A/N:I promise longer chapters by this weekend. I haven't been able to write a whole lot because I went back to school this week. Anyways I enjoyed the reviews and I hope you all enjoy this chapter.

Blair was sitting in a meadow. The sun was shining and the flowers had blossomed. Blair smiled at the scene. Everything was perfect and serene. She looked around. She was wearing a white summer dress. Her hair blew in the wind. She felt like kid. She looked out and saw no one or anything. She sighed and sat down. She picked up a flower. It was a simple white tulip. She angrily looked at it. She didn't want to be a simple white tulip anymore, she wanted something else. Something different. Something vibrant. Something dangerous.

"Blair?"

She turned to look at the person who the voice had come from. She gasped. Chuck stood a few feet away from her. He was wearing a white dress shirt and black dress pants. A few buttons on his dress shirt were left open. He looked down at her.

"What are you doing, Waldorf?"

She looked up at him.

"I-I-I-I don't know."

He smirked.

"Why?"

She looked at him with sad eyes.

"I don't know why."

He walked closer to her. He was still looking down at her.

"Can I help you find why?"

She nodded. He sat down beside her and looked at her. She smiled at him.

"Thank you for helping, Chuck."

He smiled back and grabbed her hand.

"Anytime, Princess."

Blair blushed. She leaned in and kissed him. She felt whole again. They parted and looked at each other. She spoke.

"I love you Bass."

His smile faded.

"Well I don't love you."

She looked at him. What was going on? Suddenly, the blonde bimbo he had been with appeared. She looked at him.

"Honey, let's go. I don't like being around needy people."

She looked at disgust at Blair. Blair glared at her. She got up and faced the blonde bitch.

"He's not your honey."

The blonde just laughed at her before starting to walk away. She held Chuck's hand and started to lead him away from Blair. Blair clenched her fists. That bitch had no idea who she was dealing with. Blair ran up to catch up to them. She grabbed Chuck's hand.

"But Chuck, I love you more than you could ever think of."

He looked at her.

"I know you love me, but I don't love you. Why do you think I cheated on you? Besides, I don't get tied down. I don't want you and I can't see why anyone else would."

Blair stood there. Tears fell from her eyes. The two of them walked away leaving Blair heartbroken. It would never heal. She looked down at the flowers. They were dying. They were all dying. She needed to run. She started running away from everything, but she couldn't there was no way out. She couldn't get out of the forest. She ran around screaming. Can't anyone hear her? Suddenly, a voice appears.

"I can help you."

She turns around and sees Dan standing there. She looks at him with a confused expression.

"Cabbage Patch?"

He smiled at her.

"Yeah. Listen Blair I don't know to tell you this, but everyone hates you."

Her eyes grew wide.

"Hate me? What did I do?"

He didn't get to reply because a mob of people started making their way to where Blair was standing. She could see Serena, Nate, Jenny, her mother and her father. There were many more people she could recognize as well. Blair turned to look at Dan again.

"What is going on?"

Dan just smirked. He pulled out a gun and aimed it at Blair's head.

"Let's just say you aren't loved anymore."

He started to pull the trigger.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."

Blair sat up in bed. Sweat dripping from her hair. Her heart was beating so fast. Her breathing was rapid. She had been having the same nightmare for seven months now. She couldn't get rid of it. She looked over at her side table. The glanced at the clock. It read ten thirty-five. She sighed and got out of bed. The brunch was at eleven thirty. She took a shower and went to her closet. What to wear she thought. She pulled out a black Dolce & Gabana dress. She loved it's straps. She put it on. She put on a pair of her black Chanel ballet flats. Her brown hair lay over her shoulders. The black dress looked beautiful against her body. She applied make up, but decided to make it simple. She looked at her clock. It read eleven fourteen. She grabbed her Coach clutch. She took the elevator to the ground floor and went outside. She called her a cab and took it to the Palace. She arrived with three minutes to spare. She walked into the lobby. She walked to ballroom, which Lily had asked Bart to use for the brunch. Blair put a big smile on her face and set out to find her best friend. It wasn't that hard because she immediately saw her blonde hair. Serena smiled and made her way to Blair. She was wearing a violet blouse and high waisted pencil skirt. Blair hugged her. They parted. Serena smiled.

"I'm so glad that you came."

Blair smiled.

"Well I couldn't have missed this. What type of maid of honour would I be?"

They giggled and linked arms. Serena led her to the table where everyone else was already seated. Serena sat beside Dan and Blair sat on her other side. On Blair's left sat Eric. Lily Van der Woodsen-Bass was smiling with joy. From afar it would look like she was the happy bride to be. Brunch started immediately. Everyone kept asking questions for the happy couple. Of course Lily would ask all of the planning questions.

"So which church are you two planning to get married in?"

Serena looked at Dan before replying.

"We're not really sure."

"Well you better pick one fast. You don't want them to be all gone."

Serena rolled her eyes. Blair spoke.

"When are you two planning to get married anyway?"

Serena smiled. Dan looked at her and grabbed her hand. He turned his attention to the whole table.

"Well we actually have some news for all of you."

Everyone turned to look at them. What was the news? Dan took a deep breath before speaking.

"Me and Serena have decided we don't need months of planning a wedding. So we have decided we would like to get married by the end of the month."

Everyone had different reactions.

That's great I guess thought Blair.

But I wanted to plan everything! thought Lily.

I wonder when they are serving the pancakes thought Eric.

This should be interesting thought Chuck. He looked at Blair. Their eyes met for a second before she looked down at her plate. He did the same.

Damn, Blair looks fine today thought Nate.

Yay! That means Serena is going to be my sister-in-law sooner than I though , thought Jenny. She smiled at the thought.

Hopefully everyone is taking the news well thought Dan and Serena. They were so alike.

Everyone went back to the conversations they had been in earlier. Blair mainly talked to Eric. She ate her brunch meal and sat back and listened to what he had accomplished since the last time she had seen him. She learned that he had sold a few paintings and was now looking for a studio to work in. He had also done some work for the movies. He worked as a set designer in his spare time. Blair ate her mean pretty quickly. She excused herself from the table and went to the ladies room. Chuck watched as she left. He knew something was up.

Blair walked into the ladies room. She got into a stall and shut the door. She looked into the toilet bowl. She took her index finger and shoved it down her throat. She watched as the contents of her stomach came out. She couldn't believe she was doing this to herself. Why? Even she could not answer that question. It was as if she was looking for something and could never find it. She had it one time but that had been long forgotten. She didn't have Chuck. She sighed and flushed the toilet before going to the sink to clean up. She checked herself over before heading back to the table. By now everyone was moving about the room with their glasses filled with champagne. Blair grabbed a glass from a waiter passing by. She walked over to Serena.

"Hey S."

Serena smiled.

"Hey B. I'm glad your finally back. I need to ask you something."

"Okay."

"Can you come to the penthouse around five. We're meeting with the wedding party and we need to start planning and you know I couldn't do this without you."

Blair smiled.

"Of course, S. You can count on me coming."

Serena smiled. She heard Lily call for her.

"I better go see what my mother wants. Probably found the perfect shade of white for my wedding dress."

The girls laughed and Serena walked away. Blair took another sip of her champagne. She turned around and saw Chuck Bass standing in front of her.

"Hello, Chuck."

He smiled. His eyes looked concerned.

"Blair, are you alright?"

"What?"

He sighed.

"I know what's going on."

She looked at him.

"I have no idea what your talking about."

"Blair, I know your doing it again."

Blair looked at the ground. She didn't want to know what the look in Chuck's eyes was. He stepped closer.

"I'm sorry Blair. I'm sorry for hurting you and making you do this to yourself. I don't want it to happen. Blair please look at me."

She looked up at him. His eyes were still concerned. She wanted to cry right then and there. But she couldn't not with all these people here. She took a deep breath before speaking.

"Can we go to your suite to talk?"

He nodded his head. They set their glasses of champagne on a table and went to the lobby. The got into an elevator and took it Chuck's floor. Neither of them noticed Jenny Humphrey take out her phone and snap a picture of them stepping into the lobby. She smiled at it. Blair was pissing her off and it was about time that Jenny finally stepped up to her.