Hi there=)

I watched the new Glee episode this morning and I have to say that I did like some things about it although all in all I'm not like completely jumping up and down squealing.

I liked the songs a lot - my favourite would probably be We Are Young - although I have to say that I didn't really like Control so much (sorry Darren and Kevin=)) and Red Solo Cup doesn't get any less random with time but it's fun so I like it=) Lindsay, as always is just fabulous, the Trouble Tones totally rocked that ship and I loved the rest of the Jackson songs!

What I just loved is the scene when Blaine is hitting that punching bag like crazy and gets all angry at it. The reason is (surprisingly) not that it's Darren all hot and sweaty (although that is obviously a plus=)) but I just crack up every time because I keep thinking of AVPS when it's Harry screaming "I'm in a RAGE! This is the maddest I've ever been!"

Now this was enough rambling on about the new episode but I can't keep annoying my best friend with it=)

I hope you enjoy the chapter although it was partly written during this quite strange morning.. (I was both really crying at one point and crying because I was laughing at another=))

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee.

December 7th

Blaine was nervous. The elections for senior-class president were today and although he believed in his boyfriend, Brittany would probably win the race if the poll numbers were any indication. Blaine knew what a defeat would mean for Kurt. NYADA and New York were his dream and not winning the election would be a drastic setback to it coming true.

When there wasn't an envelope in his locker that morning, he wasn't too surprised. With everything on Kurt's mind, the surprise for his boyfriend was the last thing he should be worried about.

All the seniors were in the gym that morning for the election and Blaine didn't see Kurt before school to wish him good luck. He saw Brittany and Santana on his way to English, their pinkies linked and obviously confident that Brit would win the race.

When they met after lunch in the choir room for Glee club, all the guys were already there, messing around with dance steps.

"So, how do you think it went?" Blaine asked cautiously.

Kurt seemed resigned. "Brittany is gonna win, you know it, I know it, let's just forget about this, okay?" he said but his voice was too full of disappointed to hide it from Blaine.

"You don't know that yet, the race could still turn around," Blaine wanted to reassure him but he was cut off by the girls bursting into the choir room, belting out I Kissed a Girl. The guys' mouths were hanging open, gaping at the sexy dance moves but Kurt and Blaine, unaffected by it, got out their cell phones because there was no way this was not going on YouTube.

Blaine was on the one hand glad about the distraction for Kurt but he was still worried about how his boyfriend was feeling about the election.

The performance was finished and Santana was giving them the newest update on her coming-out tour when Principal Figgins walked through the door of the choir room.

Everyone was confused because the Principal never visited them during practice.

"Mr Kurt Hummel, I need to see you in my office immediately," he announced and this did not help the confusion one bit.

Blaine looked at Kurt but the look he got back from his boyfriend told him that Kurt didn't know what this could be about either.

Blaine was waiting at Kurt's locker for the boy to come back from the Principal's office. He nervously fiddled with the strap of his bag when Kurt came rushing around the corner. He had tears in his eyes.

"What-", Blaine started but Kurt just grabbed him by the hand and dragged him outside towards the big stairs. Luckily, there were almost no people there thanks to the freezing cold weather that had taken over Ohio. Only a handful of smokers stood together in little groups and nobody even gave them a look.

"What happened?" Blaine tried again but Kurt shook his head simply took one step forward into his boyfriend's arms. Blaine held Kurt tightly, who just took deep breaths, trying to fight back the sobs.

Kurt eventually turned his head so that his mouth was pressed against the skin right under Blaine's ear.

"I lost," was the first thing Kurt said and already Blaine didn't know anything he could say in return so he waited for Kurt to continue.

"He first told me I had won… It's so pathetic that I actually believed it for a second… Someone stuffed the ballot boxes…" Blaine was trying desperately to make sense of the sentences Kurt was forcing out between the sobs that had started again now.

"Hold on, someone stuffed the ballot boxes?" He finally interrupted his boyfriend.

"I swear it wasn't me, I thought about it but I would never cheat…" Kurt sobbed angrily. "I'm never gonna get into NYADA now, you'll just have to go to New York by yourself, I'll stay in Ohio for the rest of my life."

Blaine grabbed Kurt by his shoulders and held him at arm's length. "Okay, stop right there," he commanded. "You're gonna get into NYADA and we're both gonna go to New York."

Kurt wanted to object but Blaine didn't let him. "This dream isn't over just because you didn't win this stupid election," he said in a tone that allowed for no protest. He quickly glanced around the schoolyard and when he saw that the smokers had all fled from the freezing cold and gone inside, he softly pressed a kiss to Kurt's mouth.

"I need to get to my English class but you can always text me after," Blaine said and he couldn't resist the temptation to kiss away the frown still on Kurt's face.

Blaine had almost reached the door of the building when he heard Kurt's footsteps behind his back, running towards him.

"I'm sorry, I completely forgot this," Kurt said and handed him a red envelope. Blaine smiled and since it was not very often that they were completely left alone at school the two boys silently agreed that they could not let a chance to kiss in public pass.

You got that French test to study for and we both know all too well that nobody is better at French better than me.

Love, Kurt

Well if that note wasn't suggestive, Blaine didn't know what was. He couldn't wait for his class to be over and when the bell finally rung he hurried out to the parking lot towards Kurt's navigator.

Blaine lived in the same neighbourhood as Mike and since he had gotten a ride with him this morning, they could take Kurt's car straight to his house.

He got into the passenger seat and kissed Kurt on the cheek. The situation felt awkward. They had not been fighting but it felt like the uncomfortable situation after a fight. The kisses on the schoolyard had helped at the moment but Blaine could feel that Kurt was still sad and angry and he had no idea what to say about it.

So Blaine decided on rambling about his English class in a weak attempt to not let things get awkward in the car. Of course, this was proving to be more difficult than he thought because, trying to talk about it, he figured out that he must have been paying even less attention than he had thought.

Kurt sat in the driver's seat, nodding at one or another comment, keeping his eyes locked on the road so he didn't have to look at the rambling mess beside him.

Blaine was going on about some book that he hadn't even read when Kurt burst out: "Okay, seriously now?" Blaine looked at him weirdly but Kurt just rolled his eyes and said, "We read this book in Junior year as well and you obviously have no idea what you're talking about."

Blaine fixed his eyes to the road in front of them, feeling embarrassed.

"Why does this have to be so awkward?" Kurt complained and strangely enough, that was what made Blaine laugh and in turn took away a good part of the awkwardness.

They turned into Blaine's driveway when Blaine felt like he still owed his boyfriend an answer to his question.

"Look, I just don't know what to say to you about NYADA," he said. "I know how much it means to you and I want to tell you that it will still work out but I have a feeling that's the last thing you want to hear right now, although, of course it is true."

Kurt parked the car and turned to Blaine. "I know you just want me to feel better about myself but believe me, you don't have to try so hard to always say the right thing to do that," Kurt said softly.

"Being with you is all the reassurance I need because how could someone as amazing as you want to be with anyone but the best," Kurt grinned at his own cheesiness and leaned in for a kiss.

"How about we get some French into that pretty little head of yours, then?" Kurt suggested and Blaine groaned. So he had actually meant that note literally?

Blaine spent the rest of the evening with his head in Kurt's lap, trying to get the vocabulary into his brain.

But the evening wasn't a total loss. Every now and then, when Blaine remembered a particularly difficult word, Kurt would reward him with some real French.

This morning I felt weirdly fangirly=) I was bored and annoyed my best friend by texting her weird lists with my celebrity crushes. She actually complained that they were all from Glee and StarKid - How daaare you? And Darren only made No. 2 on her list (again, how dare you? Josh Hartnett isn't that hot=)) Hope you enjoyed!