Title; Its You?
Summary; Beca & Chloe met when they were both 10'year olds. Beca promised Chloe that one day they would get married. Years later fate brings them back together in the least expected way.
"Baby is there something else bothering you?"
The redhead nodded. "What is it my love?"
" I-I know t-that we-we a-re moving a little bit fast, I when I woke up l-last night a-alone I felt maybe you wanted t-to t-ake a-a- bre-ak"
"Oh my love I told you I couldn't sleep. It has nothing to do with you. Do y-you wan-t to t-take a break?"
"Answer me Chloe, do you really want to leave me and take a break after I found you?" Beca asked as tears were in her eyes. "Answer me please."
Chloe couldn't answer. She didn't want a break but she was afraid when she woke up last night and didn't find Beca beside her, it freaked her out and it made her hurt. The thought of leaving Beca made her heart ache, but on the other hand she thinks they are moving really fast in their relationship which scared her more. She not only loves Beca but she adores her. In the end she's her Beca, the Beca she fell in love with when she was 10 years old.
"I .. "
" Fine. We'll go back to the house, sleep in separate rooms, I'll give you your space and when your ready for us to be back together tell me." The lawyer said as she wiped her tears away. She looked at Chloe who was crying her heart out.
"Beca"
"Yes Chloe?" Beca said in a formal way which broke Chloe's heart.
" I love you. I love you so much it hurts. You need to understand you mean the world to me. I just found you! But I am so scared."
" What about me Chloe? Aren't I scared as hell from our relationship? Of course I am! I am scared that the day will come and you'll leave me! I've spent the past 20 years or so searching for a sign from you. We were so happy last night what changed?"
"Nothing changed Beca. I'm sorry my insecurities got the better of me. I love you so much. I'm so sorry for what I said."
"Chloe, listen to me, it may seem that we are moving way too fast but if you want us to sleep separately and you want to take your space I'll give that to you. We'll go back home and go back to our normal lives till your ready." Beca said softly. "I'm not happy with the decision I came up with but I understand where your coming from." and with that she went to the room and slammed the door leaving Chloe to cry alone. What am I going to do? Chloe thought.
The ride back home was silent. Beca turned the radio when a song came through the speakers.
Don't look down, don't look down,
By now it's too late to take it slow.
Turn around, turn around,
Give me a reason to let go.
Let me fall, let me fall for you,
Let me fall for you.
It's almost over,
I'm hanging by a thread.
With all the words you never said.
Beca looked at Chloe as the song played. She saw that her redhead was crying silently. She hated seeing her in that state, all she wanted is take her into her arms. She understood that Chloe is afraid, well so was Beca.
They entered the house and Chloe went back to her room without any word said and cried herself to sleep. On the other hand Beca went to take a shower and after finishing she got a bottle of wine and started drinking it. It's been almost a couple of hours since the disagreement and she needs her redhead. She misses her voice, her touch and her hugs. She started singing to relief some pain she felt.
I know that the bridges that I've burned
Along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars
That won't go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came
So lay here beside me just hold me and don't let go
This feelin' I'm feelin' is somethin' I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
I love when you tell me that I'm pretty
When I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody
But it's never too much
I'm falling fast but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my walls
She sighed, taking another sip from the glass of wine. We were good just last night, God I need her more than I need myself. Beca thought.
It was now 4 PM and Chloe was still asleep. Beca decided to order for her food and wake her up to eat. She entered the designers room and her heart broke as she saw that the redhead was in fetal position. She couldn't take it anymore, she needed to be beside her. The lawyer climbed on the bed and wrapped her arms around Chloe's body. The redhead directly buried her head in Beca's chest and started crying. Beca rocked Chloe back and forth to calm her down.
"Calm down honey, I'm here. I know your scared I am too but we'll work through it together"
"I'm s-s-s-orry Be-e-cca. I-I n-need y-you. I- was s-cared"
Beca started rubbing circles on Chloe's back " Hey, look at me" But Chloe didn't look at her.
"Sweetheart, look at me, I want to see those eyes that I love"
Chloe looked at Beca with red eyes. "Those are the eyes I fell in love with. Now where is the smile I also fell in love with?"
Chloe gave her a sad smile and hugged her closer.
"How about we go to my beach house for a couple of days, we just relax and clear our heads?" Chloe nodded.
"How about we go now? We'll cuddle and watch movies"
Chloe smiled and cuddled closer to the lawyer. "I like the sound of that." Beca kissed her temple and said "Can we stay like this for a little while?" Beca nodded "Sure my love."
They cuddled for a while, Chloe was between the lawyers legs and her head was on her chest and Beca wrapped her arms around Chloe's mid section and playing with her hair.
"Becs?"
"Yes my love?"
"I'm sorry again, I was just afraid of the feeling I got when I woke up alone. I thought if we took a break I would be able to keep my distance to clear my mind but I couldn't Becs I couldn't. It caused me more pain then I can take."
"It's okay my love, don't be sorry, you had every right to be scared. Just next time we'll talk about it alright?" She kissed her forehead, Chloe nodded.
As they made their way to Beca's beach house, they let both Aubrey and Stacie know that they won't be attending work for a couple of days. 2 Hours later from leaving the house, the couple entered the house and Chloe was in awe. The beach house had an indoor pool and a beach, with 4 rooms and a huge kitchen and living room.
"Wow Becs, this house is amazing."
"Thank you my love"
"I'll cook something, go change baby" Chloe said as she kissed Beca's lips.
"No let's go to the Jacuzzi or swim I'll order"
Chloe's eyes lit up at the idea " Ohhh! Jacuzzi! YES YES PLEASE, I can use a cuddle buddy"
Beca laughed, she ran to Chloe hugged her as she twirled the redhead " I love you so much"
Chloe kissed Beca's temper " I love you too baby so so so much, but please put me down I am getting dizzy" The redhead laughed.
Chloe ran out of Beca's arms as soon as the lawyer put her down. Beca ran after her their laughter filled the beach house.
As they were chasing each other Chloe grabbed a bottle of water and thew it on Beca.
"Why you little brat! Come here" Beca said laughing Chloe was jumped over the couch and said "Catch me if you can Beckyyy!" as she laughed.
The designer went out to the pool and jumped to avoid Beca's wrath. Beca followed her and jumped in the pool swimming to Chloe.
"Well well well, Look who's trapped." The lawyer said as she splashed her with water.
"Ahh Beca! I'm soooo s-s-s-orrryy!" She said between her laughter.
Beca trapped Chloe on the wall of the pool and started kissing her neck, leaving a hickey on her pulse point.
"Shit Becs" Chloe moaned.
"Alright I'm out of here." Beca said after getting Chloe all hot and bothered.
"BECAAA!" Chloe whined.
"That's what you get for getting me all wet" Beca winked.
Chloe was planning her revenge. Tonight Chloe thought.
Beca stripped from her cloths and sat on the lounge chair mentioning for Chloe to come sit.
Chloe got out of the pool and also stripped and sat on Beca's lap wrapping her arms around the lawyers neck. They started making out for a while until Chloe broke the kiss and locked eyes with the brunette's stormy eyes.
"I love you" Chloe said softly.
"I love you too baby"
