Author's Note: I love all of you (and Clarktavia) so much, that I'm posting this next lengthy (in terms of what I usually write) chapter! It's the one I assume you've all been waiting for. Drumroll please…
BRACE YOURSELVES FOR SOME SEXY TIME. IT'S HAPPENING. RIGHT NOW.
"You know what I liked most about the weeks we spent out here?" Octavia asks as soon as Clarke opens her eyes the morning after they became a couple.
"What's that?" Clarke sleepily asks.
"Waking up earlier than you and staring at you while you slept."
"You're a creep." Clarke laughs and buries her head into Octavia's chest.
O pets Clarke's blonde head of hair and melts into the closeness. "Hey, we're dating now. And as my girlfriend, it's your duty to embrace my creepiness."
"I don't think that's how it works, but ok."
For the next few minutes, the girls just lie in each other's arms. Neither could feel more at peace. Clarke listens to Octavia's steady heartbeat, while the brunette feels Clarke's breath against the area of her chest that her low-cut shirt doesn't cover. Both girls are thinking the same thing.
"I love you." They say simultaneously. Clarke looks up into Octavia's eyes and starts to kiss her, but both girls start laughing into the kiss.
"This is so weird," Clarke chuckles, "Just being back here, but not avoiding our feelings for each other. It's weird."
"At least now it's the right time. We're ready for it."
Clarke looks down and plays with the hem of Octavia's shirt under the covers. "Yeah, I'm ready for it." She looks back up, and O instantly reads what the blonde means.
"Are you sure?"
Clarke nods. Octavia places a kiss on her cheek and turns the blonde on her back so that she is straddling her. Then she begins to kiss her way down the pale neck in front of her. The brunette bites a little bit at Clarke's shoulder, but she pulls back when the blonde grunts. "Are you ok?"
"Yeah, I liked that."
Pleased with the response, Octavia goes back to work. She lays kisses and small bites along the skin of other girl's shoulder as far as the shirt will allow her. Then, O rests her hands on the skin under Clarke's shirt and begins to slowly move upwards, pulling the clothing with her. Clarke lifts her arms and Octavia throws the shirt to the ground. Before she goes any further, she takes a moment to stare at the spectacle before her. Sure, she's seen Clarke naked before, but this is different. She traces a line from the clavicles down to Clarke's belly button, taking extra time to draw circles around her nipples. The sky princess moans, wanting more. Octavia gently leans in and teases Clarke's left nipple with her tongue and teeth, while using her thumb to circle the right.
Clarke is burning with desire. She slowly grinds her hips between Octavia's legs and hears the other girl moan into her chest. This only makes Clarke want her more, so she grabs Octavia's head and pulls her into a searing kiss. Clarke slides her tongue across the roof of Octavia's mouth, eliciting another moan. The blonde yanks off Octavia's shirt, desperate not to lose contact for too long; she is certainly not being as delicate as the other girl had been before. Still, she takes a moment to admire Octavia's flawless and toned body. The heated kiss continues, and Clarke leans so far into it that she is now straddling Octavia.
Not wanting to lose control just yet, Octavia flips Clarke back and once again climbs on top of her. As desperate as they both are, however, the blonde breaks their kiss.
"Do you know what you're doing?"
"I don't know," Octavia responds as she begins to kiss down Clarke's torso, "you tell me."
As much as she loves this and her body wants to erupt, Clarke pushes Octavia up and moves so she can look her in the eyes. "Seriously, O. Have you ever been with a woman before?"
Octavia's shoulders sink a bit, as she desperately wants to continue, but she knows her girlfriend won't let her until she gets an answer. "No," she mumbles, "I've only ever been with men…" she trails off for a second, but continues. "For whatever its worth, I did talk to Raven about this before—in case an occasion ever arose that I'd need to be able to fuck a girl."
"Wait, our Raven taught you how to…by demonstration?!"
"WHAT? No, no. Basically she just told me to follow the golden rule: do unto her what I would want done to me. And she told me to listen. And then gave me some very detailed descriptions of a few strategies."
"So I take it Raven's slept with girls before?"
"Honestly, I don't know. She just seemed like she would be knowledgeable. I never asked. What about you?" Octavia secretly wants Clarke to say no, but she is aware that anything could have happened on the Ark. She also didn't miss the glances that the princess had shared with Heda…
"I have, back on the Ark right before everything with my dad. I dated a girl for like a month. Harper, actually." Octavia's heart sinks a bit at the thought. If she didn't know who the girl was, as least she could picture somebody really fucking ugly. Clarke can practically feel O's heart drop, so she continues. "Anyways, we decided we're better off as friends. And we only slept together twice. There were no real feelings there, so both times it just didn't feel…right." Clarke glides her fingers up and down Octavia's arm, causing the other girl's heart to rise again. "This," Clarke continues, "this feels right."
"So…"
"So." Clarke echoes.
"How about I continue now?"
Clarke smiles and pulls Octavia back into their kiss and they struggle for the top position, but the brunette overpowers the princess and pins her back to the bed. She again kisses down Clarke's body and stops at her sweats, which she very slowly removes.
"Octavia Blake," the princess warns.
O giggles, but quickly finishes removing the other girl's pants. She rubs her hands up and down Clarke's inner thighs as she spreads them apart to stare at the folds of wet pink flesh before her. In this moment, nervousness hits her. Sure, she got some tips from Raven, but this is actually happening. Octavia looks into Clarke's blue-grey eyes and receives a nod, signaling that it's ok. Gently, the brunette slides her index finger across the length of her folds for a moment, forcing rather loud moans, and then stops at Clarke's entrance. Octavia releases the breath she didn't know she was holding and glides her slender finger into Clarke.
The blonde grunts in approval and slowly thrusts her hips, guiding Octavia to the tempo she should meet. After a few moments of repeat motion, Clarke says with a slight chuckle, "You can add another finger, babe." Octavia does as she is told. "That's great, a little faster."
O picks up on Clarke's reactions rather quickly; she sets a fast, but not too aggressive, pace. Thinking about Raven's golden rule, Octavia uses her thumb to make circles around Clarke's clit.
"Fuck," the princess sexily exclaims.
Knowing now to put more focus on the bundle of nerves, Octavia lowers her head so her face is close enough to feel the heat from Clarke's core. Keeping the pace with her fingers, O slowly begins to swirl her tongue around her clit. As she takes it into her mouth and sucks on it, Clarke fiercely bucks upwards. Octavia now quickens the pace of both her fingers and tongue.
Clarke is on the edge and she pushes the back of Octavia's head further into her center so that the girl applies more pressure. Then, a slew of curses and moans escape her mouth. "Holy shit, Octavia. Fuck, keep going! I'm going to come…fuck. Fuck! Octavia!" As the brunette's name escapes her mouth, Clarke's entire being is overwhelmed with a searing orgasm. She's had intense orgasms before, but nothing close to this. Maybe it's just because of how much she loves Octavia, but that's really the only reason she needs.
There is no feeling Octavia has loved more than when she just felt Clarke's walls tighten around her fingers as the blonde screamed her name and held onto her hair. The girl doesn't remove her digits until the other girl comes down from the wave of passion she is riding. The brunette kisses her way back up Clarke's body, laying a few more bites on her neck and shoulders. Then, she rests herself atop of the blonde and passionately kisses her, this time with no power struggle—both girls melt at the will of the other.
After a moment of heavy breathing, Clarke speaks. "Remind me to thank Raven."
"Princess, that was all me." Octavia laughs, and Clarke joins her.
"I think it's your turn now."
"Well, I am all hot and bothered," the brunette jokes (though it really isn't a joke).
Clarke shows a sly smile, and then takes control. She is on top of Octavia so quickly that the other girl can barely tell what is happening. Not wanting to push her over the edge with teasing, Clarke abruptly pulls Octavia's pants off and then matches their hips together. She assertively grinds their bodies together, Octavia moaning in approval. The sky princess slides a hand between the two of them and slips two fingers into Octavia's opening.
"Oh my god…" Octavia whimpers. As Clarke curls her fingers into Octavia's g-spot, the brunette gets an immediate head rush. "Faster, Clarke." The blonde obeys her demand and, in Octavia's manor, starts using her thumb to massage the other girl's nerve bundle. Octavia is going crazy as Clarke continues to fuck her while grinding their hips together; she reaches for the pillows behind her and grabs on for dear life.
The first orgasm hits O like a huge wave and causes her to scream in ecstasy, but Clarke doesn't cease in her efforts to further please the brunette girl. Instead, she moves so that her head is between O's thighs and begins to eat her out. She sucks and licks and gently bites at her clit, Octavia's hips rising far off the bed. Clarke moves with her, and even enters her tongue into the opening. As the tsunami of a second orgasm hits her, Octavia cries out again. "Holy fuck, Clarke! Shit!"
As Octavia comes down from her orgasm, the princess laps up the juices and then moves away from her center to kiss her girlfriend passionately. She notices the other girl slowly release her grip on the pillows as she moves to embrace Clarke, causing the blonde to chuckle.
"What's so funny?" Octavia frowns.
"I may be a princess, but babe, you're a pillow queen."
Octavia makes a puzzled look that causes Clarke to laugh more, so the brunette takes one of the pillows and covers her face with it. The blonde loses it at this point, so Octavia angrily yells into the pillow. "What does that even mean?!"
Clarke composes herself and lifts the pillow to insert her own face between it and Octavia. "It means that there's just one more thing to love about you, dork."
O blushes and pecks Clarke on the lips, then throws the pillow covering their heads to the side. They lie naked in their embrace for a while, sharing an occasional kiss and endless stares. Eventually, it is Octavia who rises and brings the other girl to her feet. They share a long, warm hug before getting dressed, gathering their things, and heading back towards camp.
The girls enjoy a peaceful journey, holding hands the entire way, sharing quick and loving glances. Everything is perfect.
It isn't until they reach the tree line that Clarke realizes she forgot to turn the radio back on last night. That was definitely a big mistake, for what she sees outside of Camp Jaha could be a major problem. She squeezes Octavia's hand tightly. Both girls are frozen.
Grounders.
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