Summary: This is just something I want to write. This is mainly for you romantic types who love it when stories are realistic. RikuSora and others.
Sora: the easily embarrassed "emo" who is completely random and optimistic. Riku: the smart, good-looking "normal" guy who is always calm and collected. Opposites right? Yup. Can this relationship last? Maybe for a month everyone says…
801: This is the second day! I think it would be much more longer than the first and a lot of info leaked out but who cares? This is "Story of My Life".
TEWG: STARTED ON 03-07-08 18:26 (6:26 PM)
801: Oh and I'm sorry for the mistakes in the last chapter but I was in a rush and if there's any in here too, I'm sorry but I need to rush.
"Talking"
'Thinking'
Emphasize
Songs
Sora's Inner
Place: Time
(Note)
Disclaimer: We do NOT own Kingdom Hearts or any of the songs that are mentioned.
WARNING: RIKUSORA FLUFF!!
School: Home Room
Once again, I am late for Homeroom. I saw that redheaded girl again on her Hall Monitor desk again. Man she freaks me out. "You're late again," She frowned. I nodded and left. I just wanted to get away from her!
This time I looked right into the all guys' room. At least three guys were staring at me. I blushed and looked down. I can be too shy for my own good!
School: 4th Period: Music
Before I even went inside my HR class, the bell rang. I stuck out my tongue at nothing and walked to my usual spot, next to the gym to wait for Tidus so we could talk 'till Roxas came. After a little while Tidus came towards me and we talked for a little while. The only person I really hung out with was Roxas so I waited for him every time it was 4th period. When Roxas came I waved at Tidus goodbye and me and Roxas went to our 4th together.
Instead of playing guitar, we watched a movie. I blushed and laughed and saw some things my sensitive "innocent" mind shouldn't have. Roxas didn't seem to care since he seen that movie trice with his two month old boyfriend, Axel.
The movie was… "Super Bad"(1)
School: Break
Ah… Break… food…
I was too caught up in my thoughts of warm food I didn't realize Riku in front of me laughing and waving his hand in my face. I gasped in shock and put a hand over my heart. I blinked when I realized who he was. "Ri-Ri!" I squealed and hugged him. He hugged my waist and pulled us apart. He smiled at me. I love his smile. It's so pretty and it makes him look handsomer than he really is!
We sat down on our bench, the one we got together on, and saw my friends come. They started telling jokes and acting really funny and I couldn't help but laugh and lean into Riku. Riku couldn't help but laugh too. It felt good with Riku accepting my new friends. My friends got tired and sat down at another bench to talk, leaving me and Riku alone. It was a bit awkward afterwards, I was too shy to talk to Riku about stuff, so I went to look at Zexion and Demyx. Demyx was in Zexion's arms, he looked really happy and Zexion glared at anyone that tried to go near them. I felt a hand grab mine and I blushed and looked at Riku. He had a small blush on him and was smiling.
He looked as if he was about to kiss me, where? I don't know since I turned away and saw my 5th teachers' sister. They both apposed the color black. I quickly detached myself from Riku and took off my sweater, leaving only my black armguards, chains, and plastic black thin bracelet's.
I had one armguard halfway from my elbow to below my wrist on my left arm. My chain and my plastic black bracelets were on my right.
I stuffed my sweater in my bag and shivered at the cold. Riku was looking at me strangely. "It's that lady," I whispered, "She always takes away my sweater since it's black or something."
Riku looked up and saw the middle-aged lady turn to stare at us. Whoo, I was quick and lucky!
What Riku did next made me blush and caught me completely off guard. He took off his silver blue jacket and put it on my shoulders. I looked up and he smiled again, "I don't want you getting a cold," He explained, "You could give it back after school if ya want." I nodded and put my arms through the sleeves. I hugged it and inhaled. It smelt like Riku. Like the ocean, autumn, and cologne. I think it was the new product, "Bod" was it? Ah whatever it smelt good (2). I leaned on him. I felt more comfortable at this boy on boy relationship. Not that we were starting to have sex any time soon. I enjoy the fact that I'm a virgin, thank you very much.
I looked at his arms around me they were sooo muscular. So hard yet soft.
Then the damn bell rang. Damn. It was just getting good. Riku walked me to my 5th period class and we hugged goodbye. When he left I had to shake the thoughts of us kissing. French.
School: Lunch
Ah Lunch. Maybe I can force my friends into feeding me? When I got there I begged and begged my friends for food, who were Roxas, Cloud, Demyx, Hayner, and many others but they were my main and best, I got food after a while. Though, with the sweater on, it was kinda hard to grab the offered food/candy.
I managed to get three Gummy Bears, a handful of Corn Nuts, and a waterfall from my friends' Gatorade. That should last for five hours or something maybe less, depending if I move around a lot.
Well anyways! When Riku was wearing his sweater, it looked perfect but on me it was extremely baggy. The damn sleeves went at least five inches past my fingertips and the sweater didn't stop until it was below my ass and it hung a little off of my shoulder, even with the zipper!
My friends saw me struggling with the sweater and laughed at me.
"Aww," Cloud cooed, "Look at little Baby Virgin Sora. He can't fit into his bigger, muscular boyfriend's big sweater!?"
I blushed and glared at him. Roxas laughed at me and pinched my cheek. I yelped a little and he let go. It hurt. "Your glares are so cute they're not even deadly!" Roxas teased me, "Well maybe yeah, if you can die by looking at something so cute."
"I'm not cute. I'm handsome!" I stated proudly. Boys weren't cute. They were handsome. It's true!
"If handsome is for boys, what's for girls?" Demyx asked me. He was grinning and I grinned back at him, "Beautiful, gorgeous, cute, hot, pretty, lovely, dazzling," I paused. "The list goes on, I guess."
"Sora?" Hayner looked up at me and reached his hand to my wrist and tugged me to his lap. He started feeding me a Corn Nut one by one so I didn't resist. He was comfortable anyways. I leaned back on him and he placed his chin on my right shoulder.
"You just described yourself," Hayner whispered in my ear before he licked it.
I yelped in embarrassment and jumped out of his lap. "What the hell, Hayner?!" I yelled, embarrassed. My ears were sensitive.
Hayner only laughed at me and pointed, "Look, he's all red."
I pouted and crossed my arms, "You guys love torturing me, don't you?"
"You got together with Riku, didn't you?" Cloud asked. I nodded slowly before I gasped, "Oh right. Yeah, I did. Sorry I forgot."
Roxas raised an eyebrow, "You forgot about getting with your own boyfriend which was one day ago?" I shook my head. "No. I was just being made fun of by my friends, begging for food, being molested and being embarrassed to remember," I said dully.
"Where're your guys?" I asked them. My turn to embarrass them. Just like how I expected, Roxas, Cloud, and Demyx's cheeks turned a light pink. "Shut up!" They yelled at me. I whimpered and smiled. It was kinda funny and scary.
Almost like they knew we were talking about them, Leon, Zexion, Axel, and Seifer came over. Immediately Cloud and Roxas hugged and kissed their boyfriends. "Aww..." I cooed with Hayner.
I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned to see Riku. "Riku!" I squealed and hugged him. Those Gummy Bears really help my mood and Corn Nuts with Gatorade kinda made me feel a bit fuzzy. I couldn't stop talking, I guess I'm on Sugar High? Well anyways I remember I was talking so fast about nothing that I sometimes didn't even know what I was saying.
Then Seifer, yes he is my friend, pushed me to the ground to shut me up. It worked. I fell off the bench, yelping and landed on my back. The wind got knocked out of me temporarily and I pulled myself back up to the bench and sat down. Seifer must have not gotten the news about me and Riku getting together since Riku glared at him and was about to stand up to maybe beat him up but I held him down. I was much stronger than I looked.
Don't let the thin arms, legs, wrists, and body deceive you! After all, don't judge a book by its cover.
Roxas, Hayner, and Demyx were yelling, "Go, Sora, go!", "Hit him!", and "Kick him!". Cloud was probably still making out with Leon. We, one time, timed them to see how long they could actually kiss without coming up for air and the two lasted three minutes! Well actually more like four but Leon grabbed Cloud's ass and Cloud flinched and gasped.
I decided to kick him. I eyed his stomach and smiled. Perfect. I raised my foot, still sitting, and kicked him where the sun don't shine.
He yelled and went down. I blushed, that was the second time I've ever hit a guy there! But this one was an accident. Seifer slowly got up and pretended to be alright. "Didn't… hurt." He twitched. "Mm-hmm." I hummed. Like I was going to believe that. He left after that and I looked at Riku. He looked a bit proud, I guess. I held his hand again and leaned a little on him. Riku's head was placed on mine and we both sighed. The cold temperature wasn't going to ruin this!
After a little while Riku took his head off of mine, "You won't kick me there right?" He joked. "'Course not. I was actually aiming for his stomach but since I was sitting down, I hit his… you know…" I could never say those private words.
"Balls?" Riku guessed. He knew it was that since I blushed and snuggled more into him. "But you are alright, right?" He asked worriedly. I nodded and felt warm inside. Riku's so caring.
"Oh yeah that reminds me," I tilted my head up, "Can I borrow a dollar?"
"For what?" Riku asked me. "I need it just in case if I owe money to the library." I answered truthfully. That book has been waiting for me for about a week and I needed to grab it. "Sure." He said. He pulled out his black wallet and gave me a dollar. But something caught my eye. "Hey what's that?" I asked pointing. "What?" He asked with a blush. Why was he embarrassed?
"That." I reached in and grabbed the blue square.
It was a condom.
I blushed and gave it back. "Always have to have protection," He said. I nodded but before he closed it another thing caught my eye. "What's that?" I pulled the condom out again and read the word "lubrication"
"What does lubrication mean Riku?" I asked innocently. Riku scratched his head a little, "Umm… it means it won't hurt me when I put it on and it won't hurt you… much." I blushed, nodded, and placed it back.
"If you don't like it plain, I have a banana flavored one at home." He grinned at my blush.
Beep beep beep
Argh! Stupid bell!
School: 6th Period: P.E.
I was red out of embarrassment. I felt like getting shot in the head. My friends were making fun of me for having a boyfriend. They were making jokes about Riku not wearing a condom and if Riku pinned me to my or his bed yet. Apparently they overheard us and the "condom" thing. Stupid teenage hormonal friends!
After School: School Gates
After school: the best time and yet the worst.
I waited with my friend Bullshi- I mean Wakka. Hey, he called my Gay-Ass so I call him Bullship. Not bull… you know… poop. I can't say bad words either.
I had no idea where Mrs. Maleficent's class was so I waited by the stairs with Wakka. Mrs. Maleficent teached music. She was excellent in drums more than anything though. "He's not here," I pouted, "Who?" Wakka asked. Oh right I haven't told him I'm with Riku. "My boyfriend, Riku." Wakka gapped. "Riku?! As in Riku, Riku? Riku Mr. Popular, ya?" I nodded. "Wow you got a catch there Gay-Ass, ya."
We waited for a little more but then we started leaving. Maybe he took the other stairs? "He does have drumming lessons after school, ya." Wakka said. I looked up at him. Wakka was at least three or four inches taller than me but Riku was taller then him still. "I didn't know Riku had drumming lessons." I mumbled. "He also has guitar lessons." I groaned I knew so little about him! But I'm with him right? There's plenty of time to learn more about him!
Who knew so many things can change about a single person on such an short amount of time?
While we walked through the hall I quickly changed out of my school uniform shirt to reveal a black tight T-shirt. I placed my sweater on and then Riku's. I do like his smell after all.
"Hey Wakka?" I asked, he looked down at me. "Do you mind if you walk me to the library? I have to get a book and order another." "Sure, ya." He responded.
We exited the building and walked for at least two or three minutes and stopped to see a blonde lady with a hat in front of her. She was holding a white poster of a baby. He looked really young. Maybe a few months old. People were gathered around her.
"…please donate something. He left us and we really need help. Please at least a dollar or something?" She begged. I took pity on her but I had no money. I looked at Wakka; he had placed a dollar in the black hat and someone with a muscular hand as well. I remembered that hand and those black gloves immediately. Riku.
He walked towards me and I hurriedly took off his sweater and put it in his arms. "I thought you had drumming lessons or I thought you went home already!" I stammered. He just waved me off and put his sweater on himself.
"Where are you two going?" He asked. "Library," We answered at the same time but Wakka placed his "ya" at the end. "Are you going to the park afterwards again?" He asked Wakka. Wakka nodded and I followed the much taller people to the library.
I had to get the book "Behind the Attic Walls" about some girl or something. I've never read it. I checked it out and it turned out I had to owe 1.25. I gave the librarian a dollar and asked Wakka for a quarter, thankfully he had one. I paid it and then we went over to the place, in the back, to place an order for a book, obviously. I stopped dead in my tracks, causing Wakka to bump into me. "Sora?" He followed my gaze. It was that redheaded girl! What was she doing here? I took a step back and made Wakka move back as well. "Sora, something wrong?" Riku asked behind me. "I-I don't like redhead's very much." I whispered. It was a library.
"What book do you need?" Riku asked, "Cat in Glass" I answered he nodded and I gave him my library card. He was talking to that redhead. I shivered. I really have no idea why I'm afraid of them.
Riku came after five minutes and said "alright it'll be here in about a week." I nodded and hugged him. "Thanks." He didn't hug me back and I pulled back he was staring at something. Me and Wakka followed his gaze. It landed on a yellow magazine with a half-naked girl on the cover. She was only wearing a black bra and panties. Can they allow that in here?! And if that wasn't enough on the cover in black bold letters were the words "SEX TIPS: HOW TO SATISFY HIM IN BED" (3). I blushed and joked, "Maybe I should get that." Riku blushed a little and I laughed quietly.
After we left we went to the park not too far away from the library. When we got there we sat on a bench and there was silence. "So… what do you usually do here, Wakka?" I asked, not knowing what to do here.
"Mm… we talk, ya. Then we play… talk and play then we leave, ya." I sweat dropped. I didn't feel like playing.
Riku unzipped his back pack and pulled out four white drumsticks and his PSP. Riku started playing music with it and he gave us all one drum stick and left a spare on the table. We started making shapes with them. I made a square, Wakka made a triangle, and Riku just drummed a little with one stick.
"Imagine we make a circle, ya?" We laughed. "Yeah we could just bend wood and make one!" I laughed. "Actually there is such thing as flexible drumsticks." Riku grinned. "Really?" I asked, I never knew that. "Yeah." He confirmed. I trusted Riku. I don't think he'd ever lie to me.
We started talking and making jokes and before we knew it we were talking about death and heart attacks.
"Wait…" I said, "When did we start talking about death?" They shrugged and Riku sat behind me and pulled me closer. I just smiled.
Another awkward silence. I couldn't help it I just had to say it, "You know…" I said slowly, "I heard that every time there's an awkward silence a gay baby was just born." Then there was an awkward silence for about ten seconds when Wakka laughed, "We just made a gay baby!"
I stared at Riku's PSP in front of me. A familiar tune came up. "Hey I know this song!" I gasped, "I've been searching for it! What's it called?" I asked my boyfriend. Great I just embarrassed myself.
"'Tears Don't Fall' by Bullet for My Valentine" Riku answered shrugging.
I nodded and remembered to get that song off of LimeWire PRO. If they didn't disconnect me, of course. "What time is it, ya?" Wakka asked. Riku picked up his PSP and pressed a button. "4:03." "Crap I gotta go, ya." Wakka grabbed his back pack and ran off, "Need to meet Selphie at her house, ya!" He yelled before disappearing from our sight.
We were alone.
Riku stood and broke one of his white drum sticks. "Hey why did you do that?" I asked, upset. I wanted it. "Drum lessons can fuck off." Riku hissed. I cringed a little and Riku grabbed another. "Wait," My eyes widened. "I want it!" Riku raised an eyebrow but gave it to me. "I always wanted drum sticks." I explained and it was true. I placed it in my backpack and smiled up at him.
"So where are you going now?" Riku asked me, "I don't have to be back home 'til 5:30." "Well," My smiled faltered though I don't think he saw, "I don't know where any of my friend's houses' are so I guess I'll have to go home."
"I'll walk you." Riku offered. I nodded and we were on our way.
We talked and before I knew it I started talking about my personal life. Though I was still careful not to say much.
"… Yeah so I usually just eat fast-food." I said pointing to a Jack in the Box. "Really?" Riku raised an eyebrow, "I'm surprised you're not fat and besides that's not healthy." I blushed a little. "So what do you eat?" "Mmm… I just eat fruits and vegetables now." He responded.
"Lucky," I pouted, "I have those in my house but they won't let me have any."
"Who?" Riku asked.
"My family." I answered with venom in my voice. I hated them. What can I say?
We stayed silent for a minute before we started talking about food again. My stomach grumbled a little and I looked up at Riku, wondering if he heard. I don't think he did since he kept talking. Man, Riku looked delicio- No! Don't think that way! I blushed and looked down. One day I'm gonna die of blood loss.
We were at least five blocks away from my house but I didn't want to risk it. I told Riku that my house was right around a corner and I didn't want to get in trouble so he nodded in understanding and we hugged and he left. I couldn't help but feel maybe we should've done more than that. Maybe a kiss on the cheek or on the lips should've done but I just can't trust someone that much anymore.
Home
I ignored the smashing plates in the kitchen and the yelling and ran straight into my room with tears running down my face. Instead of going straight home, I went to the park and napped there. When I woke up it was night. I ran home and opened the front door only to find my "parents" yelling at each other again.
I looked at the time in my room. It was 9:06 PM. No wonder I'm in trouble.
(1): For you people who don't know that movie is very… sexual in my words.
(2): I think it's called "Bod". You know that commercial with those toned muscular guys and those two girls staring and the background music goes "I want your bod"? Yeah that's it! It really does smell great. I cling onto my friend for at least a minute before letting go.
(3): I did actually see that magazine in the public library. Is that normal?
801: Hah! Done yay! T.T –Cries-
TEWG: FINISHED 03-07-08 23:07 (11:07 PM) MAN YOU'RE WAY TOO EMOTIONAL LATELY.
801: I have a boyfriend! I don't know what to do! –cries louder-
TEWG: ISN'T HE YOUR THIRD?
801: Mm-hmm
TEWG: DIDN'T YOU LEARN ANYTHING ABOUT YOUR PREVIOUS ONES?
801: -nods-
TEWG: WHAT?
801: I like it when the guy isn't too forceful but makes the first move.
TEWG: YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLE!
801: Please review me!! –cries-
TEWG: -ROLLS EYES-