Okay ya! Chapter two is out! Thank to the lovely people who reviewed Chapter one .

Disclaimer: I don't own Junjou Roamtica

Preparing

I walk slowly home after classes. I hope i get there late. I really don't want to deal with Usagi-san right now. It hurts to think about what I'm going to have to do to night.

I look at my watch. It's going to take a lot longer than just a walk to be home late.

If i get home late, it will be late for dinner. Forcing Usagi-san and Kaoruko out to eat. I'll have time to pack and prepare to leave.

I'm surprised my phone isn't blowing up though. I think Usagi-san would have been calling non-stop after what happen with his brother. Demanding to know where i'm at.

I walk by the flower shop, The one where I got flowers after Usagi-san won the award. I step in for a minute, hoping they're not closed.

"Hi! How can i help you today?"

I watch the same guy who helped me before walk over again.

"I, I just need a single Baby Romantica."

"Of course over this way."

I brought the rose and continued on my way home. Stopping countless times to see things in the windows or to look at posters for movies,sales, and places for rent. I may have to start looking at those, if all go according to plan.

I sigh getting up to the penthouse. I'm barely 15 minutes late. I unlock the door, bearing witness to why my phone was full of miss texts and calls.

Kaoruko had Usagi-san cell phone, car keys, and a meat hammer in her hands. She was at the top of the stairs,though she look out of breath like she had been running up and down them for awhile. Usagi-san was at the bottom, looking angry and wanting to tear up the stairs and tackle his cousin. He relaxed when i walked in.

"You're late." There a mix in his tone of ,happiness,hungry, and one i know to drop everything and bolt. The You-are-so-in-for-it tone. I grimace at the thought.

"Class ran over and the streets were crowded."

Usagi-san sat down on one of the couches well Kaoruko sat on the other. I start to brew coffee.

"What's for dinner?" Darn it. I know that was coming I start think of how i what to phrase this.

"I was thinking you guys could go out tonight. Catch up, relax, and have a nice family meal."

Please buy it. Please.

"No."

I bite my lip, feeling my cheeks heat up. This is embarrassing for no reason at all. I walk over to the couch behind where Usagi-san sat. I put my arms around his broad shoulders, the tips of my fingers barely touching. I lower my mouth next to ear, my nose softly touching his cheek. Softly i start to whisper.

"Please Usagi-san. I need stuff from my room and she threw a fit this morning this morning."

He grunts thinking about it.

I stand up straight and say a little louder," Plus there's a great bakery on 3rd street that you watch them make the dough and stuff."

That's got the girl's attention. "Dear-Brother let's go. Now."

Usagi-san gives a angered noise that between a whine and a growl. But Kaoruko, well she not having it.

I mouth sorry and give a small wave as Usagi-san get dragged out the door.

I watch the car leave, then bolt up stairs. Turning in to my room at horror. Trying to ignore all the girly thing thrown across the room, i set my watch for 45 minutes. that will give me lots of time.

I go to the drawers grabbing handfuls of t-shirts, jeans, jackets,socks ,and my tennis shoes. I grabbed the backpack for the back of the closet. Stuffing the semi-balled up clothes in. Then i grab my notebooks, pencil bag, and homework. I place my wallet in there with my rainy day pocket change. As i turn to leave to hide the pack, a photo catches my eye.

It was when me and Usagi-san when on the train for my birthday. We had on matching teddy bear t-shirts. It was by a sign that said welcome to Sapporo. He wrapped his arms around me, resting his chin on my head. You could see the happiness in his eyes. Like he never wanted that moment to end. We were so happy to be back together, i didn't care we were in public. I was just glad to have his big, warm arms and cold hands, holding me.

I sigh, remembering that happy time. I put it in a towel and gently lower it into the backpack. I go to Usagi-san room. Sliding the backpack under the bed, where no one will go looking for it. I still have 30 minutes. I go straight to the kitchen pulling out pots and pans. I make servings of curry, stir-fry,salads,stews, and rice. I careful wrap plastic wrap around each one. With all the ingredients used i easily find spots for each tray.

Usagi-san and Kaoruko walk in just as I finish the dishes. I'd have to finish the last thing later. I put on my best smile.

"How was dinner?"

"It was alright, nothing huge." Usagi-san answers

.

"Ha! He took me to a fast food joint say i took too long at the Bakery. And then we had to eat in the car because a bunch of crazy fangirls knew him." I winced as Kaoruko shrieked and slammed the bedroom door.

I jump as i felt warm arms wrap around me. "Don't let her scare you. She just mad they closed before she could buy the whole store."

"Ha, Ha how much did she get?" I'm little afraid to ask.

"They closed before she get to a hundred," I sigh, not that many."boxes."

I tense back up. Maybe i shouldn't have made all those meals.

I feel something warm and wet lick my neck.

" W-wait Usagi-san."

"No," he turns me to face him. He smirk getting wider squirm."You came home late and then you have the nerve to send me on a date with that woman. I need an extra large refill of Misaki."

He pushed his lips on my softly. It was the kind that made you insides feel like warm, melting chocolate. The kind you know there's a lot of love in. I feel tears growing in my eyes knowing i shouldn't be doing this.

"I have homework though,"

I struggle some more as Usagi-san move to my neck. HIs hand barely starting to go up my shirt.

"Do it tomorrow." he says in that low, soft tone.

" It due tomorrow and for Kamijou-sensei. I really don't want a book thrown at my head."

Usagi-san sighs, kisses my forehead, and starts up stairs.

"I'm going to take a bath and I expect to see you in the bedroom tonight.. Don't think I won't come down here and take you from the couch." His tone is low and threatening.

I bush red think about it. I wonder if I should have told him about his father. What he said.

'No. He would have scolded me for talking to him. Then he'd watch me like a hawk 24/7. I couldn't even get to classes with him walking me every where. And i need to figure this out for myself.'

I walk up to Usagi-san office. I sit in the big, black, plush desk chair that he has. The monitor for the laptop was turned on. Opening the writing program, I stare at the white page. What should i write? How do i phase thing? How do i say i'm sorry. I try many times to write but erase it over and over. I shake my head. Deep breath in, Deep breath out. I start knowing now what to say.

"Usagi-san before you get angry i want to say that I loved you. I love with all of my being and that is the reason I have to let you go. Because i love you i can't be the burden that stands in your way."