Dearest Diary,

I have finally decided to end my solitude. Though my heart aches still, I must go on. I do admit it gave me a small sense of purpose to polish the death ray once more and Geoffrey even complimented my change in appearance when I came in for my beard trimming. He said the slight change in my build from the ice cream and my extra amount of hair made me look "like a bear".

Im was unsure of how appearing as a large woodland creature would be considered attractive. But as I reflect, the Bear holds many of my attributes. The Bear is powerful and strong. The Bear is cunning and ruthless. The Bear is the king of the forest!

Yes. I am happy to say that I am a Bear!

The days drag on but I prevail. I have caught word from my guards that a portal near the foothills, south of my fortress, has been appearing at random. I have sent many guards to investigate but only a few return each time. I might go down to this blasted portal and investigate myself.

You're Welcome,

Chaotica