This one was requested by Protoestrella1. Elsa having a panic attack. I did change it slightly, but I hope its too your liking.

Elsa Tomago- I'm sorry. The last chapter was written because of a important event in my family's life and I wanted to write that. I'm sure you will like this one more.

"Your sister…. she was cold as ice, her hair turned white!" Hans screamed over the howling blizzard, his hair billowing in the wind. He was struggling to reach Elsa, who was taking steps back as far away as possible as to not hurt him, unaware that if she knew the truth, that's exactly what she would be doing. Elsa however was more concerned with what Hans had just told her; her heart was clenching with fear, as she heard the exact words that she could never bear to hear. The one thing that she could never want to do, but worry that she would do.

It had started years ago after she hurt her once. Once. That was all it took for Elsa to become who she was, to worry every day about the possibility of hurting Anna again. And now Hans seemed to be telling her that indeed that was exactly what happened.

"your sister is dead!" there is was the final nail in her heart the final stab that let the blood flow free, shattering her heart and with it, any will to fight back. Her eyes widened as her heart froze over like her own ice was doing to Arendelle. It was her curse. And her sister had suffered for it.

Elsa turned away from Hans her hand reaching her head, an immense pain aching throughout her body. Anna… no….

Her sweet dear younger sister…. no…. images of Anna raced through her mind, from the day of her birth. What a cubby little thing she had been. Elsa remembered wanting to play with her then, but her parents wouldn't allow it, nit because they were afraid of Elsa hurting Anna, but because she was so young.

"No…" she whispered

Anna as a toddler, with only a tooth in her mouth, giving Elsa the widest smile that Elsa could have ever seen from her younger sister; the first of many that she would receive in her shirt life "Elswa!" the little girl squealed with happiness looking up with wide eyes as she said her very first word. Elsa's eyes widened, before filling themselves with nothing but absolute love. "Yes Anna… Elswa!" she said wrapping her arms around her sister, unwilling to let go.

No!

Anna, now five years old was looking at Elsa happily as she formed a ball of ice in her hands, her eyes wide in wonder. Elsa always enjoyed seeing that look on her sisters face; it brought joy to them both "ready?" Elsa asked.

Anna nodded, her grin growing wide as she continued to stare in awe.

No!

Anna eighteen years old stood next to her sister. she had grown obviously, but she still had that face. That face filled with the childhood wonder that just made Anna Anna. It was the first time they had directly spoken in a decade " I wish it could be like this all the time" she told Elsa

"me too" Elsa said with a small smile.

That turned out to be the last time they spoke civilly to one another. The last time they spoke, Anna wanted Elsa to come back to Arendelle, hoping to help her. But instead she found death.

"Noooooooooooo!" Elsa cried, feeling the full force of the guilt as she fell to her knees. Her sister… her sister! Her only remaining family…. Gone. Frozen to death at her own sister's hand. The one thing that Elsa wanted to avoid… it had happened… and it was all her fault! The blizzard dissipated and with it any resistance she had crumbled away.

What reason was there to go in living… there was nothing for her now. Her whole life, she strived to be better than what she felt she was, to not be the monster she was afraid to become, but now Anna…. she was gone.

She didn't even hear the sword. Why should she care? She was a monster; she created this mess. She deserved to die….

What she did hear was her sister screaming "noooooo!" followed by the sound of breaking metal… Elsa flinched, not expecting a rush of sounds. Heart hammering in her chest, she turned to see Anna, frozen in a block of ice.

"Anna!" she cried quickly getting to her feet and moving to get in front of her sister. When she did, she felt her mouth go dry, and her hands began to shake.. "no…" she whispered, her hands reaching towards her sisters frozen lifeless cheeks. "Anna" she choked as tears began to fall from her face.

With an anguished cry she hugged the statue, feeling the last remnants of her heart freeze. There was no love… only pain…

Elsa awoke her body shaking, her skin covered in a cold sweat. For the first time in her life she felt the cold. It seeped in her bones, chilling her. her breath became shallow and she was unable to control her shivering.

Anna…. no… Anna!

She was gone…. And it was all her fault.

Snow began to fall from the ceiling, but Elsa paid no mind. She jut stared blankly at her lap, the memory all to real….

"Anna" she whispered, chocking on her sisters name.

Elsa just sat there, clutching the blanket like it was her only life line as she began to cry. She killed her. Anna was dead because of her.

"Anna"

The tears began falling freely once more as she cried, her sobs increasing in volume.

"Anna!" she screamed

"Elsa?"

Elsa flinched, hearing the sound of her sisters voice groggily whispering her name, fill with concern. Unable to believe it, Elsa turned her head slightly, looking towards the doorway. Standing there, clad in a pink nightgown with her hair a mess, was Anna, looking at her sister with concern.

"Anna…"

Elsa's eyes widened as her dream caught up with her, every agonizing moment of it and immediately reacted the only way she knew how. "Go away!" she screamed, her voice filled with terror, a sheet of ice covering her once warm bed. "I don't want to hurt you!" she screamed at Anna. She turned away, unable to look at her sister in the eye. She just wanted to keep her safe. She didn't want to accidently hurt her again. Anna needed to leave. It was the only way to keep her safe from her powers.

However instead of hearing her sister leave, she felt warm arms wrap round her from behind and draw her in a tight hug.. Elsa flinched, still not used to such contact, even from her own sister. Her heart was racing, but her body began to relax as she eased into her sister's embrace.

"I'm here Elsa" Anna whispered as she held Elsa close to her. "I'm not going anywhere." Elsa turned around, finally looking at Anna. She was wearing a small smile, a smile that Elsa always loved to see on Anna.

It wasn't real. It had just been a nightmare. Her sister was alive, here, with her, safe and sound. Elsa had indeed frozen her, but love had saved her. An act of true love will thaw a frozen heart.

As Elsa held on to Anna's frozen body, crying, she suddenly felt Anna's cold body warm up and heard her gasp. Daring to look up, Elsa found herself staring into Anna's face, her eyes showing warm relief. "Anna" she breathed, before standing up and embracing her sister in a hug; the first one in a decade. Oh how she missed being able to hug her sister. "Oh Elsa" Anna said.

Elsa broke the hug, placing a hand on her sisters cheek "you sacrificed yourself for me?" Elsa asked, unsure whether or not to believe it.

Then Anna said the words that warmed Elsa's heart immensely as she took Elsa's hands " I love you" she told Elsa, her eyes showing nothing but sincerity.

And for the first time in years, Elsa was no longer afraid.

Anna was safe. Love had save her, but it wasn't just Anna that was saved. Anna was her family, the only thing that kept Elsa from slipping into the ice that threatened to cover her heart.

For the first time that night, Elsa smiled.

The next morning, no one was surprised when the maids found the Queen and the Princess curled up on the bed, happily dreaming about the times they spent together.

Hope you enjoyed that one! Remember, anything you'd like to see, I can do my best to write.