Summary: This is just something I want to write. This is mainly for you romantic types who love it when stories are realistic. RikuSora and others.
Sora: the easily embarrassed "emo" who is completely random and optimistic. Riku: the smart, good-looking "normal" guy who is always calm and collected. Opposites right? Yup. Can this relationship last? Maybe for a month everyone says…
"Talking"
'Thinking'
Emphasize
Songs
Sora's Inner
(Note)
Place: Time
801: Okay it's currently 04-21-08 22:30 (10:30). I'm having the best and worst luck. I got "grounded", as some of you already know, and having one day away from my precious computer is torture for me. Really. But anyways, who cried when you watched Death Note on Saturday? I'm getting out of the sub… well when I was over at my friends house (the same day I got grounded) I accidently got cut on my thumb, with a bamboo stick, and I was bleeding a lot. It kinda sucks since I'm anemic and I don't need no more blood loss, then today I accidentally cut myself too deep on my middle finger (I was testing out my new razor blade :D) and I bled a lot again(I also heated it up with my lighter). Really. I got it all over my hand, Emo-Ducky, on my drawer, on the floor, and I wasted all my Band-Aids, time to go to the store! I think I'm a pyromaniac-masochist but who am I to judge myself? XD
TEWG: -SHAKES HEAD- I WAS THERE FOR IT ALL AND I DIDN'T RAISE A FINGER. (Wonder Pets! WERE ON!) 801 CAN TAKE CARE OF HERSELF… I THINK…
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TEWG: THANK YOU FOR REVIEWING! YOU MAKE US TRULY HAPPY!
801: Also I will be making Sora's life happy! But then it'll all crumble down! :) Can't have him being happy now can we? Life, here, doesn't work that way.
Disclaimer: We do NOT own KINGDOM HEARTS or any of the SONGS that are MENTIONED.
WARNING: ALRIGHT, WE ARE A BIT NERVOUS ABOUT THIS CHAP. WE HAVE NEVER WRITTEN SOMETHING LIKE THIS! TEENAGERS DO THIS TYPE OF THING, DON'T THEY? BUT STILL WE SHALL WARN YOU WITH THE "M" RATING!
KAIRI BASHING, RIKUSORA FRENCHING, RIKUSORA LIME!!
"Home": Sora's Room
"Mmh…" I mumbled. There was a light shinning down at me. Stupid light… no wait stupid dark… no wait… Great now I'm confused. I like Light don't I? I hate the Darkness...
I slowly opened my eyes and found that no music, for once, was playing. 'What?' I thought. Music always played. I looked down and saw Riku, my new teddy bear, and Shadow in my arms. I sat up, now fully awake, and looked below me. My back was on my iPod. Oh that was the reason…
My back pressed pause on my iPod when I was sleeping…
I yawned and looked across the room for the time. Oh look at that… its 6:59…
My eyes widened and I groaned. No not again!
"Home": Sora's Room
When I finally came out of the bathroom it was 7:44. 'I'm so gonna die when I get home…' I thought, sorely. I feel so numb. Must have been the shower hitting my bruises and scars. I sighed and went to my closet to grab my eyeliner and mascara. I don't go out of this house without my eyeliner!
I could tell today I'm gonna get a beating. Or maybe I'm just scared and paranoid about something.
So you gonna come home? My "Inner" asked me.
I shrugged and started applying my make-up.
'I dunno… maybe I should go over to a friend's house? I really don't want to go home today, when I get out of school.' I replied.
My Inner stayed quiet while I finished up.
Who's house to go to?
School: Hallway
I walked through the school doors and saw that stupid bi-… I mean redheaded girl, "Kairi". She glanced up at me and glared. I glared back and walked passed her. She's annoying. I don't like her! I pouted and glared at anyone who got in my way or looked at me. They must have sensed my pissyness and moved away from me. I love being "emo".
1st Period: English
When I got to my seat, I sat next to Tidus. He was working on a new poem or something. "Hi," I said sourly. That girl got me in a bad mood.
"What happened?" Tidus asked me. I shrugged and glared at the board. I don't feel like talking.
"Alright class we've got a test to do so get out your pencils and get ready." My teacher Miss… something-or-other said happily. I got out my pencil and finished the stupid test.
After that I got out my iPod and listened to "The Only Difference between Martyrdom and Suicide Is Press Coverage" by Panic! At the Disco... But wait... I heard that they dropped the "!" and grew up... so that means their name is now "Panic At the Disco" and no more sex songs? Aww...
I just listened to random songs the whole damn period.
Nutrition
I sighed and walked to "The Usual Spot". I hope Riku's here. I really want him. I stopped myself. Did I really think that?!
"Boo!"
I jumped and saw Riku standing in front of me grinning and holding an acoustic guitar. There was a black strap from the guitar to his shoulder and back, making it easier for him to play. The guitar was only black and had silver strings. How colorful.
"Hi Ri-Ri!" I grinned. I sometimes hate my "mask". I'm too afraid to show my "real" self so I use fake emotions. But what really scares me is that I didn't really have to use fake emotions whenever I saw or was near Riku.
"Hi Sor-Sor!" He said with the same enthusiasm. I blushed and walked with him to our spot.
We went to our "Love Bench", seeing as how we spend a lot of time on it and we got together on it as well, and cuddled. I looked up at Riku's face and he was staring back at me. I blushed and said quickly, "Riku, play me a song?" Riku nodded and started to play a song very fast paced.
I looked at his fingers and concentrated. This was… um… A light bulb lit up on my head and I pointed at Riku,
"That's Kissing the Shadows by Children of Bodom, isn't it?" I felt so excited just saying it. Riku laughed and nodded. "I would play it faster but I need an electric guitar for that." He said. I blushed and stared at his eyes.
There was a silence between us and I leaned in closer. We inched inner and inner before we kissed. My heart was beating in my chest and could feel my brain explode. How was it that Riku could make me feel so many things at once?
I was brought back to reality when Riku's tongue was placed on my upper lip. I felt the need to pull back but Riku put one of his arms on my back and the other on my head. Riku's guitar poked my stomach but I really couldn't feel it. Riku licked my lips and I could feel my face heat up.
I've never been kissed this way before. It felt so good.
I did what any other inexperienced kisser would do: I opened my mouth. I really didn't expect Riku to shove his tongue in and lick my teeth. I thought I was gonna be able to pull away. But then again, my mind is total mush right now. The butterflies in my stomach were flapping around so much I think they're gonna make me fly up to the atmosphere.
Riku then started playing with my tongue. It feels so weird. I giggled and finally I realized how much I need air. I groaned and pulled away slightly to breathe. Riku was apparently out of breath too because he was panting and we stared into each others eyes. Riku had a smirk on his face and I could tell I was blushing. "You're beat red"
"Riku… I… think I love you…" I mumbled, completely ignoring his last sentence. I think I really did. He's so kind… so flawless. So… everything I wanted and needed.
Riku smiled at me and pulled me close to his body. My ear was placed on his chest and I could hear his rapidly beating heart. "I've loved you since 5th grade." He whispered in my ear. I shuddered and smiled at him and leaned in to kiss him. Just before I touched his lips the stupid bell rang. I groaned but then covered my mouth. I turned my head to Riku to see him smirking at me.
"You like my lips that much?" He asked.
My butterflies flapped and I blushed. Stupid Riku!
2nd Period: Math
When me and Riku got up we walked to our next class holding hands. I was too embarrassed to look at him. I just confessed my love to him and vice versa! This day was so perfect!
We sat down on our assigned chairs and listened to the teacher give out another of his "Life Speeches".
Wow.
Life is so fascinating! I mean who knew ID-10-T spells "IDIOT" together? Or "-b (radical sign) b2 – 4ac (divided all by) 2a" is math for "Bad Boys Couldn't Decide to go to a Radical Party where there'll be Squared Boys and they wanted to Take Away Four Awesome Chicks and the party will be over at 2 AM?"
Life is so awesome and cool and funny and awesome! I love life!
Lunch
I marched out of the room holding Riku's hand with a huge smile on my face. It kinda hurt, cause I don't think my cheeks could stretch so much, but I don't care! I'm too happy!
Riku laughed and tried to catch up with me, even though I was holding his hand. "What's wrong with you?"
I shook my head and smiled. "I dunno I'm just really happy right now!"
Riku smirked and tried not to drop his guitar. That smirk told me that he knew why I'm so happy. Though I don't really know myself. I wonder why?
Me and Riku reached the The Usual Spot and I let go of him. I think I'm not hanging around too much around my friends.
I walked over to Demyx, Cloud, Hayner, and Roxas. They were all talking about something. "Hi beautiful friends!" They looked over to me and smiled.
"Baby Sora's back!" Demyx glomped me. I laughed and hugged him back. My friends all hugged me and I hugged them back. I never thought I'd miss them so much. Roxas smirked at me. "We all saw what you and Riku did, 'Baby Virgin Sora'." I gapped at them. "R-really?" My mouth felt dry. They nodded.
"It was pretty cute, considering that was your first time right?" Cloud asked me. I nodded and blushed. "Aww! He's blushing!" Demyx cooed, pointing at me. I slapped his hands away.
"You know it's too bad." Roxas's voice made me gaze up at him. His tone sounded so weird. "Everyone's saying you guys will break up soon."
Hayner nodded, "Yeah they're all saying things."
I lowered my head. Why were people trying to ruin my happiness? I hardly truly feel that "One-Special-Emotion" because of my home-life. There I feel so worthless. Like I don't disserve to have friends, a boyfriend, or anything else. Why? Why try to ruin it?
"Like what?" I whispered. I think I'm getting too uncomfortable. Did I really say "I love you" to Riku? I… think I'm starting to regret it.
"Just stuff like 'Oh they're so happy. It won't last long' and 'Did you hear Riku got someone pregnant?' 'Really? Poor Sora.'" Cloud explained to me.
"That's it?" I asked hopefully. They nodded. "Yeah."
I feel a bit better I guess.
"But, you know, I'm giving you guys less than a month to be together." Roxas stated. "Yeah," Cloud agreed.
I glared at them slightly, "Thanks a lot." I said bitterly.
"Sorry, but it's the truth." Cloud said nervously. I harrumphed and stared at Hayner. "Seifer bag you yet?" I wanted to change the subject. Thankfully, Hayner got my hint.
Hayner blushed and shook his head.
"Why don't you make the first move?" I asked a bit shocked. I thought by now they'd be attacking each others mouths.
"I dunno… I guess I'm too shy…" Hayner blushed slightly and stared at the ground. "You? Shy?" I raised an eyebrow, "I never thought the Great Delinquent Hayner would get shy about something let alone someone."
Hayner glared at me and I yelped a bit. He was still scary, mind you. I saw my own death happen right in front of my eyes and I said the only thing I thought would get me from becoming Hayner's victim:
"Want me to go talk to Seifer but not mention you?" I whimpered. Hayner nodded menacingly and I ran from my friends to Seifer. "Hi!" I panted.
Seifer raised and eyebrow at me.
"What?"
"Erm… I… uh… I forgot." I said intelligently.
Seifer rolled his eyes at me and continued to glare at the sky. "What'cha doin'?" I asked childishly. "Glaring." He answered. "Why?"
"Because I can." "Is that the real reason?"
"No."
"Then why?"
"I don't know how to get Hayner's attention."
"That's it?"
"I guess…"
"Just go up to him and stick your tongue in his mouth. Trust me he'll love it." I blushed. I think I just talked about myself.
"… Tomorrow…" Seifer said and left the spot to go off somewhere. I have no idea what Hayner sees in him but why am I judging?
I pouted and looked around for Riku. He was sitting on the floor, playing his guitar, alone. His back was to the wall and he had a small face of concentration. The drinking fountain was a bit close to him. I walked closer to him and greeted cheerily, "Hi!" He smiled and stopped playing. He patted the side next to him and I sat down. "What'cha playin'?" I asked childishly again.
"Guitar." He chuckled. I laughed nervously. "Play me something?" I asked again. Riku nodded and started playing an unknown tune to me. I tried to search my brain but found nothing.
"What song is that Ri-ku?" I clicked my tongue. Yeah, I have nothing.
"Are You Ready? by Three Days Grace." He answered. Now that he named the song it really did sound like it. But when I listened to that song I just listened to the lyrics, not the tune.
"Another one?" I asked hopefully. I liked hearing Riku play his guitar.
Riku nodded and started playing, "In Joy and Sorrow by His Infernal Majesty(HIM)?" I asked. Riku nodded and kissed my cheek. "Good Sora. You know songs." He smirked and continued playing. I stuck my tongue out at him and he 'tsk'ed me. "You really shouldn't leave that tongue out in the open… who knows what I'll do to it?" I gasped and put it back in my mouth, "Pervert!" I yelled and pointed. Riku laughed.
After a few minutes of hearing Riku play random songs, I asked him, "How could you get enough courage to play in public?" I asked him. Riku shrugged his oh-so muscular-broad shoulders. "I dunno, I guess I just practice so much I don't really care what people think anymore."
I nodded and asked him another question: "Where do you learn the cords?" "Internet," was the simple reply.
"So how do memorize them?"
"I just… remember it… I guess."
"Oh no! Riku got stupid! He doesn't know something!"
"I'm not stupid! I just don't know…"
"I'm sorry I made you stupid Rik-!"
Before I could finish some kid knocked into me and I lurched forward. I could feel our bodies crashing down on each others and I heard a weird sound.
When I opened my eyes, I saw Riku's hair. My legs were spread open and Riku was UNDER ME!! My hands were on his chest and my mouth was on his neck. I pulled back and blushed. Riku was blushing as well. We just were in that position for a long time, I could tell. Riku was just so… beautiful.
I pulled back and blushed. Riku also sat back up and suddenly got a strange look in his eyes that I only saw when he was really pissed. A pissy Riku is a murderous Riku. "Riku…? What's wrong?" I asked a bit cautiously.
He shook his head and showed me the side of his guitar. I saw nothing wrong with it. I looked at the neck and the head and finally the body. Yup, nothing. "What?" I asked and scrunched up my eyebrows in concentration. What was I missing?
Riku pointed at the side. A bluish-green color was on his black guitar. I gasped and felt my heart clench. Did I make that when I bumped into him? "Was that me? I'm so sorry Riku!" I apologized sincerely. I really didn't mean to.
Riku just started to chip it off with his finger. Fortunately, the wall was chipped, not the guitar. After a small while the guitar looked good-as-new.
"I'm sorry, Riku's guitar!" I blushed and looked straight at it. Riku laughed and I started up at him. Why was he laughing? This is serious wasn't it? Finally he stopped and placed his lips on my cheek in a kiss before pulling away. "You're the only one who could make me feel this way…" He grinned. I grinned back at him. "I like that song it's good." I really did. "What song?" He asked curiously. "Only One by Yellowcard. It's actually pretty sad."
"Ever hear of the Happy Song?" Riku asked me.
"By who?" I asked.
"PM Today."
"Mm-hmm." I nodded. That song is also pretty cool. In its metal way.
"God you're so cute…" Riku whispered before he brought me closer in a kiss. I felt a bit nervous, seeing as this is my first time tonguing someone but I'm glad Riku was my first.
3rd Period: Science
"Mr. Sora." I quickly lifted up my head. "Dean's office. Now." God this teacher hated me. "Tough luck, Gay-Ass." Bullship (Wakka) pitied. I stuck my tongue out and left. All I did was close my eyes for thirty minutes and drool on the teachers' desk. Pfft. That was nothing.
Yup. I'm so getting a beating.
After School
I walked out of the stupid school building. They called my parents. Luckily, I think, my mother picked up. She sounded sweet and caring but she's really a devil. Man I hate her. I remember when Auntie came over and told me she used to get beaten by her up for disobeying her. Mom was an older sister and she beat on her younger. That was sad. Almost like me and my brothers.
I shook my head. Yesterday when my step-dad yelled at me, he told me he was going to call one of my brother's over to come and beat me up. He knew that hit a soft spot. Me and my brothers used to be close. We did everything together. When I used to get bullied one of my brothers stood up for me and beat the other kids. We shared everything and we knew everything about each other. My eldest brother was six years older than me, my other older brother was five years older, and my big brother was four years older than me.
But then…
When I was 10 I came out of the "closet". I told one of my brothers, the very first person I ever told, he was four years older than me, I was bi, and he suddenly got red in the face and he punched me on the stomach. He then started to hit and kick me. When he was finished, I was crying and in a ball. My hands were on my head as my only form of protection. He then yelled at me and told me he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. It hurt. My best friend and brother said something so cruel and hit me just because I like the same gender.
"Sora!"
I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up to see Riku in front of me. His guitar was in a black case and over his shoulder. He frowned,
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Huh?" What did he mean? Riku put his hand on my cheek and wiped my cheek. It was wet.
"You're crying," He said softly. I moved away from his hand and wiped my cheeks. I really was. I shook my head and smiled sadly at him. "I'm okay,"
Riku looked concerned. "Are you sure?" He asked again. I nodded. He didn't look convinced. "Wanna come over to my place? You know, to relax?" He asked, slightly blushing. I blushed redder than Riku. But nonetheless, I went with him.
Nothing will happen right? And I get to get away from family.
After School: Riku's Place
I couldn't help but feel very nervous as Riku stuck his key in the keyhole. Through the whole walk here, Riku and I listened to my iPod. I noticed I have very embarrassing songs in here. Some were Japanese that sounded like something Riku would never listen to and when the song "Numa Numa" by O-Zone came up I blushed. I wanted to die there from embarrassment. But Riku only laughed and called me weird every time. He'd then kiss me on my forehead, nose, cheek or my hand.
"Sora, come on." Riku invited me in. I took a cautious step forward and took in my surrounding. Riku's house was cleaner and bigger than mine! I sat on the sofa and took of my "backpack". Riku set down his guitar on the floor near me. "My parents are out for the day. They're working over-time." He grinned at me. "Do you want some left over pizza from yesterday?" I shyly nodded. Riku only smirked and left me there.
A little later Riku came back with two slices of pizza on two plates. "Here," Riku handed me the food and I took it. I hurriedly ate it but then it got caught on my throat. I coughed and Riku patted my back. "Hey eat slowly." I took a deep breath. I'm so nervous. I started eating the cheesy pizza slowly and Riku started to talk to me and I talked back.
"Wanna watch a movie?" Riku asked me. I nodded and Riku got up. "What do you wanna watch?" I shrugged, "I dunno. You pick." Riku nodded and opened a bag/case thing. He pulled out a movie and put it in the DVD player. He then went back to me. I smiled at him and he leaned down to kiss my cheek. "I'll go make popcorn," He said. "You like butter flavored right?" I nodded and he left to the kitchen.
I sighed and laid on the couch. I haven't watched a movie in a year! I really don't know what types of movies there are anymore. This is so exciting! And I'm going to watch it with my boyfriend! I just wish Riku Replica and Shadow were here...
Hmm... Riku Replica... maybe I should change stuffed Riku's name to that? Ri-ku Re-pli-ca... Yup. Stuffed Riku is now Riku Relplica!
I smiled and closed my eyes. I like being here. I feel so safe.
I heard Riku's footsteps and I opened my eyes only to blush. Riku was staring at me with a soft smile on his face. "I've picked out a movie, I'm making popcorn, and I gave you pizza. One kiss?"
I blushed and sat up. I closed the small gap between us and kissed Riku's lips. It was a chaste kiss but I felt embarrassed doing it.
Riku smirked at me and I pushed his face away, embarrassed.
"You're so cute when you're embarrassed." Riku laughed and left back to the kitchen. When he was gone I flipped over to my stomach, stuck my butt in the air, clutched the arm of the couch, and hid my face in embarrassment.
I heard the beeping of the microwave and the small pop from it being opened. I heard the pop of the popcorn bag being opened and then I heard the slam of the microwave shutting. I heard other noises and I guessed that Riku was getting a bowl for us.
I heard Riku coming back and I tried to hide my face more. I'm pretty sure I'm still red.
Riku stopped walking and didn't move. I grew curious and lifted my head to see why Riku stopped. He was starring at me, eyes wide, mouth open, and he looked like he was about to drop the bowl of popcorn. I was about to ask Riku why he was like that when I realized what position I was in. I blushed and sat up straight.
Riku only sighed, closed his eyes and mouth but then told me, "One day, If I ever take your virginity, don't blame me..."
I blushed again and Riku sat down next to me and grabbed the remote on the table in front of us. The pizza was gone and Riku moved it away to give us a clear view of the plasma T.V.
He handed me the bowl of popcorn and I started to eat it. Riku got back up to turn off the lights and then back to the couch. The T.V. screen showed small previews of the movie and it said on the bottom, "Play Movie", "Bonus", "Audio" and other stuff.
Riku pressed the play button and then put and arm on my shoulders and made me lean on his chest. I blushed lightly but I continued to eat and watch the movie.
Riku's Place: 6:44 PM
Before we knew it, it was already 6:44 PM and our popcorn was gone. School let out at 3:30 "Heheheh! That was a great movie, Riku!" I smile.
I got so into the movie my head dropped on Riku's lap and I kept the popcorn near me. My eyes were wide and I hardly felt Riku put his arm around my waist. I sat up and smiled at Riku.
Riku nodded but then moved closer to me. He started kissing my neck and I giggled. I felt his tongue lick my neck and I squealed and felt weird… down there…
"Riku!" I gasped and moaned. I widened my eyes. Did I really do that?
"Shit, you sound so cute." Riku started kissing my neck again and started to suck. I gasped and grabbed his head to pull him closer. I then realized: Riku pushed me down so that I was laying down and my legs were open and Riku was between them. I blushed and moaned again.
Is this how Roxas felt when Axel did this? But then Roxas told me what happens to Axel after a few minutes of Axel dominating him.
I wanted to push Riku off me before that happened. But… I just couldn't. My hips buckled a bit and Riku started kissing my mouth again.
I moaned and kissed back. I don't know if I'm kissing him right, but right now nothing matters. I've never done this sort of thing before. Riku took off my sweater and removed my shirt and another. My black T-shirt that I keep under my school shirts was there. It always was. Riku seemed annoyed and grumbled something that sounded like, "If there's one more shirt…" or something. He moved the shirt from covering my chest and that left me with just my black shirt on. Riku started kissing my collar-bone. I moaned and my hips buckled again.
Riku took off my, last, shirt and I stared shyly at him. "Riku…" I mumbled. I'm not ready for sex. Not until I'm 18 or something.
I reached over to get my shirt back but Riku only grabbed my wrist and shook his head. "No Sora… you're too cute… let me enjoy this." He begged. I nodded slowly. Riku… he's so handsome. I can't resist him.
Riku started kissing up my chest and stomach leaving me to blush furiously. I opened my eyes and gasped when I felt him put my right nipple in his mouth. I moved my arm and was surprised when I couldn't move it. I looked up and saw Riku had pinned my arms on top of my head with one of his muscular arms. Damn you, you muscular arm!
My breath hitched and I moaned in pleasure. I can tell. My legs were starting to feel like mush and that weird feeling down there was getting more and more strong and hotter.
Suddenly Riku stopped and took my pink nipple from his mouth and muttered, "Damn,"
I looked at him confused. "What happened, Riku?" I asked or more like panted. I could feel the Embarrassed Tears on the corners of my eyes.
"I… I… sorry Sora." He apologized and got off of me. I missed the warmth. I grabbed Riku and accidentally fell on him. I glared at him. How dare he? "What happened?" I pouted. Riku had a strained look on his face. I moved my body closer and felt something hard. I looked down and blushed. Ohh... that's why...
"Sorry Sora, you had to see this." He was blushing. "I know you're too young to lose your virginity and you don't want to lose it but, damn, I'm sorry." He apologized again. I gulped. Did I really want to do this?
Do what? My Inner asked.
'Should I you know do that?' I asked. Should I?
Ohh, that… Bye-bye!
'No you can't abandon me now!' I yelled.
I'm not touching that with a 29 foot poll, gloves and a year's supply of hand-sanitizer!
I blushed. I decided yes.
RATED: M! NOT FOR VIRGIN MINDS! YOU TOO 801! THANKS A LOT FOR NOT HELPING! :(
"Riku," I mumbled and looked down to the tent like shape Riku's pants were making. Riku laughed slightly, "Can you let me up now? In this position I'm starting to get harder and I think I'm gonna cum soon…"
I blushed and got off. Riku moved to leave but I grabbed his sleeve and shook my head. "What?" Riku frowned. I pulled him to sit on the couch. "Sora? What're you-?" That was all Riku had to say before he caught on, I guess. I moved in front of him and started to undo his belt. I had some trouble but then managed to get it off with Riku's help. Riku started to undo his pants and took off his boxers. They were light blue.
As soon as I saw 'mini-Riku' I gasped at Riku's length. Riku was so big! I blushed. Did I really cause this? "What do I do?" I mumbled. I did know what to do but right now I couldn't remember.
"Suck it." Riku replied, his cheeks were pink.
I nodded and put the tip in my mouth and sucked. Riku tasted weird. He tasted like sweets but like other sour stuff.
Riku gasped and groaned, "Sora, the whole thing." I complied. "Like this?" I asked and tried to put the whole thing in. I couldn't get it all in but I got a small moan from Riku.
"In and out, Sora." He gasped again. I looked up at him and nodded. I can't believe I have Riku in my mouth. He's filling in everything.
I moved my head back and forth and Riku moaned. Riku's hands grabbed my hair and made me go backwards and forwards faster. I shut my eyes and continued to bob my head, trying to keep up with Riku. I was slightly afraid I was going to gag. Riku was panting and moaning and groaning. "Shit Sora."
I kept bobbing my head. This was getting good. My jaw felt a bit cramped but I didn't care. I made my teeth scrape Riku's dick and Riku groaned. I inwardly smirked. I hope he's enjoying this. "S-Sora... I-I..."
Suddenly I felt something fill in my mouth. I jerked my head back and found Riku had came in mouth. I was blushing more when Riku wouldn't stop and some got on my face. I closed my eyes and shut my mouth. I tried gulping down what with in my mouth but ended up gagging a little. I'm used to only eating stuff with lots of sugar in it and sweets.
I coughed a little and looked at Riku. He was panting and staring at me with half-lidded eyes. "Fuck, Sora. You're good." "Really?" I asked. Riku nodded and I giggled. Riku made a motion with his hand for me to go over to him and he wiped away the cum off of my face. I smiled at him and I was about to put up his boxers and pants when Riku stopped me.
"Wait." I looked at him. "Would you mind cleaning this up?" Riku motioned to the white semen on his thighs. I went forward and licked it up. It still tasted weird and my stomach agreed with me. He put on his clothes on after I was done.
RATED: T! 801 YOU CAN COME BACK IN THE ROOM NOW! AND START TYPING!
I smiled at him and sat next to him. Riku brought me closer to him and sighed. He laid down with me on him. We stayed that way until Riku checked his cell phone. "Holy shit, Sora! You have to get home!" I looked up and asked, "Why?" "Because it's 7:45!" My eyes widened and Riku showed me his cell phone and I gasped. It was true.
"I saw your bruises Sora." Riku sat up. I looked up at him horrified. Shit. This was not good. I looked down and saw my naked skin. There were still bruises from the past. Some were from yesterday and some were from a few days ago. I can't believe I forgot about this. They practically were littered on me!
I tried to think of a way to explain without bringing out child abuse but I couldn't think. My heart was thumping so fast and loud and I felt tears prickle my eyes. I couldn't lie to Riku.
"Please don't tell anyone Riku," I begged him. I felt the tears stream down my face. I don't know if Riku will probably tell.
I'll go to an orphanage. I won't see any of my friends. I'll be taken from my family… And I'll lose Riku.
Riku nodded and kissed my cheek. "Just get there in time alright?" I reached for my shirt and pulled it on.
When I was good to go, Riku pulled me close. "Why didn't you tell me? I'm your best friend and your boyfriend." He sounded hurt.
I shook my head, "I never told anyone."
Riku sighed, "See you tomorrow?"
I nodded and kissed his mouth, "Yup." I grinned at him, though on the inside I was nervous, and went out the door.
"Home": 9:04 PM
I wish I never came home. I wish I never lived. I wish I never existed. I wish I were dead.
When I came home I got hit and slapped by my crying mother. She yelled at me and said step-dad wanted to hurt me but I wasn't there to be his punching bag. So he used mom.
My step-sister had Pink Eye and was in bed. Serves her right. Maybe she'll give it to her father or my mother?
Step-dad, I forget his name way too much, came in and grinned at me. Mom left me and I wanted to call her back but he slammed me to the wall and punched my stomach repeatedly.
Step-dad stopped when he heard a deep voice say "stop". I looked up and saw my older brother glaring at me. Tears came in my eyes as I saw him. Why did he hate me so much? We used to love each other!
"Fucking fag," He spat. Step-dad left after patting his shoulder. "Where were you?" He commanded. I slid down the wall and said meekly, "A friend's house."
"A gay's house!" He spat again and kicked my face. My face jerked to the left and I felt blood run down the side of my mouth. I could feel the tears fall down my face. I looked back at him and he spat on me. "You're so fucking disgusting!" He yelled, "I can't believe I used to play with you!" He stomped on my back and I gasped, moving to a fetal position.
I really hate my life.
"Home": Sora's Room: 10:05 PM
I moaned as I dragged myself to my room and on my bed. My brother yelled and beat me up. My heart felt very heavy. I'm lucky I went over to Riku's because then I'd be getting beaten the whole day.
I cradled Riku and Shadow and lay on my Teddy Bear pillow as I cried myself to sleep.
801: Yay we're done! It's 04-26-08 and 18:44 (6:44 PM)
TEWG: I WROTE THE LIME-Y SCENE NOT 801 CAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT. PLEASE TELL ME HOW I DID?
801: This is officially the longest chap we've ever written… Yay!
