Disclaimer: I do NOT own Sailormoon.

Summary: I want to talk to you about something that's bothering me. We've been together for a long time now and I watched us go from nothing to something but it seems we forgot how to love each other and I don't want to throw this thing away… this thing called us…

Note: this story is actually really difficult to write. I have the idea and plot all in my head – I know where I want to go with this, but the ability to write it type it down is amazingly difficult.

Thing Called Us
I can hear your heart…
crying out for me…

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Present Time; 16:00 8th January 2007
Mamoru's POV

I know I've hurt you… hurt you beyond repair… I just wished you knew… just how much I still love you… I know I've screwed up my chances… I know I was blind to see the pain you were going through… blinded by the greed, the money, the wealth… I couldn't see… couldn't see until it was too late… but please come back to me… I'm on my knees, begging you please… please… could we just go back to the days when our love was strong…? Can you tell me how our perfect world had gone so wrong…? Please tell me how I could make this work… please tell me how I can fix this…

Because I need you…

I can't explain it, and I can't understand… where did we lose our way…? How did our perfect love disappear so quickly…? Its driving me insane, I can't think, I can't eat, I can't even breathe… so many nights have gone by without you and god… every night I dream of you… dream of the time when everything was perfect… when we were happy… then I open my eyes… and I'm faced with nothing but the loneliness of reality…

If I had one more chance, I know that if I just had one more chance… just one, I'd do everything in my power to prove my love to you… prove to you that I love you more than anything in this world… because if you come back to me… I swear, I promise… I can guarantee… that I'll never let you go ever again… I'll swallow my pride; I'll throw everything away… I'll risk it all… just to have another chance with you in my life…

Do you know that every moment without you… without you by my side… without your presence with me… feels like eternity…?

I'm down on my knees… I'll stay like this forever… until I can have you again…

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Past Time; 18:00 14th February 2005

Valentine's Day. A special day dedicated to lovers, a day where shows of affection weren't classified as cheesy, as annoying, and sickening to watch. Valentine's Day was a day where you were able to show your significant other just how much they meant to you. And just like every other day, Usagi spent her valentine's day alone. And just like every other day, the loneliness, the hollow feeling of her heart, was felt with such force that at times it had caused her to cringe in pain.

The tears have long stopped flowing, the attempts to try and grab his attention were no more, and the ability to feel loved around him was non-existent. Usagi was alone, just like every other day. Yet this was the first time in two years that she had felt so truly alone… he had forgotten… of all the days he had forgotten her… forgotten about the meaning of this day… forgotten about the love he had promised to her eternally…

During the past, although his attempts to make her feel as if she weren't second best was considered pathetic, it still gave her a little bit of hope, a little bit of strength, knowing that even though the necklace was nothing sentimental, nor was it given from the heart… it gave her the sense that she was still in his mind. Somewhere in that clouded mind of his… she was still there…

"Mamoru Chiba, considered to be the luckiest man on earth has once again, had given us another reason why we envy him so. After finding a new way to create metal that was strong enough to stand the winds of a hurricane, Mamoru Chiba has become the most successful man in all of Hong Kong. Yet nothing could explain this amazing turn of events."

The coffee had turned cold as she watched almost in pain at the television screen, pictures of Mamoru and other women were being plastered upon the screen in rainbows of bright lights, laughing, touching… kissing… it was the first time in a long time that Usagi had seen Mamoru's face filled with such life. It was the first time in a long time that she had even seen his face at all…

But Usagi had learnt through time that sometimes the people that you love the most… wont love you back as much as you do, or at all… and that hurts the most, considering that you put your life within their hands, their hearts. It seemed almost unfair that she had given herself entirely to him, whilst he had forgotten about her…

Yet what made it more painful for Usagi, was the fact that she knew… knew all along, that he had been with someone else, someone more sophisticated, someone more intelligent… someone who could understand his lingo, she had known all along, but always tried to banish it from her mind, in beliefs that if evidence was not shown, she would continue to live within her fantasy… and even though she had braced herself for this one day, she couldn't stop the pain that enveloped her body. She had known all along and yet she could do nothing, she could not leave him… because he had already taken her heart… her soul… he was her whole… and without him she would be nothing…

Tears stung her eyes, but she forced herself to watch the news, watch as the reporter spoke words that felt like knives slashing at whatever was left of her heart.

"It seemed that after years of seeing Mamoru Chiba without the company of Usagi Tsukino, one must question his bachelorhood. Is this yummy man single? We're not so sure, but after a reported romantic dinner with Mizuki Amu, we have, once again, lost the chance to be with such a god.

Usagi flipped the channel, not wanting to know anymore about the man that was hers… yet wasn't. she didn't want to see photos of his handsome face upon the screen with another women in his arms, she didn't want to face the truths of reality… all Usagi ever wanted was to be forever in her dream, live a life of love… live a life when she had him…

She turned the television off at that moment. And settled the control down upon the table with such grace, it seemed that she was nothing but in control of her emotions. however if one were to look closely at her figure, one would see the trembles in her hand, the way her breathing was beginning to come in short breaths, and the way her eyes no longer held colour…

She was a lifeless doll… he had taken everything of her, taken it… and never returned it…

And still, she'd never give up on him…

She'd never give up on love…

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Fin.

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