A/N: Don't own twilight.

I stared at him in shock. All these years I truly thought that he hated me. But now I wasn't sure what to think.

"Y-you do?" I stammered.

"Yes, with all my heart" He said. He leaned down to kiss me but instead of leaning forward to kiss him I leaned back.

"Edward, I-I don't know if I can" I whispered.

Don't let him touch you. My mind hissed You hate him. Then a thought came to mind that I thought never would.

Lies another voice in my head whispered You love him.

That's when I admitted the one truth that had kept me alive all these years and also killed me. I really did love him.

" I do love you Edward, I do" I whispered. We kissed passionately. It seemed that every thing else seemed to disappear. Even though Edward was cold and hard like I, I suddenly felt hot. Like I was on fire and yet the flames hadn't licked my body yet. I was in heaven until someone yelled:

"P.D.A!" (Public display of affection)

"Damn Bastard" I herd Edward mutter against my lips. I chuckled quietly. At the sound my eyes turned wide. It was the first time that I had laughed in seventy years.

"Break it up here" said Principle Mongerty. He walked up to us paused opened his mouth closed it then opened it again, sighed shook his head and then walked away.

"Let's sit down" said Alice after laughing hysterically at the principle.

"Sure" Edward said still not taking his eyes off of me.

"Just please don't suck each others faces." Emmett begged us. We all laughed at that. Lunch went by in a blur but the happiest blur of my life. Next period of the day was biology. Just like all those years ago Edward sat next to me. Boys and girls alike glared at us. The boys at Edward and the girls at me. I looked at Edward. He had left me and now was back. But the question still remained why. Edward smiled down at me. I smiled back.

"Edward?" I whispered

"Yes?" He asked

"Why did you leave me?" The smile upon his face faded almost instantly.

"I wanted you to have a normal human life." He said he took my hands in his "I lied to you about not loving you and for that I am forever sorry." He looked down at our intertwined hands

"I never---" he stopped in mid-sentence.

"Edward?" I asked concerned. He was examining my right fore arm.

Oh shit! he was looking at my self inflected scars. 17 scares to be exact.

"What's this?" He demanded tracing the scares over with his pinky. I tried to move, to pull my arm back out of his sight but it was too late he had seen it.

"You cut yourself?" he asked outraged. I could only do one thing: nod.

Edwards pov

I finaly had my angle back in my arms. I felt whole again complete. She was that missing piece that I had longed for, for the past seventy years. She had said that she loved me. Me! out of all the people in the world she, my angle had said that she loved me. I was probably the most happiest vampire/man alive or undead. I looked down at her and smiled. She smiled back.

"Edward?" she asked in a quite and light voice

"Yes?' I asked

"Why did you leave me?" She whispered. How was I goning to explain myself. I didn't know but I had to say something she was waiting.

"I wanted you to have a normal human life" I said. Yes, I would go with that. It made cents and it was the truth. I took her hands in mine. "I lied to you about not loving you and for that I am forever sorry." I looked dow at our intertwined hands.

"I never---" I stopped. There were little white scars on her right fore arm. With a quick count I noted that there were seventeen in all.

"Edward?" My angle asked worry full in her voice. Then she noticed what I was looking at.

"What's this!?!" I demanded tracing the scars with my pinky. She tried to pull her arm away and out of my grasp but I held on and refused to let go.

"You cut yourself!" I demanded outraged that she was willing to do anything bad to her body. I waited for and answer and I got one: a nod.

A/N: another cliff hanger. More reviews please! And when you review tell me wether or not you want Bella to make the school soccer team. Thanks