Thankyou all so much for your reviews, I love reading each and every one of them... I just watched Breaking dawn, it was amazing. Although I am "an Edwards girl" I think Taylor Lautner acted amazing this time, acted from the heart. Gutted that Its going to be another year to see the rest of it :(
Chapter 6.
Edward.
"Well, well, well. If it isnt Isabella Swan" I spat her name. I glared at her as she shrank back in fear. I couldnt help but notice the change in her as I took her in for the first time in seven years. Her hair was a little longer down her back. She had a slightly fuller figure, changed from childhood to adulthood. It was her face that shocked me the most. Her once vibrant chocolate brown eyes now looked dull and lifeless. She was still the most beautiful woman that I had ever met. I may detest her for what she did to me way back then, but I wasnt blind, I could admit that she was stunning, I just would never admit it to her.
"Edward, son" My father said in the background. I wasnt really paying any attention to him, I was sorely focused on the woman that had once ruined my life. "What the hell are you doing here?" She looked down at her feet before squaring her shoulders at looking me in the eye.
"I need" she whispered. She cleared her throat to speak louder. "I need your help Edward" She said. I stared at her in shock, who the hell was she to ask me for anything.
"Edward" My mother started, and just like with my father, I didnt listen to her either.
"You have the guts to come here, to my house and ask me for a favour after what you fucking did to me?" I yelled in her face. "You've got some balls girl, I'll give you that". I couldn't believe her, after all the pain that she had put me through, she was still asking me for favours.
I fucking loved her with everything in me. I wanted her to marry me, I wanted to have her growing larger as she carried my baby. I wanted it all with her, and all she did was chew me up and spit me out. I wouldn't do shit for someone like her. Not only had she hurt me, but she had also hurt Alice, and that was unforgivable.
"Edward, I really think you should stop and listen, you dont understand. You were wrong" My father suddenly said, louder. He was surely losing his marbles. I had my life settled here. I was engagded to Tanya. I may not love her as much as I once loved Bella, but I vowed that I would never give me whole heart away again, and I couldnt, because this fucking cheating brunette still totally fucking held it in her hands. So I gave Tanya as much of it as I could. There was no way that I was letting Isabella walk back into my life and turn it upside down.
" I have some balls" she repeated. "I dont even fucking know what I did wrong. I loved you Edward. I fucking loved you and you left me to rot" She yelled.
"Edward" My mother warned.
"No mum" I said, getting louder and more irritated. I wanted her out of my house and out of my life. "I'll tell you what you did, shall I?" I goaded. "How about when Alice and I were running late for Jessica's party. How about after we searched all over the place we finally found the two of you in the garden, with your fucking tongue's shoved down each others throats" I yelled. I flinched, her whole frame was shaking aggressively. "Thats right whore, didnt think we'd seen you?. Yeah well, You were abit preoccupied at the time" I heard her choke on a sob. Then I heard my mother whisper "Oh, god no"
"You...you saw that" Bella whispered as she clutched at her chest in pain. What right did she have to be angry. I am the one that they betrayed, me and Alice both. I nodded my head at her, giving her my answer. "Yes, both me and Alice saw what you fucking got up to" She cried out as she hastily ran up the stairs, a moment later I heard the bathroom door slam closed and lock. I couldn't fucking understand her, she hurt me, she cheated on me, and here she acts all shocked and hurt, over her own actions. Had she suddenly gone bipolar?
"Oh Edward. Your a fool" My father chastised. "I tried to fucking warn you to shut the hell up. Your mother tried to tell you seven years ago to go back and at least here what she had to say for herself. You didnt listen then or now. Your so godamned stubborn" He threw what looked like a folder at me, I fumbled trying to catch it before its contents fell to the floor.
"What the hell are you taking her side for. You know what she did to me, to Alice. Does that not matter to either of you?" I was so fucking mad right now.
"I know what you think she did to you. I think you need to read exactly what you left behind" He told me as he pulled my mother out of the living room and in to the kitchen.
I sat down on the couch, burying my hands in my face as I tried to calm myself down. I had a bad feeling, bubbling in my gut, a really bad feeling. Something just suddenly didnt seem right. After a moment I lent forward and picked up the folder of the coffee table.
"Name: Miss Isabella Swan".
"Date of birth: 12/10/1986".
I had no Idea what I was reading, and I was alittle miffed, but then knowing it was about Bella left me feeling intrigued aswell. But as I kept reading I could feel myself becoming shocked, then upset, angry, before finally settling on full out raging. He'd raped her. Mike fucking Newton had raped my girlfriend! Not to mention that he had raped her while she was carrying my baby. Oh fuck! I had a baby, a daughter. But I had left them both to suffer at the hands of a monster, I didnt know who was the worst sort of man between us, because knowing what I know now, I am just as big a monster as he is.
What Alice and I had witnessed wasnt Bella cheating, it was Bella being attacked. What the fuck had we done? How could we of left her there at a time like that. We had made the biggest fucking mistake in the history of mistakes, and there was now nothing that we could do about it, We had been wrong, so, so wrong, and we were now paying the price.
I was full of rage, my hands shook as I held the sheet of paper, reading it over and over, praying against all hope that it was wrong. But deep down I knew now that it wasnt. He had always had the hots for my Bella, but I never dreamed in my wildest imagination that he would of done somethhing so cruel and twisted. Then I had just left her ther to face that on her own, aswell as raise a baby by herself. I was becoming more and more angry... at myself. I was a dick and I had caused myself, not to mention Bella, all of this pain for nothing. I had missed out on seven years of my daughters life, everything. Her first word, her first tooth, first steps. Her first day at school. "Argh"
I jumped up of the couch and started pacing. It was not helping my anger any. I screamed out in frustration and smacked my fist into the mirror that hung on the wall. Shattering it into small pieces and welcoming the stabbing sensation it caused, because it matched the pain in my heart. All of this time I had felt like Bella was a whore and I was better of without her, but really it was the opposite. She was an angel, she was so strong to rise above all what she had been through, She was better off without me, I always knew that she deserved a far better man than I would ever be, and this only confirmed that knowledge, she was to good for me.
"Edward" My mum cried as she walked back into the room. She noticed the mirror and her eyes darted to my hand which was cut and badly bleeding if the feeling of trickling from my fingers was any indication. She hurried over to me and wrapped me into her arms as she called for my father to take a look at my hand. I briefly heard the door open, followed by the voices of Alice and Tanya. Tanya...Bella's sister. Tanya...my fiancee. FUCK! Again What had I done? I wondered if Tanya knew the truth about what had happened that night, she was visiting home at that time for the summer, and I realised that she had to of known.
I was about to say something when I heard Alice cry out. "What the hell is she doing here?" She yelled looking in the direction of the stairs. I looked and saw Bella gliding down the stairs. Ignoring Alice's outburst, almost in a trance with burning hatred in her eyes she made her way to a shocked and petrified looking Tanya. She knew, I could tell by the look of fear in her eyes, and the pleading look she gave me right before Bella's fist connected with her nose. I almost flinched at the sound of the cracking, then the blood burst free.
"Fucking Bitch" Bella screamed. "I was your sister, your fucking baby sister" Her breathing was laboured and I could see her chest rise and fall as she struggled for breath. She started to sway a little and my mother yelled out for her. I didnt wait, I ran to her and caught her just as she passed out in my arms.
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