I would just like to start off by saying how amazed I was at the response I got about continuing my work as I didn't think anyone would still be interested in it after so long but I am grateful for all your encouragement.

Bella's P.O.V

After my embarrassing escape from miss Denali's classroom I decided against attending my next lesson due to the fact my mind felt fuzzy and I couldn't think past mine and miss Denali's conversation.

That and I could barely walk with this giant boner in my jeans that was threatening to show my zipper who was boss.

Which in its self was reason for alarm, I have never been this turned on before in my entire life.

Sure, I was a teenager and I was bound to have a few hormonal mishaps but before today I had never really found myself so distracted by a single encounter.

And what a strange encounter it was.

From me being completely rude to her and her being genuinely upset about it to me apologizing and her teasing me afterwards.

I may never have had any sort of intimate relationship with a female before but I know the comment about being punished is meant to come off as kind off flirty.

It probably should feel weird that a teacher that I only just met today was saying such things even one as attractive as miss Denali but it doesn't.

In another sense, it should probably feel amazing that an attractive woman like her would take the time and risk to flirt with me but once again it doesn't.

And not in the way most people would think, I would be nothing but hopeful all our encounters include comments like that but I know in the end once she found how different I was it would result in heartbreak, my heartbreak.

I can deal with people I don't know or like looking at me like an abomination but if I got to close to someone and they ended up treating me the same as everyone else I wouldn't be able to cope with that.

I may seem tough on the outside and pretend the thought of spending my life alone doesn't bother me but it does, a lot.

Growing up I thought if I had parents that loved and accepted me it would be enough to keep me going and I does for the better part but still there is times when I really wish I wasn't born so different.

When people all around me are, happy and paired up and I'm without anyone to share my life with that's the time I feel most alone when I with a group of my closet friends.

My life must be shitty if I feel envious about the farce that is the Jessica and mike saga.

Shaking my head I dislodge my depressing thoughts and see that in my trance I had somehow managed to find myself standing outside in the car park of the school right beside my car.

Damn I may be a total mess over my love life but at least I have an awesome inner navigational system.

Laughing quietly to myself I unlock my car door and get in knowing that I wouldn't get in trouble with my parents if I went home early.

My mom and dad both know about my plans for my future career and believe if I study for the important lessons in school then I can skip a few I believe won't be of use to me and wont damage my record.

So, I guess learning about plant growth can kiss my ass.

Just as I am about to start the car I see someone rushing out of the school's main doors.

Its miss Denali and she seems to be talking on a phone and from what I can see she is speaking with an excited grin on her face, and I can't help the smile that comes to my face at the sight.

And to my horror and embarrassment she chooses that moment to turn randomly in my direction and see me smiling like an utter idiot at her.

I instantly feel blood rush into my cheeks as miss Denali decides to embarrass me further by sending a cheeky wink at me with a huge grin accompanying it.

Slamming my foot on the gas pedal I race out the school grounds and once again I hear a sound that sounds suspiciously like a giggle.

Damn it.

A small chapter after so long I know but I plan on updating again before the end of this month I just wanted to get my writing a kick start and I give you permission to lynch me if I don't update before February. Love to hear what you thought about this chapter and as always advice is welcomed thank you.