Bad news guys, I'm sorry, but I don't feel my imagination flow anymore. So… what that means is that I am discontinuing all of my fics. I might change my mind depending on the votes on my poll that I opened in my profile, otherwise You heard right, ALL of them will be discontinued. I'm really sorry, I know from the reviews that you are all waiting for me to update. Don't think I'm trying to trick you, if you scroll down, I'm just listing the reasons why I have to discontinue my stories.
For now, I'll say my final good byes and respond to each of your reviews that have made my time at worth while.
Wow… 20 of you… that makes me feel even more guilty… well, here we go…
KeybladeAngel34- I'm glad you like my fic, but I'm sorry I got you hooked…
JesseAndersenIsTheCutest- ahahaha… I won't be evil anymore… well, I won't be able too…
yumi2482- glad you thought it was scary, hell ur probably scared reading I'm gonna discontinue my fics…
The Key 2 Eternity's Limits- sigh… don't think Johan gonna be able to save Judai…
iluvroxasXII- well… story gonna be discontinued so… yea…
Mazeru Okinata- lol… I bet this killed ur hyperness
Mekishika- ah!! hides from mace sry…
Loveisamysterybutwhy- sry… no more updating…
Anime-Queen-2011- glad you liked it.
Saiyuki729- ahahahaha… well be happy u won't see evil ol me around..
Kiku-chan3322- lol.. evil cliffies gone now…
Koneko Mikagamihas been harassing me across anyway, ur reviews are always hilarious, I'm gonna miss them…
Chiyoko-chan-lol… sry, no updating ASAP
Hobbes1993- lol it's okay, not gonna need reviews anymore anyway…
Yuki's Little Girl- well, ur gonna have to live with that suspense…
Quibblez- Happy you love it, even though it won't get finished.
Beast Triller-ahahaha, funny, well, sry but no more updates
brunnehild- sorry… no more updates…
Mare-Incendia Twins- glad you liked it…
Katie 1543- sry… puppy dog eyes don't work on me.
Many of you have either turned off the computer and went to cry in a corner, some gone to my profile to vote to continue my fics, others are probably just staring at the monitor in shock, others probably are breaking their monitors right now. But for those of you who are still with me and wish to know the REAL reasons why I'm discontinuing my fics is this…
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APRIL FOOLS!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Damn! sry I just had to do that. Enjoy the next chappie ppl!! This chappie's a bit short though.
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Chapter 5- What?! My Fault?!
Johan sat in his chair in a dark hospital room. His hands gripped his head and he shivered violently, eyes wide with some sort of shocked realization. Tears were brimming over and his current manic state didn't help much. But the little sanity he had left kept it in check.
"J-Judai… Oh my god…" the bluenette whispered quietly, as if it would be a death sentence if anyone heard him.
--flashback--
"Judai! Judai!!" Sho screamed rushing over to Judai.
Suddenly, Johan jumped in front of him. "Sho stop! You'll only make it worse!"
But the short bluenette didn't hear a word he said, so instead he ran passed Johan and continued towards the flailing figure on the floor. But before he was within grasp of the brunette, he was pulled back and landed onto the ground.
The small boy turned around quickly, anger in his eyes. "JOHAN! What's wrong with you?!"
"I said you'll make it worse!!" Johan hissed. He quickly stuck his head out the door. "WHERE THE HELL IS THE DIASTAT!!"
"Diastat, Diastat! That's all you're saying!! You don't care about him at all do you?!" Sho stood up and suddenly punched Johan in the face.
Luckily, Sho wasn't strong enough to do any real damage, but that was enough to make Johan stumble back a few steps back as he wiped blood off of his lips.
Suddenly, a big male nurse came in with a syringe filled with a cloudy white liquid. Johan quickly swiped it from his hands as he quickly ran over to Judai. He dodged as his arms flew about, and quickly bent down and pushed the twitching boy onto his side. He lifted his shirt to reveal his lower back and quickly undid his pants, and lowered them just enough to start seeing his bottom.
Johan checked the syringe overall when suddenly, he jabbed it harshly into the top of Judai's left buttock. The brunette's muscle spasms grew wilder, so Johan had to quickly pin Judai down with his other arm as he focused injecting the liquid.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO ANIKI?!" Sho screamed, tears in his eyes as he started after Johan.
Johan turned around and quickly ordered, "Grab him! Get him out of here!!"
Right as the frantic small boy was about to reach Johan, two strong arms grabbed him and started dragging him out of the room.
"JOHAN!! I THOUGHT YOU WERE HIS FRIEND!! LOOK WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO HIM NOW!! DROP DEAD!!" Sho screamed with his last breath as he was hauled away.
The Doctor's eyes widened in shock. His heart felt like it had been torn in half, and then again into quarters, and eighths. But this wasn't because what Sho said. Oh no, honestly, he could care less of the small idiot who doesn't know anything of the medical world.
In front of him, lay the overworked body of Judai, fainted. But his expression, was on of pain. And he whispered in his sleep ever so softly, "Johan… why did you leave me…"
--end flashback--
He just stared, wide eyed, to the front of him. The peaceful figure with an oxygen mask over his mouth and tubes stuck into his arms. A rhythmic beeping was heard from the machine next to him.
"My god… Judai…"
--Just outside the room--
"What's wrong with Dr. Andersen?" A nurse asked.
"I don't know, I've never seen him like this before…" Another replied.
"Is this because of the patient?"
"No way! Last time a guy had a disfigured leg due to cancer—which he finally recovered from—and he made him walk in circles so he could watch him waddle."
"Wow… Worst I heard was that he wasn't sure if it was the right medicine and made the guy take it anyway. He got seizures worse than this one and all Dr. Andersen do was shrug it off and gave him the other medicine."
"Is it because who this person is?"
"No way, I mean come on, he works on nobles, politics, royalty, and he doesn't give a shit about them…"
Suddenly another nurse walked over to them. "Well, it's actually obvious if you think about it…"
The other two turned curiously to face her. "Oh hey Rebecca, wait… What do you mean?"
"Well, first, how is it someone like Mr. Yuki could get a rich, world-renown doctor within 2 days of a notice?"
"Well uh…"
"Nobles, and Royalty even have to wait for a month at least to see him."
"Well, he said his college student called him about Mr. Yuki…"
"That… was a lie, he never taught at a college, just graduated at one and was begged by others to come teach. And… There's only 2 people with the authority to make such efficient appointments. One would be the Head Doctor (Also known as the Dean of Medicine) who is currently on a plane back from his vacation in Hawaii and couldn't possibly access the hospital computer. Well he doesn't even do anything on the computer anyhow.
"Wait… So that only leaves…"
Rebecca nodded. "That's right, Dr. Andersen himself."
"What?! But why would he go to the trouble for him?!"
"Well, if Mr. Yuki wasn't lying. He is Dr. Andersen's best friend."
"DR. ANDERSEN HAS A FRIEND?!" The other 2 nurses yelled out loud in shock.
The nurse quickly covered both their mouths. "SHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Do you want the whole hospital to know?!"
The 2 nurses quickly pried the hands off their mouths before speaking again. "They can't be friends! No way!" They said in unison.
"Well I think they are… Johan seemed to know a lot about Mr. Yuki…"
"Johan?"
Rebecca quickly corrected herself. "Oh did I say Johan? I meant Dr. Andersen! Johan is my cousin!"
The two other nurses eyed her curiously before they continued the conversation through the night.
--In the morning--
Brown eyes opened slowly, responding to the morning light. Blurred vision subsided shortly after and he lifted his hand to take the off the oxygen mask over his mouth. And that's when he tried to lift himself up. Judai groaned and winced in pain as he realized all his muscles were aching. He finally got himself into a sitting position when suddenly he was forced back down onto the bed, eyes closing in pain.
"Judai you need to stay in bed!!" a voice hissed.
Judai automatically responded to the voice, eyes still closed as he winced in pain. "Jeez, Johan, I'm fine. Let me get—"
Judai stopped mid-sentence when he opened his eyes. The sight of Johan was simply disturbing. His hair was a mess, doctor's coat winkled and ruffled. His skin was sickly pale and his emerald eyes didn't have that same shine in it. Under his eyes, were big, dark bags that hung. Cheeks were dry, but tear-stained.
"Johan… what happened to you?"
Johan stared at him intently. "What happened to me?! You should ask what happened to you! You just had a seizure 6 hours ago."
The brunette cocked his head to the side innocently. "Really? But I feel fine except for some muscle pain."
Johan's eyes widened up immediately. Quickly he went to the side of Judai's bed and took out a syringe and small bottle in his pocket. He stuck the needle into the bottle and measured a small amount. Next he put the bottle aside and took a tube on Judai's bed and injected the liquid into it.
The brunette watched curiously as he asked, "Johan, what are you doing?"
"I'm giving you a small amount of morphine."
"Er…." Judai scratched the back of his head nervously, "What's that?"
"Pain medication." Johan said as he checked the liquid flow through the tube.
Judai's gaze softened as he watched Johan. "Johan… you don't have to do that…"
"I know…" Johan said as he put the tube down. He walked closer to Judai and cupped his cheek with his right hand. "But I already lost you once 3 years ago… I'm not losing you again…" he whispered ever so quietly.
But unbeknownst to them, an old man, bald with long white mustache and beard, was watching them closely, with sharp, sapphire blue eyes.
"Judai?" Johan whispered as he noticed Judai's lack of a response. "Judai?" He said a little more loudly.
Suddenly the machine next to Judai started beeping rapidly. Beep … Beep … Beep
"JUDAI?!" Johan yelled a little more loudly. "no…"
Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep!!
"NO!!"
Judai suddenly arched back into his bed and legs twitched into the air. arms flailed wildly by his side and his neck twisted in every direction.
The doctor quickly hit a button on the side of the bed and a nurse quickly barged in. "What's wrong?!"
"Seizure!! 10milligrams Diastat now!!" Johan ordered, attempting to maintain his composure.
The nurse dashed out the room and came back with a syringe and small group of nurses. "Great, now give me the syringe!" Johan said as he headed towards Judai.
But suddenly, 2 men grabbed him from his arms and started pulling him out the door. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!"
"Sorry, orders." The two men stated simply, ignoring the fact Johan was struggling all he can.
The men tossed Johan out the room, and almost immediately, he got back up and tried dashing through the door, only to be grabbed and thrown on the floor again. Johan looked up, face filled with disgust as the two men stood by the door and crossed their arms.
Instead of being thrown down again, the doctor quickly got up and looked through the glass room. The nurse just injected the liquid and Judai settled again.
Sighing in relief, Johan turned to the two men. "Who was the one who gave the order? I'll fire them so fast they won't see it coming" he growled.
"The Dean of Medicine" one of them said.
"What?! He's back?!"
--In the Dean's Office--
Johan slammed the door open with a loud bang as he yelled angrily while marching into the room. "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?! HE WAS HAVING A FUCKIN SEIZURE AND YOU OF ALL PEOPLE TOSS ME OUT OF THE ROOM?!"
The old man sighed as he propped his feet up onto the desk and toyed with his beard. "Ah yes… you seem to be having some stress, maybe you should go to Hawaii too, the springs were great."
"YOU CAN GO SHOVE HAWAII IN YOUR ASS, WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING TOSSING ME OUT OF THE ROOM WHEN I WAS ABOUT ADMINISTER MEDICATION?!"
"You mean you haven't ascertained the cause of the seizures?"
"I'VE ONLY BEEN WITH HIM FOR 2 DAYS! WHAT THE HELL COULD I LEARN FROM THAT TIME WHEN HE ONLY HAD A SEIZURE YESTERDAY?!"
"Well, I've leanred plenty in 5 min from observing him and you from afar." The old man said simply.
Johan calmed down but narrowed his eyes. "What the fuck are you talking about?"
The old man sighed again as he put his feet down and placed his elbows on the table and interlaced his fingers together before looking Johan in the eye. Sternly he said, "You are the cause of Mr. Yuki's seizures."
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GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!! one again another cliffy, sorry about earlier, it was just too fun!! R&R plz! and for the record, I woud never leave until I finish all my storied, that is all!!