Chapter four.

A/N I'm so sorry it has taken so long. I have no excuses. Thank you so much to the guys that reviewed that last chapter! You guys are awesome and this is for you ENJOY:)

"Physiotherapy was a bum". Addison thought to herself as she sat on her hospital bed. It had two weeks since the shooting and to say that she was board out of her mind was an understatement.

She was constricted to absolute bed rest and with her husband in surgery and her haven read every medical journal out there- she was officially board, she decided.

Addison thought that she could get away with it so she walked to the nurses station and started chatting to the nurse behind the desk.

"Addison Montgomery-Shepherd , what to hell do you think you are doing?". The voice of Miranda bailey bellowed behind her.

Addison winced and turned round.

"hey randy, I was just emm you see I was so board and...".Miranda cut her off.

"I don't care if your head was going to explode, when I say absolute bed rest I mean absolute bed rest". She told her, not at all amused in the slightest.

"Come on girl, your killing me here". Addison whined to her friend.

"Don't care". Miranda told her, shaking her head.

Addison pouted at her and went back to her room and slumped on the bed. She was so board it was unreal and all she wanted was to go home. She had another two days in the hospital then she would be allowed home, even then she knew with Derek watching her like a hawk she wouln't be jumping straight back into the deep, although the thought of it she secretly loved not that she was going to tell anybody that, "I'll just keep that to myself". she thought with a smile

Derek shepherd stood in the OR 3 of settle grace mercy west hospital preforming a repair a cranial bleed. Basic stuff that he could do in his sleep but still needed to be done.

His mind should have been on the surgery in hand but every few minutes he found it wondering to the beautiful redhead that only two weeks prior had jumped into of a bullet that was meant for him without a seconds hesitation.

If he thought about it, really thought about it she was truly his everything, the reason he was put on this earth,. She was the air he breathed. She was his love, guidance, passion, hope, dreams, goddess and angel. She was the person that made him the man he was today, the surgeon he was today. She was really, truly the reason that he was stood in the OR in that very moment doing what he did best.

She really, madly truly his everything.

What she did for him he knew that he could never truly repay her for. And in that moment he knew he would for always truly be in her debt and he vowed that right up until the second that he took his last breath that he would spent every second trying and not stop.

Addison was still sat in her hospital room board out of her mind and was contemplating bribing one of the interns to get her out of this damn hospital she was THAT board , but as she thought about it she realized that it wasn't such a good idea , as she knew hat it wouldn't be good for her and the twin s, at the thought of the twins a smile spread across her face.

She couldn't wait to be a mom just thought of it made her giggle and Addison shepherd didn't giggle.

"What are you giggling at?". A voice asked from the doorway.

"No I wasn't". Addison blushed.

"Yes you were". Derek smiled at her walking towards the hospital bed and sat down next to her.

"I plead the fifth". Addison replied, raising her hands as id to surrender and getting off the bed to stretch her legs.

"Sure you do, listen I was thinking that after you get out of here we could go away somewhere". Derek suggested to her as he picked up one of the medical journals from the table beside the bed.

"That sounds great, where?". She asked, as she turned to face him.

"Anywhere you want". Derek told her.

"we could go to La to Sam and Naomi or New York to see Sav and Wesis, but if you don't want to I'll understand". Addison replied.

"I'll go wherever you go". Derek told her sweetly.

"We could do both, yeah lets do that it'll be a road trip". Addison exclaimed excitedly.

Derek couldn't help but at her excitement, she truly was his everything. As he sat there addison tried to get his attention.

"Sorry what?". He asked finally jumping out of his reserve.

"I asked if you would be OK sitting while a go to the little girls room?". She asked him.

Yeah I'm fine you go do what you got to do". He told her.

A few minutes later Addison came out of the en-suite looking she had seen a ghost and tears streaming down her face.

"Addie? addie what is it honey". Derek asked concern settling into his feathers.

He got no reply to his question so he moved a little bit closer to her.

"Talk to me what's wrong?". He asked again.

Still he got no reply.

Ever so slowly Addison raised her hand Derek gently took her by the wrist pulling her hand up gently so that he could see what had got his wife in such a state then he saw it.

Blood.

The couple looked at each other in horror.

A/N I'm leaving it there, guys. Let me know what you think!