Tobias' POV
We sit in a side room at the infirmary. I feel tears pricking my eyes but I try not to show my sadness as I want to be strong for Tris. This must be so much harder for her. Two deaths in one day. I stand up and wipe my hands on my trousers and then turn to look out a window, I see a brick wall. I don't know what I was expecting. We are underground. I turn around and see Tris lead on the bed looking up. Her whole body is frozen stiff.
Later doctors and nurse come and go checking Tris is so many ways. I try and stay brave for her. She hasn't really spoken to anyone. I have lost track of time too. I look at the clock 10 pm is my final conclusion. Then a doctor walks in with Christina.
"We don't exactly know why you miscarried, Tris. We don't believe it has anything to do with an issue that can be sorted. I have reason to believe it was a freak accident and that you should be able to conceive again soon." Says the doctor. I sigh and look over at Tris. I walk over to her and place my hand on hers.
"We can try again, Tris. It's not your fault, okay?" I say and she blanks me. I press her for an answer. "Okay?" She finally seems to snap out of her trance and then nods her head.
"No intercourse for a while, at least a week or two. Then after those weeks, whenever you feel comfortable." The doctors says and walks out the room leaving three of us still in.
"Tris," says Christina. "I'm going to get you dressed and then Four and I will take you back to your apartment. You don't need to stay for surgery or anything everything came away earlier. Lynn and Marlene brought it all in while Four looked after you."
Tris' POV
I stare at the ceiling. Tobias fell asleep ages ago. He though I was asleep too. I carefully shift his hand away from me and then I climb out of bed wincing. I put my shoes on and walk out the door. Every step pains me from head to toe. I walk. I don't look at where I am walking. I just walk. When I finally come to my senses I am stood at the edge of the Chasm. I look suicidal to anyone passing by. I lost my father and my child, all in the same day.
What is the point in living? Tobias, that's why. I can't be thinking this.
I am not needed in this world if it is just going to cost lives. It isn't my fault that my father died, and apparently not mine about the baby either.
I should jump. I need to stay in this life as a punishment.
I need to stop arguing with myself. I will not jump and I must stay in this world for one reason or another.
Suddenly I feel two hands grip my shoulders. They twist me round and push me over the edge of the Chasm. I hold on to the edge for dear life.
"Where's your not so scary boyfriend?" I hear a muffled voice say, Thomas. "Is he at home mourning the death of your stupid baby?" I scream through my teeth. I'm not really listening to what he is saying but I am so weak that I can barely hold on.
Thomas is just about to give me another insult when I see him jerk to the right from a punch to the nose. Blood sprays everywhere. He then is doubled over by a punch to the stomach and he runs away holding his nose. I relax, Tobias. I let myself be pulled up over the edge of the Chasm, I close my eyes and lean into the person holding me. I collapse on the floor breathing deeply.
"Are you okay?" I hear the voice ask, that's when I realize it's not Tobias. It can't be. I look up. Peter?