Sooooo, I decided to write in Ash's POV as well! This was quite rushed and I got really lazy in the middle (none of which are excuses, but rather a warning of bad quality writing).

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Edit: I just re-read everything to double check for mistakes and goodness, you wouldn't believe how many I made (for example, instead of "white noise" I had written "white nose")!

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Misty retained the same features as she did in our youth, but radiated a new maturity she had lacked back then.

Her hair was as vibrant as ever, even in the midst of this damned weather that forced our town into depths of grey, and her eyes were still a pretty shade of bluey-green (viridian, I think she called it, but I was never one for specifics).

She didn't react the way I expected her to when I suddenly stopped her in the midst of the pouring rain and told her about Serena and how we had kissed. Misty didn't freak out like she used to at every romantic mention, nor did she reprimand me for stopping her out in the rain whilst trying to drag me back into the shelter of the airport, but instead responded with sophistication, bowing her head slightly as offered her congrats, her tone a complex blend of almost impartial and low-key excitement. Maybe I was overthinking it, but it sounded artificial, forced, the way one would sound when talking to a stranger.

Was this also maturity?

I didn't ponder too long on the thought, a smile creeping onto my lips as I continued to describe Serena to her.

Misty, on the other hand, appeared almost stoic as she offered small, broken nods in response to my descriptions.

At the time, I never realised how broken she actually was—

that was the first of my many mistakes.

...


"Ash!"

Love was a peculiar thing, and it had the nerve to conjure Serena's voice in some part of my brain where reality and imagination mingled like two love-hungry drunks.

I cocked my head to the side, catching a glimpse of short, honey-coloured hair that turned damp from running in the rain, and I waved my hand frantically in the air as I beckoned the girl over.

I guess my brain was functioning fine after all, and I guess I owed it an apology, but there was plenty of time to do that later.

"Serena!" I exclaimed, interweaving our fingers.

"I changed my mind," she breathed, blue eyes matching mine. "I'm not going to go to Hoenn just yet. I wanted to spend some more time with you."

I was speechless, so to speak, and resorted to embracing the girl to make up for the temporary speech impediment. I retracted my previous thought about my brain functioning (and I would not apologise to it either).

Misty shifted awkwardly, pressing her lips together as she watched the exchange.

"Ah!" I exclaimed, breaking away from the hug. I turned to Misty. "Misty, this is Serena, the girl I was talking about! And Serena, this is Misty, my best friend- aside from Pikachu- since childhood! I'm glad you two could meet!"

Misty and Serena exchanged brief pleasantries, both parties substantially awkward.

"It's been lovely to meet you, Serena," Misty said, "but I, uh, have some... business to, um, attend to at the... gym! I have some business to attend to at the gym, so if you please excuse me..." Misty took a small bow before scurrying away, orange hair limp at her side as it gathered even more dew, despite her attempts to shield it with her arm.

It was weird, I thought as I watched her silhouette disappear beyond the grey horizons, that she had stuff to do at the gym, even though she was initially here to pick me up.

Either she was lying, or she didn't have her priorities straight.

The prior was more likely.

And in that case, if she was lying, either something was wrong or she was being considerate as to give Serena and I the romantic moment we desired.

I hoped it was the latter.

I hoped it was the latter, though the world conspired against me and a fire ignited in my chest, warning me it was something more, that she was hiding something- everything.

I wondered if Misty noticed, but we weren't as close anymore as we were in our childhood, that as a result of the extensive distances that grew every passing spring, we were drifting apart.

I wondered if when she'd finally notice, whether she'd feel as hurt as I did now.

...


The rain had subsided for about a week since I last saw Misty at the airport. With that in mind, whilst I was sauntering down the street, Pikachu perched on my shoulder, I did not expect the rain to abruptly make another appearance.

But judging by the near-isolation of the street- with the few people there shielded by their umbrellas- the rain wasn't as abrupt as I thought it was.

I'd benefit, I realised, if I started to pay more attention to the weather forecast.

Making a mental note to myself, I broke into a run, and I debated whether or not to intrude at Misty's house, considering it was simply around the corner.

I'd go there, I decided. I'd seek shelter until the rain ceased- if it would cease- and at the same time, attempt to mend my friendship with the girl. And if she was okay with it, I'd seek her advice on how I'd plan a brilliant date with Serena.

A 3-in-1 kind of thing- it sounded like the perfect plan to me!

"Let's go, Pikachu!"

Pikachu squeaked as a chubby drop of rain recoiled off his nose.

...


I wondered, as I entered Misty's room, whether something was wrong.

Her door seemed almost ready to collapse, and there were tons of marks engraved into the brittle wood.

Misty herself almost resembled the state of her door- not in the literal sense, mind you.

Misty protested against me entering the room, shouting that it was an invasion of her privacy, and I merely laughed, inviting myself in anyway.

We reminisced about our childhood, and I was glad to see her laugh in that outrageous manner she always laughed in. Mending our friendship was easier than I thought it'd be.

"So why are you actually here?" Misty asked, stroking Pikachu's fur as he nestled into her lap. "I doubt you came just to reminisce."

"I came here to ask for advice," I replied.

"Advice for what?"

"I want to plan a date with Serena."

Her smile was gone, and her eyes were clouded over, and we were plunged into a lethal silence. Pikachu looked up at her, understanding.

But I didn't understand. Did I do something wrong again? All that distance that I tried to close- it was suddenly just there, as if it was always there, but it was bigger and badder than before. I didn't understand.

Her lips curved up- it was not a smile. It was deceit, a facade, merely plastic.

"Of course." She sounded cold, like ice. Perhaps colder. I didn't know. I didn't like not knowing.

I smiled regardless. "Thanks!"

...


She had suggested a dinner date at a restaurant that was popular amongst couples, famous for their classy set-up, fancy orchestras, extravagant cuisine, red roses, etc.

She warned that it was rather expensive (money wasn't a problem, however, as I had accumulated too much of it throughout my journey), but it was probably a date someone like Serena would appreciate more.

I asked if she had ever been there herself.

"No," she said, frantically shaking her head. "I've, uh, never been on a date before, so... yeah."

That came as a surprise to me. "You're kidding, right?"

Misty shook her head.

"What about Rudy? Or even Tracey?"

"Nope."

"Wow." I stood up and peered out her window. The rain hadn't ceased at all. Misty stared at me with scrutiny.

"Do you want to borrow an umbrella before you leave?" Before you leave- she was indirectly forcing me out.

"Ah, please." I smiled.

She left to fetch an umbrella. Pikachu perched himself upon my shoulder.

In the initial silence of her room, I caught on to the sound of nature, imposing on the silence like white noise.

It was quiet the same way it was loud.

Her footsteps, though, were the loudest amidst all the noises.

"Here." In Misty's hand was an umbrella; bluey-green like her eyes and worn out like her soul as it attempted to emulate sturdiness and stability.

"Thank you," I said, taking the umbrella before leaving. I paused. "Bye."

"Bye." Her lips were still curved, and as I departed, I could hear- I could feel- the furious slamming of her door vibrate throughout the air.

Shielded by the umbrella, I looked up at her window, hoping to catch a final glance.

I didn't see what I wanted to see. I didn't see Misty, the hot-headed and enthusiastic and fiery water-loving girl she was at eleven, but an empty shell.

She wasn't crying, but she looked so broken that I wished she would just cry already.

I wished she'd confide in me.

Pikachu batted my cap with a yellow paw.

I walked on.

...


After about a week, I finally manned up and invited Serena out for a date to the restaurant Misty suggested.

Thankfully, she was more than glad to take up my invitation.

On the day, I had dropped Pikachu off at my mother's house and left quickly. It was an awkward visit, as I hadn't really spent any time with her upon returning, and even as she requested me to stay for a little chat, I promptly refused, emphasising that I was busy.

"Oh," she said. There were wrinkles on her face now, I noticed, as I turned away to leave. "You will come here for a chat before you leave again, won't you?" Her voice sounded hopeful.

"Yeah, yeah, I will, Mom!" I dismissed.

"Promise?" I faced her again.

"Yes, Mom, but I'm busy right now!"

"But you will come, right?" She tightened her hold on Pikachu, who didn't mind it too much. The worry in her voice was excessive, and ever so slightly beginning to vex me. I didn't fare well with persistence when I was in a rush.

"Didn't I say already?" It came out as a half-growl, taking my mother by surprise, who simply nodded in weary submission.

"Alright." She did not meet my eyes. I thought nothing of it. "I'll see you later. Take care."

"Bye." I turned and hopped onto my bike. I could hear her sob lightly as she shut the door. I thought nothing of it, simply presuming that her emotions had overwhelmed her upon seeing her son. Mom was quite the emotional type anyways.

I thought nothing of it.

I resumed pedalling vigorously, thinking that if I pedalled hard enough, time would speed up until it was finally time for the date.

...


Serena was even more gorgeous than usual.

A wine-red dress hugged her figure tightly, accentuating her curves in ways that were so delightfully wrong, and the deep V of her décolletage was simply an indulgence to the eyes- to my eyes.

I gulped. I needed to get drunk.

I ordered a glass of wine.

I was not getting drunk. I needed to remain classy, though everyone, including me, was well aware I was exactly the opposite.

I took a sip, and I forgot entirely about my low tolerance to alcohol.

"This place is gorgeous!" Serena gushed, elegantly sipping on her wine. "Was it really your idea to come here?"

I hesitated. It was Misty's, I should have said.

Instead, I invested my words on lies, and a smile adorned my lips as I nodded.

"Yeah," I said, "it was."

And time was an interesting thing, so it was- as was wine- and before I was aware, we were already engaging in passionate kisses. I wasn't sure if I was further becoming drunk on Serena's lips because like the drink, they were coloured in wine, and mythoughtswereslurring and I couldn't stopthinkingaboutthedamn wine.

Arceus, I was so drunk I thought I saw Misty's hair, wondered briefly whether I could return her smile but then I was so drunk that I didn't care, because all that mattered was Serena and wine.

Serena was all that mattered, even though we didn't fit like the puzzle pieces we should have.

When we struggled for more contact, blinded by lust, my arms did not wrap perfectly around the perfect curve of her back.

Even though we didn't fit like the puzzle pieces we should have, I did not care.

...


Mom breathed out a shaky breath, Pikachu on her shoulder.

"I called you—"

I had ignored them.

"—and I even went up to your apartment to return him."

I had avoided the incessant cries of the door bell too.

Mom looked me in the eyes, her own smouldering with quiet anger.

"So where on Earth were you?" Mom breathed out slowly, angrily.

"Busy," I said. It was a lame excuse, but I wasn't capable of whipping up another.

"With what?"

"With who, you mean, and Serena."

"So you couldn't pick up Pikachu because you were too busy with Serena? For the entire week?"

"Yes," I replied. "But I'm here now."

"So I can see," she said, bitter and sarcastic like I'd never heard her before. She must've been furious. I was not used to this.

She released Pikachu. I wasn't sure of what to say. We both stood in silence by the entrance of Mom's door.

"So," I said, "when should I come visit you?"

"There's no need to do such thing," she said. "I would like my son- my son whose Pikachu was the most important to him- to come visit me."

"I am your son," I tried, my tone almost pleading. 'Pikachu still is' never escaped my lips. The words remained imprisoned. Pikachu's ears drooped.

"I refuse to believe that. My son would not change so drastically. My son would not forget his Pikachu, and my son would not delay his trip to Alola for a girl."

I was surprised. "You knew about that?"

"Of course I did." Mom stepped back inside her house. "Goodbye, Ash."

She slammed the door.

I turned around, and Pikachu was not on my shoulder, but rooted beside me, nibbling on the little growths of grass.

"Let's go, buddy," I said softly, expecting him to emit his usual response and perch on my shoulder.

He did neither.

...


"I didn't know you were going to go to Alola," Misty said, spinning a colourful straw- vibrant fuchsias and grass-greens in swirls, overlapping at the tip- before slipping it back into her juice carton and chewing on it.

I stared at her, unsure of what to say. I wasn't meant to be as unsure as I was.

Misty stared back, sipping on her juice.

"Yeah," I finally said," I was meant to."

"But now you're not?"

"But now I'm not."

"Why?"

"Because I want to spend a little more time with Serena."

Misty pulled the straw out again and spun it in her fingers.

"Oh," was all she said.

"How did you find out?"

Misty didn't answer my question, and instead asked, "What about everyone else in Kanto? Don't you want to spend a little more time with them?"

"Was it Mom?" I ignored her question as well.

"It was." She nodded. "But what about everyone else in Kanto?"

Misty was rather persistent, I noticed. Persistent, but not like she used to be. It was not persistence that was caused by her hot-headedness and irrationality. It was different, like every word she used was considered carefully, trying to derive a specific answer.

"I didn't really consider them," I breathed out after a moment of silence. "I wanted to spend as much time as I can with Serena."

Misty pursed her lips whilst still nibbling on the straw.

"Oh," was all she said.

...


"Could you look after Pikachu for me?" I asked, Pikachu not on my shoulders and my shoulders burdened with a weight that wasn't there. The yellow rodent bore no expression and only Misty and the sky were the victims of his gaze. He would no longer meet mine.

"Why not ask Delia?" Her orange hair was sodden. Misty had probably gone for a swim. She wouldn't catch a cold though; the water was too much of a home to make her vulnerable to anything. A second skin, even.

"Mom… she's mad at me, to say the least," I replied. My foot tapped impatiently against the concrete.

Misty raised her brows, courtesy of instinctive curiosity, but she said nothing, staring blankly down at Pikachu who stared blankly back at her. He emitted his usual "chu" sound before jumping into her arms (I had said that the sound was typical of him, but I hadn't heard it in weeks; I didn't even realise that until now).

Misty's eyes were saturated with melancholy, and she offered a weary smile. Was it even a smile? I couldn't differentiate anymore.

"A date with Serena, is it?" Misty questioned. Her tone was heavy, tired. The smell of chlorine was pungent.

I nodded. I turned.

Misty's foot tapped against the concrete.

I walked away.

I didn't care for the strained whimpers in the background- the cries of an empty shell finally shattering into a million and one minuscule shards that I couldn't pick up.

...


"Ash!"

I turned around at the mention of my name and beamed upon seeing the familiar figure.

"Professor Oak! How have you been?" I greeted the elder man, holding out my hand for the sake of being polite. We shook hands, and I noticed the prominent lines that formed his jaw, how they grew worse while I hadn't seen him (the thought that I had missed so much almost unsettled me- almost).

"Good, my boy!" He laughed lightly, before looking around me, seemingly searching for something, before asking, "Where's Pikachu?"

I smiled reassuringly at him. "At Misty's," I said. "I've asked her to look after him since I'm busy."

"I see," he replied, knitting his eyebrows. "When do you plan on going to Alola? I imagine you're leaving soon?"

"I'm not sure when I'll go, to be honest." I scratched my head, readjusted my cap. "I wanted to spend some time with my girlfriend here before we part ways."

"Girlfriend?"

"Yes! Her name is Serena. She was one of my companions while I was travelling around Kalos."

Professor Oak's frown deepened. "Oh." He nodded his head towards me, walked away slowly, before I asked him why he was leaving, to which he replied, "You've changed, Ash. You don't seem to be as serious about your dreams as you used to be."

And he left me standing in the dust.

...


Three kisses.

Her lips left mine, and she recited my name in a quizzical tone.

"Misty," Serena started, "I don't like her."

I was surprised. "Why?"

"She likes you, I think."

"I don't understand."

"She likes you," Serena reiterated, slightly vexed, "in the same way I do."

Did Misty really? Either I was more dense than a brick or Misty had a bad way of showing it.

"What makes you think that?" I asked, sitting up straight.

Her artificial smiles? Blank eyes? Cold, analytical demeanour? I was desperate to know.

"The way she looks at you when you aren't looking. The way she looks at me, as if I've stolen something away from her." Serena sounded bitter, almost.

"Oh," was my incredibly thoughtful response, and my inability to say anything more was infuriating. It was infuriating because I couldn't understand her, what changed in her, and how my girlfriend seemed to understand my best friend in only knowing her for minutes whereas I, who had known her for years- travelled with her for three- couldn't comprehend Misty at all.

It was infuriating.

...


Misty returned Pikachu the following day, making her way to my apartment and forcefully kicking open the door to ensure she wasn't ignored (a flash of the Misty I knew from childhood hit me like Pikachu's Thunderbolt). Upon seeing Serena, she hollowed, excused herself promptly and left.

Serena went after her.

When she came back, she smelt like coffee and triumph.

"I was misinformed," Serena breathed. "Misty doesn't love you after all."

"Oh," was my incredibly thoughtful response.

"She says you've changed."

So did everyone.

...


"Why?" It was so damn cold and what made it worse was that Pikachu wasn't on my side and that Misty had told me to break up with my girlfriend.

Break up with Serena, she had said.

Why, I had asked.

"She's... not good for you," Misty replied, with that stupid gentle tone and that infuriatingly vague answer as if I was ten. (Maybe to her, I had never grown up.)

I didn't understand, still. "But why?"

"She's a bad influence, Ash. She's changed you for the worse, and—"

"Changed me for the worse?" I reiterated. I was sick of hearing I had changed for the worse. I was, and always would be, the same Ash she knew. Why couldn't she understand that? Why couldn't anyone understand that? "In what way, exactly?"

"I was just about to—"

"I haven't changed one bit! It's you that's changed, Mist," I growled. "We used to be best friends! You're meant to be supporting me on this! You too, Pikachu!"

Pikachu emitted a soft cry, and Misty lowered her gaze, balling her fists until her knuckles radiated red.

"Ash, I—"

I didn't let her continue. I was too sick of this, of everything. "What is everyone's problem? Seriously, they keep going on an on about how I was as a kid, but I'm older now! I'm bound to have changed. I thought you at least would've been able to understand that, Misty. But even you—"

"Just shut up!" Misty yelled abruptly. I stopped. She inhaled, and I could almost see the fire ignite in her eyes. I flinched slightly. "Who on earth are you to talk? Why did you expect me to understand? You haven't called me in over nine years, Ash. You're a stranger to me! Don't give me that "understanding best friend" bull! Where were you when I needed you? When I was breaking under the pressure everyone put on me for not being as perfect as my sisters? For not being as strong as them, for not being as pretty as them, for being so damn useless- where were you then, when I needed your support? I tried calling you, but you never picked up. You were always so fucking busy with your stupid, fucking adventures that you neglected everyone here!

"Your mother, too- did you enquire about her once after you left for Kalos? She was so worried about you these past two years, but you didn't even care! She thought you abandoned her, just like your father did! Honestly, looking at you now, I wouldn't have been surprised. What was it they said again? Ah yes, like father, like son," she hissed.

At this point, too many thoughts ran through my head- so Misty had realised we drifted apart; I should've been there for her and I should've known; I didn't realise Mom felt that way; I didn't realise that anybody felt that way, and it was a horrible feeling. The urge to throw up circulated my brain.

I tried to speak. "Misty—"

"And that was before Serena invaded your life!" Misty continued and I wish she'd just stop, because I didn't want to know about all the other damage I had caused because that would be too much to handle and my brain was overloaded and I needed to man up and take in everything she had been saying and accept the blame if she'd give me the chance.

"And you know what? I actually thought it was okay at first, because you were doing it for your dream, and because I thought that one day, you'd come back to us, all smiley and proud and whatever. But now look at you. You're abandoning your dreams for a girl! All that time, and you suddenly decide to hold it off for a while, just for Serena? And even now, while you're at home, you aren't paying anyone any attention! Not even Pikachu! It's all just Serena when it comes to you nowadays! You might as well have just never come back!" Her face was red, like the cap I first wore on our journeys together (when I swore to be a Pokémon Master). I had forgotten about everyone who waited here, waiting to congratulate me when I was to finally realise my dream.

I tried to speak again. I wanted (needed) to change things- fix them. "Mist—"

"And the most pathetic part in all of this is that I actually fell in love with an idiot like you. I don't know what I was thinking." She matched her bluey-green eyes (viridian, I thought, not bluey-green) to my chocolate ones, and I could feel her fire melt my oblivious chocolate hues away. "If you're so dead set on Serena, realise that you're cutting off your ties with everyone else, and that you're risking all your hard work for a girl who doesn't even care about you or your dreams." Her breath was smoky-white, tracing her words like subtitles. "Now, if you excuse me, I need to leave."

I tried to stop her as she walked away, sent silent screams begging for a chance (she would never hear them).

Pikachu stared up, ears lowered, eyes avoiding mine. I knelt down, ignoring the puddles that my knees rested upon, the murky wet that spread across my jeans like ink stains. I didn't care because I was too busy caring about the little things for too long that I forgot the bigger things. I scooped Pikachu up into my arms (I was grateful he didn't resist) and sniffled into his yellow fur, words of apology and forgiveness muffled by his thick coat.

"Pikaaaa," Pikachu cried, batting my cap, rubbing his face against mine.

"I'm sorry," I muttered again, bringing my eyes to meet his beady black gaze. Pikachu stared intensely.

"PIKA," he started, and upon noticing the crackling of his red cheeks, I managed a small chuckle, "CHUUUUUUUUU!"

His Thunderbolt attack traversed my veins, injected life into my bones, and I screamed, nostalgic of our first encounter.

I smiled through the heavy breathing and the mild pain, standing up with Pikachu perched on my shoulder and my cap positioned to the side.

We were gonna begin our adventure all over again.

...


"I'm breaking up with you," I told her, watching her visage (her beautiful, wine-coloured smile) contort with horror.

"Why?" Serena sounded bewildered. "I thought you loved me."

"I do... I did." In all honesty, I wasn't sure if I ever did love her at all. It felt more like lust, mistaken for love, and it was a daunting realisation.

"What changed?"

"I did. I changed," I replied. "I forgot my dreams. I became a horrible person. I didn't even realise the damage I caused."

Serena scoffed, much to my surprise. "That Misty bitch told you that, didn't she?"

My brows furrowed. "Don't call her that. Misty isn't a bitch."

"But she is! Ash, can't you see? She's jealous. She doesn't want you to be happy with me. She just can't accept that people change over time." She paused. "Just stay with me."

"Don't you want me to be happy?" I whispered. "I want to realise my dreams of being a Pokémon Master. I want to get out there and travel. A relationship will only tie me down."

"It won't tie you down! You can still travel, of course, but I'll be coming with you! It'll be the same as when we were in Kalos."

"But it won't be the same, because look at what happened here. You're a distraction."

"Misty must have also told you that, right? Arceus, she is such a bi—"

"Didn't I tell you not to call her that?" I snapped. "So what if she told me? She made me realise something important, and what's so wrong in that?"

"She's just trying to separate us." She was starting to sound desperate, and I felt annoyance seep into my bones.

"This isn't about 'us' though! It's about me! Why are you trying to reject this?" I pleaded.

"Because I love you." She grabbed my hands.

"But I don't. Serena, you will find someone better than me one day who will treat you so much better than I ever will. Plus, you have your own dreams. Coming with me will tie us both down. Go to Hoenn, fall in love with somebody who will accept your dreams as your own and helps you realise it, because that guy isn't me." I let go.

"I love you," Serena reiterated, through tears and broken smiles.

"I'm sorry, Serena." I looked down, then back at her. "If it helps, you are a very precious friend to me, and you always will be."

She remained silent for a minute, before saying, "Yeah, it helped."

I nodded. She nodded as well.

"Can I hug you? Just one last time?" Serena asked, inching closer. I nodded again, held my arms open for her to rush into. I could feel her tears seep through the light fabric of my shirt, but I didn't say anything about it.

"I will visit you again, one day," I told her.

She managed a smile (determined, bright and beautiful like the Serena I'd always known). "Of course you will! But before then, I will already be a Top Coordinator and you will be one of the greatest trainers our world has ever seen."

I returned her smile. "Sounds good to me." I turned around, beckoning for Pikachu to follow. "I'll be leaving, then."

Serena met my eyes (I noticed how red hers had become, but I knew she was going to be okay). "Goodbye, Ash!"

"Goodbye, Serena."

And when I opened the door, the road to my dream became so much brighter than before.

...


Mom's brown hair was kept tidily over her shoulder, yet to be tied in her usual ponytail.

"I'm leaving for Alola," I told her, bright eyes, warm smiles and Pikachu perched on my shoulder.

Her lips expanded into a wide smile, and she wrapped her arms around my neck, balancing on the tip of her toes because I had long outgrown her.

"Take care, alright?" She said, cupping my cheeks with her small, thin fingers.

"Okay," I replied.

"And brush your teeth regularly."

"Okay."

"Take a change of clothes as well!"

"Okay."

"And don't forget to call, okay?"

I laughed in my boyish manner, earning myself another smile. "Yes, Mom. I won't forget."

"Promise?"

"I promise."

...


I requested my mother to relay the information on to Professor Oak.

I saw him once more at the airport, with Mom beside him, and he wished me good luck.

I gave him my gratitude, looked around frantically, and asked if Misty was anywhere.

"I'm afraid not," was Oak's response.

"Oh," was all I said.

I bid them both goodbye, and went ahead.

As I was stepped onto the plane, I thought about Misty's fiery hair tied in her usual side ponytail, her viridian eyes, her lips that weren't wine but coral (soft and feminine, which I thought was a funny contrast to her personality, but the colour was at its best when she wore it).

I remembered that she had said she loved me, and as the plane took off, my neck started to burn in varying shades of red.

...


Two years had passed.

The first time I battled the Alola League, I failed. The Elite Four were difficult, yes, but my downfall was when I had to face Professor Kukui, who I had lost against.

Second time, same result, so I devoted myself to training, and spent my time bonding further with my Pokémon.

Third time, I was declared first champion of Alola, but I didn't want to be tied down by such a title, so I bestowed it upon Hao (a comrade that assisted me during my travel, and an equally competent rival), who was just as strong and deserved the title more than I ever would.

Swerving my cap to the side, I beckoned Pikachu to follow. His fur was luminescent against the harsh rays of the summer Alola sun (the worst conditions I had ever put up with, but nothing can come in between a boy and his dreams, I guess), and a bead of sweat trickled down the bronzed surface of my cheek.

"We're going home, buddy," I told him, and we set off once more, heading for the airport.

...


I didn't expect to see Serena at the airport as soon as I landed.

"Hello, Ash," she greeted, fluttery eyelashes and silvery smiles. Her eyes were deep pools of the happiest shade of blue I had ever seen on her, and I instinctively smiled back.

"Hey!" I respond, holding out a hand for her to shake. "What brings you here to Kanto?"

Serena stared in disbelief. "Is that honestly what you decided to say first? No 'hey, I haven't seen you in ages, how have you been'?"

"Ah, sorry. So, uh, how have you been?" I asked sheepishly, and Pikachu emitted a snort.

"Oh, Ash!" Serena burst out laughing, collecting a resultant tear from her eye with her index finger. "I'm fine, thank you. As for your original question, I'm here for a "Coordinators' Gala" as they called it, where Top Coordinators all over the world come to celebrate their experiences."

My eyes widened in surprised. "You're a Top Coordinator now?" I exclaimed.

Her smile expanded, and she flashed her pearly whites. "Pretty cool, right? How 'bout you? Any closer to being a Pokémon Master?"

"Of course," I reply cheerfully. "I defeated the Alola League and was proclaimed Champion, but I wanted to come back here, so I gave the title away to a friend."

"I see," Serena mused. "Any progress at all with Misty, by the way?"

I instantly felt the tips of my ears burn, and I shook my head fervently before exploding in nervous laughter. "P-progress? I have no idea what you're talking about! Haha ha... ha..."

"I can't believe you." Serena shook her head in disbelief (again).

"Well, what about you?" I spluttered defensively. "Do you have a new boyfriend yet?"

"As a matter of fact, I do."

"Whoa, what, really?"

"Really," Serena confirmed. My jaw dropped, and Pikachu snorted again at my reaction.

"What's his name? What do you like about him? Is he a good cook?" I asked in quick succession, changing the mood to that of a light-hearted interrogation.

Her eyebrows perked. "His name is Calem." Serena's smile softened. "As for what I like about him... he's really supportive of my dreams, he's one of the kindest people I have ever met, he's helped me throughout my entire journey as a Coordinator, and I guess we just clicked, you know? And yes, he can cook."

"He sounds perfect for you," I told her. "I'm glad that you could be happy in the end."

"I am too." She matched her eyes to mine. "But it's not the end yet. Go get her, Ash. Go."

And something in me lightened up, and I ran, dropping all my bags on the floor. Pikachu squeaked.

"I'll drop your stuff off at Delia's house!" Serena called, ignoring the attracted attention towards us. "I'll see you later!"

"Yeah! I'll see ya!" I called back.

It almost felt like I was flying—

Until I tripped on that damn shoelace of mine.

Serena and Pikachu groaned.

...


It was dusk before I found Misty.

She was lying in the sand, eyes closed and light breaths as if she found her place in utopia.

I approached her, finding satisfaction in how my feet sunk in slightly to leave behind the memory of my presence (it would wash away soon, but I didn't care).

She noticed me, probably, given the shift of her head to identify the origins of the squelchy sound of footsteps in the sand (not that I was trying to sneak up on her, anyway).

"Mist?" I mutter softly, settling down beside her in the sand.

I was, perhaps, too close, as our noses almost touched and I could feel her light, cold breaths caress my skin.

"It's been a while, huh?" I continued, anticipating a response, even though I knew she wasn't going to reply. I wondered briefly what her voice would sound like, doubting it'd be any different from two years prior, but yearning to know anyways. "I broke up with Serena," I told her, hoping to elicit a response this time.

Misty seemed determined to remain silent, but she finally gave in: "I know."

I perked up a little. "You were right," I murmured. "She wasn't good for me."

You were always right, I thought.

"Is that why you broke up with her?" Misty asked, unmoving, and I saw the little grains of sand on her cheek, held back a chuckle because she would kill me if I dare laughed.

"It is," I confirmed.

"But you were supposed to have loved her, regardless."

"Yeah."

"You make a horrible lover, Ash." She smiled a little, and my stomach produced far too many butterfree that I started to feel a little nauseous (but not quite in the bad sense).

"I can't help it if I find someone better," I said boldly, and watched as she rose, elbows digging into the sand to support herself. I mimicked her initial actions and sat up straight, crossing my legs and rocking back and forth like the waves.

I brought my gaze to hers, thought that her eyes were prettier than what I last remembered, reconsidered and decided her eyes were the prettiest I'd ever see.

"I'm not that easy," Misty said defensively, uncertainly, brokenly (it'd be fine, though, because I decided I'd make her whole again somehow).

"I never said you were," I replied softly, treading on the spaces between her cracks, hoping she wouldn't collapse.

"I loved you, you know." Past participle. My heart sank.

"Yeah." I smiled slightly. "I know."

I watched as she breathed out. "I still love you," Misty said softly, her voice like butterfree wings and silver thread and melting candle wax.

I sat up straighter, and the chocolate hues of my eyes brightened. "Then—"

"But I'm not that easy," Misty repeated stubbornly, quickly.

"Yeah!" I chuckled. "I know."

Her brow perked. "You seem to know a lot of things lately. Your trip to Alola must have smartened you up." Misty punched my arm, and I did nothing in response, attempting to cover up the pain because, damn, she punched hard.

"I retract my statement," she said after a moment of awkward silence, and upon noticing her pout, I laughed.

We continued to talk some more, and I discovered that she was now the the new Gym Leader of Cerulean (I congratulated her in excess; she displayed an expression of mock annoyance).

I entwined my fingers with hers (they fit perfectly like the puzzle pieces Serena and I were not), and when she squeezed my hand lightly, I thought that Misty would probably be my Calem (or at least, what he was to Serena) and that she'd probably push me forward until I finally realise my dream because she'd hate it if I were to ever stop.

I squeezed her hand back, and with my free hand, scribbled on the sand:

I love you—

whilst internally dying from the cringe.


Aaaand, that's the end! I hope y'all enjoyed it (even though it sucked). I didn't proof read it so I probably messed up big time somewhere, because I have a bad habit of writing down my thoughts in the same place I write my stories (oh well).

Please drop a review and tell me what you think! I'd really appreciate it ;).

~Adieu!

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