I'm so excited about Breaking Dawn coming out. I'm definitely going to the midnight release at Borders. Anyway, here's more to the story, let's see what happens next! (I do have to warn you, its gets kinda graphic. Gore wise)
It felt amazing! Not needing a single breath or looking out for my feet was a strange feeling indeed. It never crossed my mind that Edward would feel this way when he ran.
I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply, taking in the strange, new aromas. What was that? One of the scents quickly caught my attention, and I whipped my head around to glance at the source of the smell. It was a young doe. She had felt us go by and was scrambling away for her life. Venom pounded from my teeth, sending me into a world I did not yet know. Instinct took over. I let go of Edward's hand, flying toward the frightened doe. He had guessed that I would catch the doe's scent and anticipated my every move. He stood standing by, watching with patient, gold-black eyes.
I forgot the forest. I forgot Edward. I forgot my name. I forgot about everything except my prey. It was the only thing I could think about. It was the center of my attention and it was MINE. Eyes rolling wildly, the doe ran for its life, which was going to immediately be taken away.
The smell was driving me insane. I had to have it NOW. I crouched and launched myself at the doe. I hit it with a sickening crunch and landed on top of it. Nearly half of its ones were broken, and it screamed, still trying to escape. Some of its bones were sticking out of its flesh, and it still tried to get away. Pity crossed my mind for an instant, but my thirst was more powerful than my mind…and lost control.
Grabbing the doe by the neck, I opened my mouth…and sank my razor sharp teeth into my first meal as a vampire. Blood gushed from an artery I had severed. It filled my mouth with the warm, red liquid. I swallowed. My mouth quickly filled again, and I swallowed. Venom pulsed from my teeth into the deer. It had been screaming while I drank, but I barley noticed. The venom had started to take effect and the doe's screams started faded along with its life. I could feel its heart beat slow, lessening the pumping of blood into my mouth. Ravenous, I started sucking the blood from the nearly dead beast.
The doe had died minutes ago, and most of its blood had been sucked out. I snapped out of my frenzy-induced trance. I felt something dripping down my chin. I reached up and wiped off with my wrist. My face turned white when I realized what it was….blood. I looked around and saw a blood-drained deer. Did I do that? Suddenly glimpses of my frenzy came backed to me. I fell on my hands and knees and dry heaved. Edward was suddenly behind me patting me back.
"Vampires can't vomit." He reminded me. "It's just a human reaction that will soon go away."
I dry heaved again, still waiting for something to come up. Finished, I leaned my head on Edward's knee, sobbing. No tears came, but I was still disgusted with myself. I had turned into a wild animal, out of control and cold-blooded. Edward slowly lowered himself to the ground where he effortlessly sat next to me. He sat there, holding me in his arms as I wept tearlessly.
"It will soon pass…That's how it is for every one their first time….It'll pass…" He reassured me. I leaned into him, silently sobbing, thanking God he was here.