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Chapter 2
Yuuki's POV
A collection of cool shivers ran though my body and my mind was overwhelmed with all the history I was starting to remember. The Kuran blood flowed through my veins and I could feel my life come to an astonishing halt. This is the form I will take on for the rest of my now everlasting existence.
My eyes fluttered open as I began to slip back into reality. I tried to speak but my throat was too dry. This sensation was stronger than I had ever experienced before, it was as if I had gone without water for weeks. That's how parched my throat felt. But I soon realized I wasn't thirsty for water.
"Yuuki," I heard a soft male voice call out to me. I quickly searched for a certain brown haired boy and immediately found him. "Kana…" I stopped mid sentence and wrapped my hands around my throat. It felt like my neck was pulsating under my finger tips. The blood came rushing to my head and all I could think about was how much I wanted blood. I needed it. I tried another attempt to speak and surprisingly I succeeded. "Kaname," I said using all the strength I could muster to sit up.
"It's okay Yuuki," he insured me. "I know what you want." As he said those last words he moved a few strands of hair off his neck. I caught a whiff of his personal aroma. It was nothing like I had ever smelled before; sweet, like heaven. I looked into his eyes and saw the reflection of my face. My hair had grown longer, my eyes were bright red, and fangs were bursting through my lips.
Without saying a word I moved myself on top of him and bent my head down to brush my tongue over his smooth skin. When I jolted back in hesitation he gentle cradled me. There was no turning back now. I bit through Kaname's flesh and began sucking his blood. The taste was addictive. Once I swallowed the first drink it was hard to stop.
I bit down harder letting the red liquid moisten my throat. Even when the dryness was completely gone I kept feeding. Once again the Kuran blood flowed through my veins. A sense of warmth filled my body and I no longer felt like a human. Weather I liked it or not I was a vampire, a pure blood vampire.
I licked the excess blood off his neck and sat up to wipe my face. He soon sat up after me and pulled me into an unexpected hug. "I'm so glad you are feeling better." He held me for a little while longer hen let go to lick the remaining blood off my chin.
This is wrong. I had agreed to become lovers with my own brother. It was such a sinfully taboo act. I love him. Anyone who is close to me (Zero, Headmaster, Yuri, Kaname) knows that. I might even love him more than I'm supposed to, but I can't show him the same amount of affection I had before knowing the truth. If I tell him what I'm thinking how will he take it? Does it make me a fraud for using him to restore my memories and then reject his request? I was conflicted and soon the tears leaked from my eyes.
"Why are you crying?"
"I can't do this," I said in between sobs.
"What can't you do?" he asked in polite confusion. I had a feeling he knew what I mean but for some reason he pretended to be oblivious. So, I decided to reword it.
"You asked me to be your lover but you are my elder brother."
Kaname frowned. He knew exactly what I meant this time. There was no mistaking it. I could no longer look him in the eye and my gaze fell to my lap. He was hurt and I was the one who hurt him.
"Is there a problem with that?"
Yes there is a problem. For one, it's just plain wrong. I nodded timidly but stayed quiet.
Kaname stood up as if he didn't see my most recent action. "I want you to stay here while I take care of some business."
"Where are you…?" I paused when I saw him stop, his hand gripped around the door knob. "These are the types of things we monsters do Yuuki," he said before closing the door behind him. I heard his soft footsteps disappear down the hall. After a while they were too light to hear without effort so I stopped trying.
I took one look around the room and realized I didn't know where I was. The detailing on the walls and ceilings were too fancy for the day class dorms so I must be in the night classes'. Now that I think about it, the room had a certain smell to it. A smell that wasn't human. A vampire smell. A monster smell.
I crawled out of bed and took a few steps. I didn't know what to do with myself. I had so much on my mind I needed to sort out. How will my life change? What will happen between Kaname and me? And Zero…Zero! I had promised him I would never become such a thing and I became it. Will he hate me? Where was Kaname going? Was he going to kill Zero because he thinks he's the reason I can't be his lover?
I felt my heart beat echo in my ears. I was so loud that I fell to my knees with my hands covering my head. What was happening to me? It was as if I couldn't control myself. All my emotions were being forced out at once. There was too much power building up in my soul and I started screaming. The windows along with any other glass shattered and the wooden walls formed small cracks.
"Yuuki!" I heard a voice that sounded like Hanabusa's. He ran to me still calling my name hysterically then his tone grew more natural. "Yuuki! Yuuki! You need to calm down. Take deep breaths and relax."
I did as he said and soon after that I was back to normal. I looked up at him and he smiled. "Are you okay?"
I nodded. "I'm okay."
His smile faded. "You've got to learn how to control your emotions. If you have another scene like that it might cause a whole building to materialize into dust."
I nodded again and he helped me up. I didn't have to ask why he was here. Kaname had me surrounded by body guards 24-7. I didn't have to ask why I had such an outburst either. I was a vampire now and I possessed powers I didn't have as a human.
He tried to guide me to the bed but I resisted. I didn't want to lay down, I wasn't tired.
"I want to go see Zero," I said.
"Dorm President Kuran has instructed me not let you out this room under any circumstances."
"But I don't want to stay here I want to see Zero."
"I told you no exceptions."
I walked over to the broken window and stepped onto the frame. The broken glass poked that my feet causing a thin pool of blood to circle around me. Yes, it did hurt but I knew I would heal fast. I heard Hanabusa make nervous squeals of protest and I saw Akatsuki look up at me wide-eyed. I don't know why they were reacting this way. As a guardian I would jump off two story building all the time. I inched off the edge and before I knew it I was in the air. I made a more graceful landing than usual though.
I picked the glass pieces off my feet and kept walking. "Where do you think you're going?" Akastuki asked. I turned around and saw Hanabusa next to him. "I'm going to the Sun Dorm. You should come too or Kaname will be disappointed in you."
I knew that no matter where I went they would follow behind me and since my safety was more important that President Kuran's orders they had no choice.
Hanabusa sighed in defeat and pulled a pair of silver princess-like heels (that didn't match my purple nightgown) out from somewhere. "Let me put these on Yuuki."
"Don't you mean Lady Kuran," Akatsuki corrected clearing him throat.
"Right, Lady Kuran."
After he slipped them on I ran, as fast as I could. I stopped when I got to his door. What will I say to him? How can I explain this to him without sounding like a hypocrite? The sound of a chain snapped me out of my thoughts. He had a gun pointed at me and if I opened the door he just might shoot.
"What are you doing here?" Zero asked rudely.
"I want to talk to you."
"There's nothing to talk about. You became a vampire. And I hate you for that."
"You don't really hate me, do you?" I asked.
"Why wouldn't I hate you?" his voice was filled with anger. "The old Yuuki is gone and is replaced with a disgusting pureblood that only toys and manipulates people."
I stood there in silence listening to the gun quiver in his hand. He was right. The old Yuuki is gone and I am a monster now. Kaname said it himself. And purebloods were manipulative. Kaname controlled me my whole life, hinting the future he had planned for us. How we would have kids and live forever. And I controlled Zero. I made sure he didn't fall to a Level-E even if he wanted to. But there was still one human characteristic that stuck: my emotions.
"I'm not the same Yuuki Cross you knew." I admitted. "But I still have the same soul."
"What are you talking about?"
"I haven't forgotten anything. I will still remember the memories of you and Head Master and the time we spent here at Cross Academy. They will forever rest in my soul."
"No matter how much you remember," Zero yelled the gun in his hand shaking violently now. "Things will never be the same between us. We can't be together because we are from two different worlds."
I let his words set in. That was what he truly thought all along, even before I turned back into a vampire. We could never be happy in his eyes. We were too far apart from the start. But in my eyes he was wrong. Who we are or what world we live in should not determine our fate. Headmaster must have had the same ideals as me in order to open a boarding school for both human and inhuman beings to subsist as one.
"You're wrong!" I shouted at the closed wooden door. I found myself running again but I wasn't running back to the Moon Dorms. I was running to the Girls' Sun Dorm, my dorm.
Zero's POV
"You're wrong!" Yuuki yelled and then her smell faded away. She didn't smell like what she did before. She smelled like a vampire, a pureblood vampire. She had become something I hated with such strong conviction, yet even though I said it I couldn't hate her. If anything I love her. But I know she doesn't love me because her heart belongs to Kaname.
I lowered Bloody Rose and tucked it back into my blazer. I don't know what I was think pointing this at her. I was angry and surprised and confused but that's still no excuse. "I'm so stupid," I whispered to myself. People like me deserve to die.
I walked over to the window, opened it, and looked at the endless stretch of trees. All of a sudden I got a sharp pain in my head and it quickly traveled down to my neck. As I held my throat tightly my tattoo started to glow bright red. It felt like my blood was on fire. Every vein in my body had its own pulse and was bulging out. The pain was unbearable and I found myself forgetting how to speak. All I could do was make strained groans. In the process of gaining control of myself I lost my balance and fell out the window. I had just enough time to become aware of the situation and make a not too shabby landing.
When I got to my feet I looked in front of me and my eyes widened. It was Toga Yaguri pointing a gun at me. "You're comin' with me Zero Kiryu."
I hoped you liked it and will read my next chapter. Until then peace out :)
