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"Addi?". He asked softly.

"Hmm". Came Addison groggie reply.

"Come on honey open then beautiful eyes for me". He requested gently of she did and Derek was never more greatful for to see them eyes in his life.

"I made it then?". Addison asked the rhetorical question.

"I'm going to get Hunt and a nurse i'll be back". Derek promised her, and with that he went off to find Hunt and nurse to check his Addi was alright as can be. He had to admit that a heavy weight had benn lifted from his shoulders and heart and for that fact of that he knew they were going to be alright.

ADDEK-ADDEK-ADDEK-ADDEK-ADDEK-ADDEK-ADDEK-ADDEK-

Derek had gone to get a nurse, the two came back to Addie's private no more then two minutes later.

"Hello, Dr Shepherd, How are you feeling?". The nurse asked her, while writting on her chart.

"Sore, but as a surgeon i know that is to be expected". Addison replied to the nurses question.

"Ok, well there will someone from maternity coming down to see you shortly to give up an ultersound". The nurse informed her.

"No, i want Miranda Bailey to do it, now i'm Addison Forbes Montgomary-Shepherd, now if you don't want me on your case for the rest of your career, because by the time i'm done with you and your short career, you will be luckly to get a job scubbing restrooms, do i make myself clear? ". Addison asked the nure, who visably paled at the doctors words.

"Of course Doctor Montgomary-Shepherd right away". The nurse stuttered a reply.

Derek just looked over at his wife and gave her a laugh that told her wayed a goal Addie.

"You ready for this?". Derek asked her.

"No". Addison replied as her mind wondered.

Addison was sat in a park in lower downtown Seattle as she watched the mothers and their children play like they didn't have a care in the world, their shoulders free of burdon and faces lit with happiess. A smile passed her lips as she turned her head to a very familiar sound.

"Mommy, did you see me? Did you see what i did?". The four year old aske excitedly.

"Yeah baby i saw what you did, you are so strong to climb all that by yourself". Addison praised the mini v

"That's what daddy say to".the fouryear old told their mother.

Addison was about to reply to her daughters statement when suddenly the scenary changed.

"Carson?". Addie called out to her child, but got no response.

"Carson, this isn't funny. Get back here this instant!". Addison yells for her child

Addison begins to stir from her nightmare to realize that sheis in a hospital bed

"Addie, honey it's alight, i need you to calm down for me , come on breathe. That's it great job".Derek encouraged her gently.

"S..S..SS..She was right there i saw her Derek she was right there i swear she wa..".Addison trailed off asshe realized that she wasn't makig any sense.

"Who gone Addie?". Derek asked his wife in concern.

"The baby, it's gone". She sobbed into his chest.

"Addie, honey look at me". Derek told her, to which she complied.

"We don't know that ok, look there is Miranda now see? she's just there. Shegoig to check for us". Derek told her.

"Hey adds, how are you feeling?". Miranda asked as she entered the room.

"Like crap, randi, are you doing the ultersound?". she asked her friend brushing away the rest of the her tears.

"Yes i am, and you kow me like a dog with a bone". The pair laughed at this despite the seriousness of the situation.

Careful of the incision that was on her chest, Miranda slowly lifted her gown up and applied some gel onto her abdoman before putting the scanner over the gel and waited for image to appear on the screen.

An aganizing two minutes passed with nothing.

"Randi, what do you see?". Addiosn asked her friend.

"Give me a second". Miranda told focusing on the screen infront of her like her life deparded on it.

"Miranda, what is it?". Derek asked in frustration.

"Did your mother ever teach you manners, Shepherd?". Miranda asked him sicastically.

"Did my mother what?". Derek asked her confused at her statement.

"Well can't you see i'm trying to constrate, yes well then keep that canned, nasty". Miranda ordered him, not told but ordered him.

"Randi please". Addison pleaded with her friend who looked at her with expression that was unreadable.

"There was alot of damage and it wa...". Mie=randa didn't get to finish what she was saying as her friend couldn't take any more and not caring that she was a world renound surgeon she did the one thing she thought she'd never do-breakdown.

"Addie, darling you need to calm down you've just had madure surgeon, honey come on i need you to breath for me". Derek told her bringing her tightly into his embrace, all the while not ashamed to let the tears slide down his own face.

"Guys i need you to listen to me". Miranda said quietly, feeling like she shouldn't be there at such intimate and emotional moment.

Addison and Derek slowly looked up at her as she slowly turned the monitor so that it was facing them, the shepherds stared at the monitor with an aw expressions on their faces.

"That is what i was so intently lookig at, i wanted to make sure i was correct i'll give you a moment". Miranda told them and left them room.

"That's the most...most". Addison couldn't the word to fiish her sentance with.

"Beautiful, most beautiful thing in the world you have ever seen". Derek offered her.

"Yeah beautiful, what a perfect word". Addion comformed.

"Twins, who would have thought it?". Addison aasked her husband.

"I know". Derek replies to her question just as Miranda comes back into the room.

"Over the shock yet?". She asked the couple infront of her.

"Ask us in eighteen years time". Derek chuckled at her.

"Now down to business, you need absolute rest addison i mean it girl, you hear me, Shepherd?". She asked her stearnly.

"Yes Dr Bailey". Addison replied to her friends uestion.

"Addison i'm serious!". Miranda yells at her.

"Marnda i know honestly no one could want these babies more than we do". Addison tells her.

"And you'll look after them?". She asked Derek all the while glaring at him.

"Yes ma'am". He sailutes her.

"Well ok then i'll leave you to it". Miranda tells them as she leaves the room.

Addison the next week were going to be hard on them but if they couls survive this then they could survie anything, for the first time in a long time Addion Montgomary- Shepherd fell asleep with a smile on her face.

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