They all stood there waiting from me to get off of him, I never thought id cry again I looked at him and finally got off wiping the tears away saying "I'm never forgiving him for these pain felt memories and you can sure as hell tell him I said that when you see him I will kill him with my own hands to avenge my little brother and my parents"
"But we don't want you to get yourself killed by him Shiro..." Kaz's mother said, covering my shaking hand with her cold soft ones then she added "You have two people who love you dearly and a few that follow you just because you take responsibility for their actions and your own, remember that Shiro" clenching my teeth I nodded saying "I'll take care of your son I promise," she let go and we were back in town again, Kaz and I were looking at each other crazy and I shook his hand as he said "I'll call you when I need your help" I nodded and went home to the apartment where Hichigo and the others were waiting, Yammy was still afraid of me, but I touched his shoulder gently and went to sleep on my bed.
They wanted to know what was wrong and I was sleeping like a baby, they smiled talking about something Hichigo didn't ask what in the hell happened to me so Harribel placed a hand on my side, the room went silent as I looked at her half sleep "Mmmm what's up?" I asked, sitting up rubbing my eyes and saw the worried look on her face, Harribel was really worried and asked "Are you alright? Did something happen when you went to visit the people that raised you?" I looked at her with swollen eyes from crying, but shook it off with a smile answering "I just miss my family that's all and my baby brother" she saw tear rolling down my face hiding how I really felt, Yammy knew about it and laughed telling them how it all went down and a low growl came out of my lips and he shut up at the end.
Looking away from her I laid back down and closed my eyes going back to sleep as the tears continued to flow down to my pillow Yammy kept in touch with Aizen though I never understood why, he was always a stubborn young man, but I had lived way longer then he had and he really cared I still looked good I laid with my back towards them and went back to sleep, Harribel looked at me as I slept and sighed saying "I'm going to buy some drinks sake for Shiro and I guess the rest of you," she left and they kept talking about why I was sleeping so much I'm glad I wasn't going to school with them my memories were destroying what was left of my sanity and I'd have to get chained up again in a large cellar away from everyone in the soul society to keep from killing Hichigo, Harribel, and the others uquiorra was not much of a talker, but sometimes we go outside and talk at night with his girlfriend (that he just won't admit is important to him) while the rest are sleep I told him the entire truth as he promised me he wouldn't tell anyone that was worried about it.