babe." And the girl is gone.
Spencer closes the door and then turns around and smiles sheepishly. "So, what brings you here, kiddo? You haven't been here since like last month."
I plop on the couch and put my feet on the table. "One, I'm not a kiddo, adulto. I'm 23 this year. Two, I was busy… let's just say I was busy sleeping at Carly's. And man, why is the Wilson's Palace so far away from Bushwell? Even the name is ridiculous. Why would Carly choose to live there?"
Spencer just shrugs. So I grab a bowlful of popcorn from the table and turn the TV on.
"I saw him today. At the reunion," I mumble, not really wanting Spencer to hear it. Apparently, he did and now he's sitting beside me with a brotherly gesture.
"How is he?" he asks.
"He seemed fine," I grit my teeth and shove the popcorns into my mouth.
"You gonna tell me what happened there?"
"Nope." I shake my head and shove more popcorns.
"Sammy…"
I sigh. "Fine." I put the bowl at the table and take a very deep breath before telling him, "I was talkin' with Carly and then he showed up. At that moment I was drinking and I was shocked to see him that I almost choked on my drink to death. And then I ran to the toilet for a while but when I was going back to Carly someone almost jumped on me—Bianca Kingston, yes that chick who tried to steal Freddie! And when I got back to Carly Freddie ran away from me. I felt stupid and I was so mad so I wanted to get back to home but when I almost reach the front door I accidentally ran into Freddie and we both fell. I offered him a help but he just stood up by himself and ran away. And then I—"
"Whoa, whoa, Sam, breathe!"
I breathe heavily. "Sorry."
"So, what happened next?"
"I got really mad and I yelled at him."
"And?"
"He hated me."
Silence. Spencer rubs the back of his neck awkwardly, not knowing what to say.
I look at him and raise my eyebrows, wanting him to speak.
"So… you're upset now?" he asks slowly.
"Why yes!" I snap.
He just sighs. "I… seriously don't know what to say!"
I groan.
He pats my shoulder, "At least I'm listening every words you say, kiddo."
"Yeah, you're probably right." I nod. "You have any meat?"
He chuckles and gets up to grab some meat from the fridge. "I always knew this day would come." He comes back and hands me the meat. "Where's Car-lay anyway?"
I bit a piece of ham he just gave me and then shrug, "I left her."
He frowns, "Why?"
"'Cause she was being annoying!"
He raises his eyebrows.
"I was acting like nothing happened between me and Freddie. I was trying to be nice at him. And Carly said it was wrong. She got mad just because I wanted to be nice. Was it wrong to act like I've moved on and I'm completely fine?"
He puts on his "thinking face". "No. It wasn't wrong."
"Exactly!" I throw my hands in the air.
"But…"
"Ugh! I hate buts!" I groan.
"… I think Carly had a point."
"What is that?"
He sighs, "You can't just pretend like it doesn't bother you."
I frown. "… 'it' what?"
"'It', meeting him, seeing him. I know you're still hurt—and don't say you're just fine because I can see the truth in your eyes—and you haven't moved on. It's okay to show your feelings. You don't have to hide and act like everything's okay."
"But I'm Sam Puckett. I don't show people my weakness."
He sighs again. "It's not a weakness. You have a feeling, that proves that you are a human. And anyways, some things need to change, Sam. You can't hide forever. But, well, yeah you're right, you can't always show your weakness. It's just…" he trails off. "You know, Sam?"
"What?" I bit my ham. Well, yeah, Spencer's ham.
"One day, one of Socko's cousin, Taylor—"
"Taylor the Tailor?"
"Yes, Taylor the Tailor."
"Of course," I murmur.
"She once had a boyfriend and they almost got married. But her fiancee left her to China…" he trails off.
For a few seconds, he's not continuing his 'speech', so I ask him, "… and?"
He looks down at his lap and mumbles, "He never came back."
I groan again, "Ugh, Spencer! You are really not helping!"
"I'm sorry!" he hisses.
"Ugh! What am I gonna do?" I say while chewing my ham.
"You need time, Sam."
"What time?" I snap, "It's been 5 years, Mister."
"He needs time. Maybe," he shrugs.
"Spencer! We don't need time! 5 year is ENOUGH."
He sighs, "Maybe I'll talk to him later. I'll ask him why he acted that way."
I think of it for a few seconds and then just shrug—of course, while taking another bite of ham, "Mkay."
"Oh, and Sam?"
"Mm?" I say, still chewing the meat.
"What do you feel toward him? Do you still love him?"
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A/N: So, this chap is just like a filler chap. And do you like Spam friendship? 'Cause I do! And sorry if I made a few mistakes out there, I didn't really re-check the chap so… yeah.
Tell me whatcha think about this story so far. What do you think was the reason of the break-up? Tell me whatcha think, tell me whatcha think. Review, review!
Okay, so now I'm gonna talk a bit about iDate Sam and Freddie.
The ep was AWESOME and freakishly hilarious. I loved all those Seddie moments (of course) and Cibby interactions were just so adorable. AND THE PUPPY, he's so cute.
I personally don't think Carly was overreacting, or that all those Seddie arguments were stupid. Fighting, arguing, bickering, all of those stuffs have always been their thing, right? It made sense that they had to argue over everything. Because they always argue over everything. And if I were Carly, I would've done the same. I mean, do you honestly enjoy being dragged into your dating bestfriends' private problem ALL THE TIME when they could fix it on their own?
And Sam being out of her character? Nah. She called him 'baby', so what? He's her boyfriend, right? She loves him, she's crazy about him, and is it wrong to call her own boyfriend 'baby'? it's even cute to have Sam being lovey-dovey!
I really don't get it why some people hated that episode and stopped shipping Seddie. I loved the ep, I love those Seddie kisses (and when Freddie kissed Sam's neck, GOD, it was so cute), Cibby and the puppy! And Spencer being silly as usual.
Miranda was being so awesome. She was real hilarious and she did a really good job being the mad Carly. I love her SO MUCH, and I hope her ankle gets better very soon : P
The only thing I really hated about that ep was ALL THOSE SPOILING SNEAK PEEKS. DANG IT. AND I WATCHED ALL OF THOSE SNEAK PEEKS. I was so stooooopid. The sneakpeeks spoiled almost a half of the whole episode so the episode wasn't really exciting anymore. But I still loved the episode, though.
And iCan't Take It is coming in less than 24 hours! WOO-HOOOOO! I just found out that Nick had posted a lot of sneak peeks. And I'm not doing the same mistake. I'm not watching the sneak peeks. I want the ep to be a full surprise for me. But I really need Nickelodeon to stop showing all those spoilers, it's lowering the rating. Just saying.
I can't wait to see the episode. YAY. YAY. YAY. YAY.
Oh, and guys, I was going to post a one-shot/songfic with the song If You're Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield (the song is awesome, btw!). The fic was almost done (and so far, i think it was the best fic i've ever written) but unfortunately when I was going to finish it, the file was corrupted. I don't really understand about these stuffs but all I know is that the file is broken. I've googled on how to fix/recover the file and I've tried everything to save the file but I couldn't. I was really mad and sad... why does this thing keep happening to me? I really wanted to cry T_T It was the (so far) best fic I've written and it's 2000+ words long and it was beautiful and I don't feel like rewriting the fic because it was too long and it just hurts to write -_-. I worked really hard for it, dang it! dang it dang it dang it! I can just pray that my dad could help me to recover the file, so, wish me luck getting the file back!
So, 'til the next chap, bye! Don't forget to gimme some reviews!
xxxxo