"You're so lonely... So afraid to leave... At night, desperate to sleep... You imagine an ocean... I see it... I see the island... And Han Solo... You feel like he's the father you never had. He would have disappointed you."
He sees it all and tells her what it looks like, not letting her know that he is describing his memories, not just hers. The same dreams, the same hopes, the same damning disappointments. The same will for what cannot be.
"Forgive me… I feel it again. The call to the light…"
And he wants to give in to it.