Tobias' POV
Tris' told me about a four months ago that she was finally ready to try and have children. She and I have finally moved on slightly from the miscarriage. Of course, neither of us will ever fully get over it. However, we are both working together through the grief. Ever since she told me that we have been at it like maniacs. We want to do it of course. We don't just have sex because we want children. We want to have sex because it connects us. We keep it safe of course and go for regular check ups just to make sure we haven't caught anything.
I roll out of bed and walk lazily into the kitchen. I look at the calendar and curse under my breath. November? Already? Woah, how time flies. I chuckle to myself and see Tris walk out of the bedroom.
"What you laughing at you?" She says coming up behind me and putting her arms around my waist. I spin round and hug her back, and she buries her head in my naked chest. Wait, naked? I look down and realize I am stark naked. I laugh again.
"Seriously you are creeping me out, why are you lauhging." She says laughing along with me. I look at her, she's not naked. When I take a second glance at her I see that all she is wearing is a very thin dressing down in light grey that is surprisingly see through. I laugh again.
"I don't know why but I only just realized that I am naked." I laugh again and then pull myself together.
"Well compose yourself Tobias." She says trying to be serious through my laughter. She then rolls into a fit of laughter herself. "Right go and get ready for work."
"Do I have to go to work?" I beg.
"Yes, you blimming well do. I'm not staying her all day with you while we...we...you know what...I am going out with Christina remember?" Tris says. I can tell she doesn't like saying the word 'sex' even if she likes having it. I walk into the bathroom and have a quick shower before throwing on some clothes. I then kiss Tris goodbye and leave the door ready for work.
Tris' POV
I wait for Tobias to leave and then I shower and throw on a pair of tight black jeans and then a black top that shows the top of my back. I then walk out of the Dauntless compound and I wait by the train line. I jog up along side the on coming train and jump into the 2nd cart from the end. In the left hand corner of the train I see Christina. She is with Will. I curse in my head. I really needed to talk to Christina on her own. Maybe I might have to build up the courage to talk to her with Will present. I smile and greet them both and then sit down in the train until I see the marsh on my right. I then signal to Will and Christina that we should get off here. They agree and we all jump. I stumble twice and then land perfectly on my feet. Pain sprays through my body reaching the tips of my ears.
We walk over to the pier and sit on the very end. Our feet dangle over the edge. I sit in between Will and Christina. Maybe that way they wont constantly be all over each other. I sit there trying to think of ways to bring up conversation that will involve what I needed to talk to Christina about. I sigh and Will looks at me.
"Whats up Tris?" I shake my head at Will trying not to blush. It doesn't work. I go a deep shade of red.
"Tris?" Christina says. She looks worried but also intrigued. "Whats up?" She asks and again I shake my head. "How it going with baby making?" She says and I go a deeper shade of red. She smirks at me.
"How the hell did you know that that was what I needed to talk to you about?" I say grinning but then remember that Will is sat to my right.
"I know you too well Tris Prior." She smiles. "Whats up girl? Are you pregnant?" She says a smile growing across her face.
"I might be. I don't know for sure though." I say and turn my body away from Will slightly.
"Well number one easy question. When was your last period?" I blush the deepest red I have ever gone. I don't have an issue with talking about these things with Christina however when her boyfriend, Will is sat not two feet away from me. I look at him.
"Do you want me to pretend I can't hear this conversation or go away or-" Wills says looking at me. I stop him mid sentence.
"No it's alright. I don't know why I am embarrassed." The truth is I do know why I am so embarrasses, it's because there is still Abnegation inside me. "About 6 1/2 weeks ago, but I am scared that I will either take a test and I will be pregnant but the same thing will happen again or that it will be negative." Negative and then I will get my period the next day or something.
I hate it when I am on my period. Tobias is always so sweet and nice, but I never want to tell him. I never really do tell him. He either asks me or he find out himself. I hate being so secretive. I don't want to tell him though because I don't want him to be grossed out by it.