Disclaimer: I do NOT own Sailormoon.
Summary: I want to talk to you about something that's bothering me. We've been together for a long time now and I watched us go from nothing to something but it seems we forgot how to love each other and I don't want to throw this thing away… this thing called us…
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Thing Called Us
I can't make you understand…
because I can't understand why I'm such a fool…
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Present Time; 14:00 8th January 2007
Mamoru's POV
Have I ever told you how sorry I am for becoming the person that I am now…? How sorry I am for being so cold to you…? How I am so sorry for putting money before you…? Putting something so useless in front of the only person who I'd ever love… and always will love…? Have I also ever told you how sorry I am for turning away from you when you needed me the most…? That I turned by back on you because I was so absorbed into everything else… have I ever told you that I regret everything I've done bad to you…? That I'm so sorry for taking you for granted…
I know that what I've done can not be easily forgiven… and I understand that although I've given us everything that we've ever dreamed of… I've hurt you in the process… I'm sorry for breaking your heart numerous times… and treating you like you didn't matter in my life…
But you do…
I know that although its now too late to say that I'm sorry… and that even though if I were to try and try, nothing I say will change your mind… I know that I can't make you understand the situation that I've been put in… because honestly… honestly I can't understand this myself…
But if you leave me now… walked out of my life right now… I don't know what I would do…
Because do you know that you're my world…? Do you know that without you in my life, I would not even exist in this world…? Do you know that over the years that we've been together… from the very beginning until now you've become apart of me…? You've become my heart… my soul… you've become the other half of me…
So please give me one more chance…
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Past Time; 20:00 30th July 2004
Usagi's POV
The moment he had entered that almost broken down door that evening, I knew something had happened at work, something good. Looking up from the amounts of bills we had to pay, I watched as his lips curled into a wide smile, shining with such an amount of pure happiness that it was difficult to contain my own smile from appearing upon my lips.
Walking the short distance from where he stood to where I sat, he took my small hands into his much larger ones. Once he had settled himself down next to me on our nearly broken kitchen table, he looked me in the eyes, and not knowing what to do, I looked back.
Just staring into his eyes, I was sure I could see sparkles in them. I always loved his eyes, they were the deepest, darkest shade of blue I'd ever seen, almost the same colour as the night sky, and with the added sparkles already shining within them, they looked like stars were twinkling back at me.
Happy, yet also curious as to why he was acting like this I couldn't help but laugh out loud. I could feel my insides bubbling with joy, as I shook his hands slightly "tell me what happened!" I demanded with a giggle in my voice, the excitement becoming so overwhelming that I couldn't contain that question any longer.
He chuckled at me that moment, I almost sighed in content when I heard that deep husky chuckle of his emitting from his body. It vibrated right down to his hands and transferred itself through mine, causing a shiver to run itself up and down my spine in both contentment and wanting. Taking my hands up to his lips, he kissed them gently, looking at me in the eyes he began to move closer and closer, until I could feel his breath tickling my skin, I smiled knowingly and watched as he gave me another deep husky chuckle. Then unexpectedly he kissed me on my forehead leaving a tingling sensation before descending down upon my eyelids…
Then onto my nose…
And then upon my lips…
It was such a passionate and unexpected kiss that I gasped in delight, giving him enough time and space to slip his tongue into my mouth, allowing him access to explore the already familiar terrain of my tongue and lips.
Moaning ever so slightly I moved closer towards him and slowly I began to feel myself melt into his body… slowly wanting more… needing more… begging him to give me more…
But he pulled back suddenly, making me almost groaned in protest, I always hated it when he teased me like that, making me want something so bad, and then pull away just as things were starting to get good… it drove me absolutely crazy with need.
He gave me a childish grin, knowing all to well that I was feeling slightly… heated, just by that simple kiss, leaning in once again, he gave me a quick peck, causing me to grumble in annoyance, bastard…
He chuckled again, and slowly held my face in his large hands; looking at me in the eyes again he began to tell me the reason to his sudden behaviour, and the rest as they say…
Is history…
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Fin.
Alright! This story is going okay I suppose, lol I edited the first chapter again because it seemed wrong somehow. It's the same just more descriptive and there shouldn't be any spelling mistakes :)
This is a trial story, so let me know what you guys think! I'd love to hear it honestly! :)
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