N/A: Wow! I mean just wow! I am dedicating this chapter to…EVERYONE! You guys are….wow. I didn't expect such incredible reviews! My e-mail service has stopped alerting me to reviews, so I was somewhat disheartened that no-one had reviewed…but I mean wow! I'm afraid this 'memories' is in order (it follows form the rape) but hopefully it will explain some things. I just want to say, before I start, Jake is a hell of a lot stronger than Bella- years of experience.
Chapter 10: Memories V
My body had locked down. It was as though it was adapting to the pain. I know vampires react and adapt quickly, but this is just ridiculous. It's strange how I can have such calm thoughts, when a werewolf is making his point perfectly clear all over my body. His screaming hurts my ears. I shut those off too.
I'm sure I'm having an outer body experience. I think that's what it must be. At least, that's the only way to describe what's happening. I look down. Below me, Jacob is hitting every possible part of my body. His strength is incredible. I hear another sickening crunch, and my only thought is 'oops, there goes the arm'. I'm getting bored. And then Jacob does something unforgivable.
He leers at me (or my body at least), and licks my face from hairline to jaw. I grimace. I can almost feel my body again. His hands are crawling down my body now, but not in the gentle, playful way Edward's do. His are hungry, searching. He's found what he's looking for. His fingers plunge into me, and I do feel it this time. I scream, praying someone will find me. And then I begin to fight.
I have never fought so hard as this. I push, I slap, I punch, and I kick. But it has no effect on the werewolf. He growls. It is a terrible growl, and it scares me, like I never thought anything would. I go quiet, realising this is probably the safest option.
My body convulses, as he plunges into me again and again. There is no pain like this. I just want it to end.
There is blood on the ground. It looks strange to me. I can't bleed. The blood takes up all my thoughts and I realise that is better than thinking of….But I won't think about that. I pray Edward finds me. A thought strikes me.
I begin to shift my body ever so slightly, ever so gently. I hope he won't notice. If I can just get to the boundary…
With a final shift of weight, we are over the boundary. I sigh in relief. Now I can relax. Now, they'll find me.
N/A: What did you think? Not too gory I hope? Oh, and if you're interested. The blood was actually Jacob's. Grinding your dick into a vampire can't be too good for it…