Tobias' POV
I've ruined her life. She probably doesn't want a child and shes probably just saying she doesn't mind because she doesn't want to upset me. It's my fault.
"When do you want to take the test?" I ask her.
"I don't know, maybe I should go get one now. To put my mind at rest?" She says shuddering a little. I put my arms round her and kiss the top of her head while he ears listen to my heartbeat.
"Do you want me to go and buy you one now?" I ask half hoping she will say no. I think, for one of us to have to go and buy one it's going to be embarrassing. Everyone knows who I am and most people recognize me. I don't know why the know me but they just do. As for Tris, if Peter see her buying one God he will never stop going on about it.
"No, it's alright. I will go and buy one now." She says standing up. I stand with her. "No," she says pushing me back down "please can you stay here?" I nod but wonder why she doesn't want me to go.
"Are you sure?" I stand back I thinking better of my judgement. "I want to walk with you, I don't have to go in the shop with you but I should come with you because half of it is my fault."
"Tobias, I don't care if I'm pregnant or not. Don't put yourself down over it. Please." She says getting her coat.
Tris' POV
I don't want Tobias to look like and idiot too when I go and buy a test. I don't even know if I want to take the test today. I can't look after a child, I'm the worst person alive to do that. I would have to try and be selfless to be able to care for them well.
I walk out the apartment and down to the closest shop I can find, I walk in and pick up a drink so it doesn't look like I just need to buy a test. I walk slowly down the aisle with the tests. I blush and walk back out the aisle bumping into someone. Tears brim to my eyes as i mumble an apology.
"Tris?" says the voice of the person I bumped into. I realize it's Christina. "What's going on? Everything alright?" She looks concerned.
"Yeah, umm, few issues." I try to say without specifying.
"Like?" Christina asks.
"Christina! I don't want or need to specify what issues I am having, in the middle of the shop!" I say wondering whether she wanted the whole shop to know my cycle.
"Do you want me to buy that for you?" She clearly knows whats going through my mind, embarrassment. I nod my head and a tear slips down my face. "Then I will come back with you and help you with it, alright? No arguments." She says quietly. She picks up the most expensive tests she can find. She looks at me "they are more accurate."
We walk out the shop together to meet Tobias who is lent against a wall. He looks at me, a little surprised considering I said I didn't want to tell Christina. "I bumped into her and she offered to help." I say and Tobias nods and takes my hand.
"Thanks Chris" he says. All three of us then walk back to the apartment.
Tobias walks into the living room giving me as kiss as he goes saying he will be there as soon as he needs me. Christina and I walk into my bathroom.
"What lead you to believe you could be pregnant?" Christina says quietly.
"Well, anger out bursts, crying out bursts and well a umm lighter you know what. Well apart from last night, that was super heavy but there has been like nothing today." I don't mention the pain as it doesn't seem like the time to point it out, I don't want to wait any longer. I need to get this over and done with now.
Christina opens the box and takes out what looks like a stick with a pink end that is enclosed with a piece of plastic. She points to the pink end. "Pee on this and put the lid back on the put it on the side." She says and walks out the bathroom. I pull down my trousers and do as I was told. I slip the lid back the stick and put on the side. I wash my hands and walk out the bathroom, tears brewing in my eyes again. I call out for Tobias as I walk out the bathroom, my voice croaks as I do. He walks quickly to my aid.
"Have you got the result?" He asks looking deep into my eyes. I shake my head and Christina goes and takes the stick and looks at it hard. Tobias and I go and sit on the bed as I start to feel faint and lean into him. I kiss his lips and a tear rolls down my cheek and onto his. Christina walks into the bedroom with the stick in her hand. There is no expression on her face at all. It's hard to tell what it is just by her expression. She hands me the stick. Positive.