Tris' POV
I stand outside my old Abnegation house. Plain and simple. It feels strange to be in a plain and simple place, considering where I have come from. I feel a twitch at my side and flicker back into the moment. I feel Tobias squeeze my hand then step forward and knock on the door. The door opens quickly and I see Caleb stood there. He is wearing a light blue jacket with a white shirt. His trousers are grey and the only way I can see him is in his Abnegation clothing. Suddenly I feel his warm embrace around me and I realize I must have launched myself at him. I pull away from him and Tobias follows me into the house, carrying our bags.
I walk into the kitchen and see my mum stood at the cooker. I walk up to her and swing my arms around her neck. I feel a tear roll down my cheek and I quickly pull away.
"I'm so happy to see you." My mother says in her sweet loving voice. "You look well." I nod my head and indicate that I am about to go upstairs with Tobias.
We enter my room and in the place that used to be a single bed is a doubled sized bed. Obviously my mother knew that Tobias and I would want to sleep side by side. Tobias places the bags on the bed and runs his hands up and down mine. He then leans in and kisses my lips. Oh how I want him. I want him here and I want him now. I kiss back passionately. He suddenly pulls away and I frown.
"Hey," he laughs. "We aren't at home now." Then he closes in on my ear and whispers. "I wish we were through."
The next few days I spend helping out around the house and the village of Abnegation. It's peaceful here. No screaming Dauntless. I miss Tobias though. If we were at home we would have had sex at least 3 times the past week already. We feel so much more comfortable with each other now after the miscarriage.
I brush my hair into a ponytail and then walk down stairs. I sit down at the table in the seat that is located between Caleb and Tobias. My mother serves us with plain chicken, peas and potatoes.
"This was your fathers favorite food." My mother says smiling. All of a suddenly I see him all around me. I see him sat in the place Tobias is sat. I see him washing up after meal times. I see him sat at the table working. Thinking of him makes me sick. I rise from the table with 3 sets of eyes on me. I walk slowly out of the kitchen and then quicken my pace when in the living room. I run up the stairs, going two at a time. I enter the bathroom and kneel down on the floor. I open my mouth and empty my stomach as much as I can.
It seems like ages since I stood up from the table in the kitchen, although its only been about a minute. I hear Tobias open the door.
"Tris?" He sees me on the floor and bends his knees. He squats next to me. "What's up?" He turns his head. "Was it the food?" He says.
"I don't know." I say suddenly wondering what the sudden sickness was. Then a thought comes to mind. I couldn't be. It said negative not a week ago. I look at Tobias and he seems to have the same thought as me. Pregnant?