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Shit. Shit. Shit. I can't believe I just told her I wanted to marry her. She was freaked out of her mind. I could tell because even though I can't read her mind, I can read her face. As I walked out of the hospital, I passed my father's office and he was shaking his head at me.

"Edward, son.." he started to say but I blocked him out.

I didn't need someone telling me what I did was the stupidest thing ever. I can't marry her. I would love to marry her, I would love to make her mine forever, but it's not possible. I'm a vampire, I can't marry a human and yet I can't find it in myself to stay away from her. I walked into the bright sunlight. I put on my sunglasses and quickly walked to the parking lot. There was a blond guy leaning against my silver Volvo.

"Great going," he said and shook his head. I opened the car and slid into the passenger seat. I gave the keys to Jasper, I didn't want to drive in my condition.

"Shut up , Jasper. You're the one who was getting friendly with her, I thought I told you to stay away from her," I growled. I remember how close he was sitting to her. I was so far gone that I couldn't stand the thought of her sitting next to my own brother.

"Hey, your staring was creeping her out," Jasper replied and send a calm wave towards me.

"I know, but I can't help it. It's like she has this strange hold over me. I mean you know what it feels like. You have it with Alice," I said, thinking about Jasper's human girlfriend.

"Yeah and I don't think she's going to like it too much if she finds out who you are," Jasper said looking at me. I ignored that look and looked out the window and at the seemingly normal people walking on the sidewalks. Their lives were so simple. Whoever they chose to love was also human while I was pretty sure that Bella would drive a stake through my heart if she ever found that I was a vampire. Not that a stake would kill me.

"What did dad say?" Jasper sent the thought towards me.

"Nothing, but it's something bad," I said grimly out loud.

As a doctor at the hospital, my father could have found out about Bella's diagnosis. He went to Yale and he is one of the highest paid doctor's at the hospital. Most doctors come to him for advice, as he is a surgeon and in Bella's case he should have found out about the diagnosis. But no such luck. All I knew was that I couldn't live without my angel. I still remember the day I first saw her.

I was going to see my father at the hospital. There was an emergency, so he had to leave early, but before he left, he told my mother he wanted to talk to me. So now I was going to the hospital to see him. It probably had something to do with what I wanted to do with my life. Seriously? I mean we are vampires for crying out loud. We have a heck of a long life ahead of us. I parked my car next to my fathers and got out. I hate coming to the hospital, too many sick people. I took a deep breath and turned to walk into the hospital. That was when I saw her. She was so normal, yet so beautiful. She was crying and it made my heart clench, I wanted to go over and comfort her. Before I could make a move, the woman she was talking to hugged her, and told her everything was going to be alright. What was going to be alright? I was so mesmerized by her beauty, that I didn't notice something was very wrong. I couldn't read the girls' mind. I concentrated really hard. That's when she looked up at me.

Which brings us back to today. She clearly thinks I'm stalking her.

"Edward. Edward. EDWARD ANTHONY CULLEN." I was jostled out of my thoughts by Jasper's yelling.

"What is it?" I looked around dazed.

"I was asking did you talk to her." Jazz shook his head.

"Yes, and I also told her that she was the girl I was going to marry," I moaned and put my head in my hands.

"You did what?" Jasper was laughing uncontrollably.

"How can you laugh? I freaked her out. She won't want anything to do with me." I was shocked by his laughing.

"I'm laughing because you're misery is my pleasure and I'm sure Bella is going to tell Alice. Come to think of it, it's time Alice comes home for dinner. You know, she can help you with Bella," Jasper replied, still laughing.

"I don't think anyone can help me now." I laid my head back on the headrest. I was acting pathetic. How could a human have this kind of effect on me?

"Alice can. You know she's pretty smart for a human and she can help you. She's good at fixing things," Jasper replied and took a sharp turn into the woods. We were nearing home. We have lived in the same house since we were kids; we grew up here. It wasn't hard because we are born vampires and we can age. We can eat human food as long as we keep a healthy blood diet.

When I first heard that Bella was sick, I wanted to turn her into a vampire. That was until I saw her with her family and friends. She looked so happy. If I turn her she has to leave behind everything, and everyone she ever loved. Then there's the problem of her not wanting this life. I don't believe that, though. I have seen her with her friends and overheard her talking to her mother. She wants nothing more than to live her life and graduate from high school, go off to college. I can give her all that, but in return I will take away her life. Her soul. Jasper stopped the car and I was pulled out of my thoughts.

"C'mon let's go. I'm sure Mom wants to know what you did," he laughed and was about to get out of the car when I stopped him.

"You cannot tell anyone about what I just told you. Not Mom and, especially not Emmett. If you do, I'm going to hunt you down and rip you apart," I growled.

"Fine, relax. I won't tell anyone." We got out of the car and walked into the house, where we were greeted by our mother, Esme Cullen.

"Oh, you boys are home. Good, get ready, we are having dinner at your grandmother's house," she said to us, in her sweet voice. I have a hard time believing we are vampires. Dinner at grandma's house? Seriously?

"'Kay, but before I have something to tell you guys," Jasper said, as Emmett walked into the living room. I glared at Jasper. He should know, I follow out my threats.

"Dude, you look like you're choking," Emmett said and sat down on the recliner. I was still glaring at Jasper. I knew he was going to say something because he was reciting the Battle Of Hymn in Spanish.

"Edward popped the question," he said and ran at vampire speed, out of the house. I ran after him and I could hear Emmett's booming laugh following me out of the house. Emmett and Mom followed us out of the house and Esme was telling us to stop. When I caught up to Jasper I had him pinned to the ground, my teeth at his throat, when Emmett pulled me off of him.

"Relax, bro. Calm down. It's okay. You only asked a human girl you've been stalking to marry you. No big deal." Emmett started laughing again and this time I joined in.

"Edward, did you found out about her diagnosis?" Esme asked me.

I just shook my head. I tried very hard not to concentrate on the fact, that there could be something very wrong with Bella. My Bella. My angel. We all walked back to the house, enjoying the warmth of the sun while it lasted. It was almost evening and the sun was about to set. For some reason, I always felt sad when the sun went down. It meant the end of another day; a day gone by without anything new happening. The beginning of another night. As I was about to enter the house, I turned and looked at the setting sun one last time. Little did I know then, my life was about to change. The way I viewed life as about to change.

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