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"What is depression like?" He whispered.
"It's like drowning.
Except you can see everyone around you breathing."
"Welcome home Maya." Mrs. Matthews said.
I smiled at her as Riley helped me out of the wheel chair.
"Thanks Mrs. Matthews. Umm is my mom here?"
By the way she was frowning I could tell she wasn't coming. Someone lifted me up and swung me around. When I stopped laughing and finally got a good look at them I saw Josh.
A huge smile came across my face. "UNCLE BOING!"
"FERRET!" He smiled and gave me another hug. "I'm glad to see you're doing better. Sorry I couldn't come visit you, we were still testing and I couldn't fail."
I grabbed onto Riley to keep my balance. "Josh you don't have to apologize. It's okay I was fine I had my two favourite people watching me." I looked over at Lucas who was sitting at the table chatting with Zay and then back at Riley who held me up. "And I'm grateful for that." Riley helped me sit down on the sofa. I watched everyone talk I mean I didn't have to talk to anyone I just was happy to hear everyone's voice. I may live with my mom but I know who's my true family is and I wouldn't trade them for the world. And hey maybe I'm just blind, I've never greatly appreciated the people around me. I guess I've finally realized it.
I smiled after the room got quiet. "Thank you."
Mrs. Matthews looked at me. "Oh for what honey?"
I shook my head and smiled again. "Just," I paused for a moment. "Thank you."
She smiled and kissed my cheek.
I enjoyed the silence after a while. I just felt so peaceful and happy I never wanted it to end. But yet I spoke too soon once again. My heart was racing and I just felt really hot but yet I was cold. Toganga kept asking me if I was okay and I just kept saying everything was fine I thought it was just some symptoms from my medication. So I let it blow off. Then that's when I couldn't move anymore and my body felt so weak. Then it was time to eat after they helped me get to the table I took one bite and felt so sick. I crawled over to the trashcan and threw up Zay, Lucas, Farkle and Josh came by me. I felt like something heavy was sitting on my chest and I couldn't breathe anymore. I kept coughing and coughing then I stopped coughing. I thought I was dead but I could still hear my friends saying "Maya stay strong an ambulance is on it's way." or "Stay with me Maya." I could also feel them shaking me trying to keep me awake. I stayed awake my vision was just to blurry to see anything and every time I heard someone speak it was like I could hear ringing and it wouldn't stop I was just so scared that I started to cry. I could kinda see Riley squeezing my hand. I soon fell asleep and woke up in the hospital bed.
"She's awake." Riley said.
Farkle came by me. "Hey, what happened back there?"
I didn't know what to say then the tears started rolling down my face again. I managed to move my legs closer to my chest and hugged them and just cried. It was all I could do I was so scared. I'm so close to death. I just want a normal life. What ever happened to that. Everything was so perfect I don't understand where I went wrong it's like my life flashed before my eyes. I felt someone hug me and when I looked up I saw Lucas I hugged him back and just cried. I don't know how long I cried but I knew when I stopped only Zay, Riley and Lucas were there. Zay was holding Riley I could tell she cried herself to sleep. And it wasn't a while ago because I could still see tears around her eyes. Lucas was still asleep next to me and I snuggled in closer to him. I didn't want them to leave and I'm glad they all stayed. Because now I need them more than ever. I kissed Lucas on the cheek and soon drifted of to sleep. My world isn't exactly how I want it to be but I'm glad I have those special people in my life. I was supposed to go home but I guess that's not happening., But as long as I'm safe I don't care where I am.