Kaori Yuki.


Jizabel stepped into the room half an hour later, sighing to himself. Cassain looked up from the book he had been reading with a slight smile, "he's gone?" The Doctor nodded, stepping over to look at what he was doing. Cassain was sitting on the desk, feet on the chair as he leaned over to read. In his hands was a book of the notes Jizabel had taken a few years back. Cassain didn't really understand any of it, but he liked the way the Doctor's handwriting looked.

Jizabel leaned slightly on Cassain as he looked at the book. "Oh, the Zombie Drug," he smiled, glancing up at Cassain, "do you understand any of it?" Cassain shrugged, "not really… I was just curious." The Doctor reached over, stealing the book from his hands and holding it in front of him, flipping through it, "basically, it's a drug that makes a person lose their better judgment and do insane things."

The brown-haired man nodded, reaching over and wrapping his arms around the older man, gently pulling him in between his legs. His hands rested on his belt, clasping together as he looked over his shoulder at the book, blushing slightly. Jizabel stopped, blushing as he leaned back on the younger man, closing his eyes.

"Jizabel…" he whispered the name again, daring to say it, "I love you…" Jizabel shivered, realizing for the first time that this could be the love that he so longed for. Instead of love from his father, could the love from Cassain make him feel… whole? He stopped, biting his lip as he considered it. If Cassain could love him, could accept all his flaws and still truly need him, could he truly love him back? 'Yes...' he told himself, 'after all, I think that's what love is about...'

"Cassain…" Jizabel whispered, turning a bit to look at him, "…say it again?" he looked up into his eyes. Cassain smiled, "…as many times as you want," he promised, leaning close again and nudging his nose gently with his, his lips gently brushing the older man's as he whispered, "I love you, Jizabel." The Doctor turned around in his arms, his hands gently gripping Cassain's sides as he looked up into his eyes, tilting his head up to press his lips softly to his.

"Cassain… I love you, too."


This is the last Chapter for the First Part.

There is a Second Part, but I don't know if I like it yet.

Thanks for being patient enough to read it all the way through. Leave comments, and critisize me. Be gentle, though, I'm still new at this (haha).