Author's Note: Sorry, but I had to edit this chapter and re-post it. The edit wasn't saved and what-not, so I'm rather annoyed.
Disclaimer: Do Not own Twilight. Yada, yada, yada.
Alice's POV
"My vision said that it wouldn't work. Face it Rose, I can't tell him," I reasoned.
I didn't want to tell him before he left, because he might never come back. At least if I don't tell him, we'll still be best friends.
"But remember, your visions are decision-based? It might have been because you decided not to tell him," she argued.
Dammit, I forgot about that. But I decided to tell him just before the vision hit me. Was this fate telling me we weren't mean to be? I hope not.
"But I decided to tell him before though, Rose. I think it's fate telling me that we aren't meant to be," I sighed. How I wish I was wrong, but I had the bone-deep feeling I was right.
"Oh, Ali baby. It'll get easier. Just wait until we come back from Texas then? Maybe if you don't tell him now, then he won't end up kissing that Maria skank," she offered.
"That's not a bad idea, Rose. I don't know what I'd do without you," I said happily, kissing her cheek.
"Me either Ali bear, me either."
"I'm going to miss you so much Rosie. You'll always be my best friend, till the end. I promise," I vowed.
"I'm going to miss you too, Alice. I'll call you everyday. And you know you will always, always, always be my best friend," she said.
"Thanks, Rose." I kissed her cheek again, and walked around to the driver's side. It was almost time for us to leave for the airport.
"No worries, Ali bear. Lets get this show on the road," she said, unenthusiastically.
Jasper's POV
I was freaking out. I had no idea what to write. Some sappy love poem simply wouldn't do. I needed something different.
Sighing, I switched on my iPod. It took me a few seconds to realize what song was playing. The lyrics would be perfect... sort of.
I said I'd never forget your face
Vaulted away inside my head
And memories never seem to fade
You were the best part of my life... my last regret
Now I've walked this line a thousand times before
It hurts too much to bear
For you
I'd tear out my own heart
And write our names together
Your love is the barrel of a gun
So tell me am I on the right end
I could be nothing but a memory to you
Don't let this memory fade away
And in the end we re turning on and off again
There s a look in your eye
And it's screaming goodbye
I'd hate to watch you cry
Your love is the barrel of a gun
So tell me am I on the right end
I could be nothing but a memory to you
Don't let this memory fade away
There s a look in your eye and its screaming goodbye
Now it tears me apart just to look at the sky
And I'd hate to watch you cry I'd hate to watch you cry
Your love is the barrel of a gun
So tell me am I on the right end
I could be nothing but a memory to you
Don't let this memory fade away
"Jasper! We're leaving in an hour. Make sure you have everything!" my mother yelled from downstairs.
Groaning, I got up, and went to get Rosalie. I seriously needed help with this.
Alice's POV
We were at the airport within half an hour with my maniac-like driving. It was one of those times when I wish I drove slower.
Standing at the airport, the good byes seemed stuck in our throats. It was almost time for the Hale's to board the plane, and I still hadn't told Jasper how much he meant to me. That he was the only one for me. I remembered the vision I had, and that was when I decided to let him be. If he wants that Maria girl -whether he knows it or not- then I wasn't going to interfere. He deserves more then I can give him. I really need to get away from my thoughts.
I hadn't realized the tears had fallen until Rosalie wiped them away with her thumbs, and pulled me into a tight hug.
"Ssh, Alice, ssh. Don't cry honey, ssh," Rosalie hushed me. She was my best friend, and now she was leaving me. I couldn't believe it.
"I-I wish y-you didn't have you l-leave," I sobbed into the crook of her neck.
"I know honey. Me too, me too. I'm sorry honey. I'm so sorry," she whispered into my spiky hair.
I hugged her even tighter then usual for a short second, then let go. Her eyes pierced mine, and I could tell she wanted me to tell Jasper. But I just couldn't. He would meet Maria, and they'll live happily, while I drown in depression. Our silent communication was broken when Emmett pulled her into a bear hug. I looked away when they kissed passionately. I walked over to Mr. and Mrs. Hale to say goodbye. They were like my second family. Rose and I were inseparable after her and Emmett got together.
After the emotional goodbye from Mrs. Hale, and the short, yet sweet goodbye from Mr. Hale, I turned to face Jasper. He was hugging Bella tightly, yet quickly, then turned to shake Edward's hand. A few seconds later I was being swept up in to the most comforting hug I ever experienced in my entire life. His scent calmed me some, and his voice made my insides melt.
"I'm going to miss you so much Ali bear. You have no idea how much I'll miss you," he breathed, causing my heart to falter, then pick back up.
"I'll miss you too, Jazz. You can't even imagine," I whispered back, my voice breaking in strange places.
I thought I felt something drop into my handbag, but I ignored it, totally content with how I was. But the time came for me to pull away. Straightening up, I wiped away the tears that were streaming down my face, but they kept falling. Jasper smiled. It wasn't his usual knee-weakening smile, it was a small, broken smile, that twisted and pulled at my heart just seeing it.
They went to board the plane, and I was pulled into a tight embrace, courtesy of Emmett. Seconds after the plane took off, tears broke free. Oh shit. The dizziness of earlier came back. Not another one. I braced myself as the darkness overtook me, and my mind was whisked away into a scene that almost killed me.
A/N: Sorry about the lame cliff-hanger. I'm not really feeling all that cheery and such, as it's my friend died last Sunday, so my next chapter will be rather depressing, and up a little sooner. I write when I get emotional, so don't be too harsh. Please review, and make me smile.
R.I.P Kyle /3
Much love x