Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters from Twilight, though i would very much like to marry one in particular.

EmmetPOV

Jasper needed to hunt and to get out of the hell hole Edward placed upon himself, so now i was going to guard him. I was totally up for the idea of pulperizing Edward if he tried to escape back to forks. He was so stupid taking himself out of...her life. I would let him go to forks, if Edward hadn't insisted on being locked up before we even left. He brought this on himself.

I tried to keep my thoughts friendly. Occasionally Edward would snort. He was obviously incapable of laughter though it was nice to hear his emotions. They've been repressed for so long. He had realized some time after hunting that putting himself through such repression of his emotions was unhealthy for him even though if he expressed emotion he was vulnerable to the slightest thing that would remind him of...forks. An owl might remind him of night. He was vulnerable now and we all could tell.

Hey Edward, you hear that, those are my muscles cracking

"You self confident bastard, we can all hear that, that is a tree branch!"

He was still pretty sensitive and so sometimes i said the wrong thing. At least he was talking.

At least your talking now

"(Snort) i don't know if i can though, keep talking"

Wanna hear a story?

"No."

I'll tell you anyway. This was when you left for Alaska...I stopped to make sure he was ok. Me and Jasper made our bets, debating the pros and cons of your decision.

"You debate now Emmet?"

whatever, anyway me and Jasper were fooling around with the girls but it was in class, you know like flirting from across the room. We made a sort of game out of it. Then the teach turned around and started paying attention to the class because he heard Jasper when he slipped and slurred his words. Anyway the game became much harder but me and Rosalie won that class for most PDA without notice. Too bad you couldn't do that. Bella's just-

BAM! I heard the metal frame of the shed tremble under the blow and fall on its side revealing the hole that Edward left. He was running off, away from us. In the background you could hear the faint song that Edward sang to himself. Probably to keep himself together, whole...

EPOV

I'll tell you anyway. This was when you left for Alaska...I stopped to make sure he was ok.Me and Jasper made our bets, debating the pros and cons of your desicion.

"You debate now Emmet?"

whatever, anyway me and Jasper were fooling around with the girls but it was in class, you know like flirting from across the room. We made a sort of game out of it. Then the teach turned around and started paying attention to the class because he heard Jasper when he slipped and slurred his words. Anyway the game became much harder but me and rosalie won that class for most PDA without notice. Too bad you couldn't do that. Bella's just-

Bella?! Bella?! BELLA?! A million emotions danced in front of me: anger, frustration, sadness, lust, sadness, dispair...

I bolted out the door, or what i thought was a door. I couldn't think, see, hear. Emmet would have noticed and Bella was GONE!? never to see her smile again, her eyes flash when she saw through my pretenses, her cheeks hint at embarrassment whenever she tripped, her hair swoosh around her face, twisting itself in her small cracks and crinkles of her beautiful face, and her scent...

I stopped at a small brook, and held myself. I was crouched down towards the water, one knee on the ground, my arms wrapped around my stomach, head bent forward. I was holding myself together, keeping me whole. I caught my reflection in the stream and saw...a monster. One who was hungry, angry, sad. And one who was limitless, taking itself from those he needs, hurting himself, and his family, who had to deal with the person looking back at me, a pitiful image of what i've become.

My surroundings became clearer. The sun sprinkled rainbows around me. I silently was singing to myself, unconciensiously. There was a small babbling brook in the background, faint but there even to human ears. It was a meadow, perfectly round with nicely trimmed grass and a surrounding forest. The only thing needed was a gorgeous girl sitting across from me, and my golden eyes. In a matter of minutes i shedded my careful numb shell to put myself in old memories, ones that were put away long ago for good reason and are now creeping back to me, only to bring with them emptiness, loneliness, and nothing for me anymore.

If you were deaf, you would be luckey because everyone in a 100 mile radius must have heard the earcracking screech that came from me now. Nothing could replicate the sound of my deafening sound. Many could have thought it was a howl coming from their backyards though I was miles away from civilization. No one dared near me fearing the sound would double in volume though now it was over, yet echoing throughout the state no doubt.

There was no more that could protect my thoughts from creeping back to me, breaking through the barrier that i had created for myself.

Bella

Bella

Bella...

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