lostjackal----Every 'chapter' is a different story. This is just going to be a place to keep all of my drabbles together. :)
Title: Doggie-Style
Author: Andy
Sometimes James would ask why they never tried another position.
Sirius would always say he had his reasons.
It wasn't that he didn't want to try something else. It wasn't that
he didn't want James to look at him. It wasn't that he had some
weird fetish for people's backs. It wasn't that he was trying to
come up with some other reason why he was a dog, though that's what
James always said when they were through.
"It's always doggie-style with you, isn't it Padfoot?"
It was that he was afraid of what he would see in James's eyes. This
was just a casual thing for James, an easy way for a quick offing.
But it was everything to Sirius, and he couldn't bear to see what he
already knew.
James didn't love him.
He was always afraid of what he would see in James's eyes.
And he was afraid James would see the love, or the pain, in his own.