Please note that this story is a crossover with Queer as Folk (US). We have borrowed some of the characters from both shows to create a story. As fans of Gibbs and Tony we will of course focus more on them but the QaF characters will play important roles as well.

Requested by: gibbsandtony (Tumblr)

Writers: D and Sandy

Disclaimer: We do not own any of the characters! We only play with them for a bit but will give them back in one piece. The characters, shows and canon storylines that we might use, belong to their respective creators and owners.

Artwork: Inspired by D - Created and Edited by Sandy + Vicky

6 Days Later

The team showed up at Gibbs' house regularly, needing to make sure that Gibbs was truly alright. Today was the day the trial would start and for the first time, the team had met the famous gang of Liberty Avenue. Tony was still staying with Gibbs. He and Brian got along better now that Tony understood the dynamics between the three men and he came to care about Justin very much.

Abby, of course, got along well with everyone. She and Ellie couldn't stop gushing about the attractive men in the group. While both still thought that Brian was the hottest, Ben came a close second. Hunter, Ben and Michael's son, arrived as soon as he heard about the bombing. They were all sitting together in Gibbs' living room and listened to everything the gang told them.

"I'm so glad everyone is alright. We never knew that Gibbs had family in the gay community but I'm really glad about that now that we know. You guys are all so brave and really nice." Ellie said with tears in her eyes after learning about the bashing and how this group of different characters came together.

"We knew all about you guys. Our Gibbs here told us all about you. He's so damn proud of his team." Deb told them, her wig firmly in place.

"Oh I can imagine what Gibbs has told you. I'm sure we all had some rather regrettable moments during our time at NCIS, right Tony?" Tim said teasingly.

"Yes, McSmartAss. Lots of stories to share for sure but not today. It's a shitty day, especially for Justin. I'm really worried about him. Seeing Hendrick's parents will be hard. I wish he wouldn't have to face them. He's still grieving and Fornell told me about the shit the parents are saying. They blame Justin for everything. I just want to punch them real hard and then throw them in jail to rot away." Tony muttered angrily.

"Blondie is a though cookie, dude. He's been through so much and look at him." Hunter said.

"He's right." Melanie added. "After the bashing, the doctors said he would never be able to paint again. But he fought so hard to prove them wrong. His art helps him to deal with everything. He creates when he's happy, sad, upset or down. It's his way to deal with everything."

"Yeah, I know. But come to think of it, he never really had a break. Prom is supposed to be a magical night for young adults but Hobbs and Gold ruined it for him. Now, his wedding was supposed to be one of the greatest days in his life, a celebration of love but again, it was ruined and he's now a widower. Everyone has a breaking point and he hasn't been creating at all since that damn bomb. He's always sad. I know it takes time to get better and to grieve but Jethro and I are both worried and so is Brian." Tony tried to explain.

"Pah... boy wonder is now after Brian. We almost died because of him and he's trying to seduce Brian now." Michael added angrily, making his dislike of Justin clear.

"Justin isn't seducing Brian. He just lost his husband for fuck's sake. Justin is a good guy and Brian's trying to help." Tony retorted just as angrily.

"No he's not. Brian has to take care of him. He's using my best friend." Michael shouted.

"What the fuck? He isn't doing such a thing. Everyone can see that Brian's in love with Justin." Hunter muttered.

"Now that's not true." Said Lindsay. "Brian doesn't love Justin. He likes him because he is part of our group."

"Besides, Brian doesn't do love or relationships. I've known him since we were 14. He's a free spirit. He fucks, but doesn't love." Michael said proudly.

"ENOUGH!" Yelled Gibbs angrily. "How dare you talking about my son and Brian like that? You and Lindsay claim to be Brian's friends but you talk so badly about him that it makes me wonder if you are truly his friends. Leave them both alone or you'll deal with me. Is that clear?"

"Now wait Gibbs,..." Lindsay started but was interrupted by Gibbs.

"I won't. You two are in my house talking shit about my son and Brian. If the two of you don't shut up I'll fucking kick you out. I've had enough of your bullshit." Gibbs sternly told Lindsay and Michael. Both of them huffed angrily but didn't say anything.

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Brian's thoughts during the living room debacle

'What the hell is wrong with Mikey and Linds? I know they're not Justin's biggest fans for whatever reasons they might have but to say that kind of shit about him? Since he was released from the hospital, he was barely sleeping and eating, and was always in pain. Where do they see him seducing me? And fuck, Jethro is pissed. Thank fuck he's defending Justin. And me? Why does he defend me? They always talk about and to me like that. I know they're better than me. Isn't that what friends do? Let the other know about their faults? I know Linds and Mikey have theirs, just like I have mine and I have problems pointing them out but Jethro acts like they treat me wrong. Why?'

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Courthouse

Justin sat between Gibbs and Brian while Hendrick's parents gave their statements. Lindsay and Michael stayed silent but glared at Justin and Gibbs all the time. When the judge finally sentenced the parents after many hours of waiting and listening, Justin was relieved and tired. Hendrick's parents would go to jail and would never be free again. All the evidence and no regret from the parents didn't give the judge a reason to show any kindness towards them.

On the way back to Gibbs' house, Justin fell asleep with his head in Brian's lap. Lindsay and Michael both scowled at the sight but Debbie's angry hissing and Brian's firm glare stopped them from saying anything. Ducky and Jimmy both were disgusted by Lindsay and Michael, Ellie and Abby were just angry and Tim couldn't understand their behavior at all.

"What is your problem with Justin? What did he do to the two of you?" Tim asked.

"It's not what he did to us per se, it's just..." Michael sighed, "he wormed himself into our family and acts like he's better than everyone. And he's using Brian for his money. He makes Brian feel guilty because of the bashing."

"You wanna know the truth, Tim?" Emmett interrupted Michael's tirade.

"Uhm, yes. I just don't get why Lindsay and Michael are so upset about Justin." Tim said.

"It's simple: Jealousy. Lindsay is an art teacher but also worked in a Gallery and paints as well. But Justin is much more talented and even handicaped he is better than her. Also, Lindsay still has this fantasy of being Brian's wife. And Michael has been in love with Brian since forever. He's jealous that Brian and Justin are close. One would think that since Michael and Lindsay are both married that they would have moved on from their fantasies but nope. They're both still pinning for Brian and don't care that they hurt Ben and Mel. Another thing is that they both depend on the bank of Kinney. Lindsay is always asking for money because she had Brian's son. And Michael thinks that since his mother and uncle gave Brian shelter from his abusing parents, he owes him. That's it." Emmett told them.

"Wow, Mel and Ben... how can you live with them knowing they want another man?" Ellie asked and then turned to look at Michael and Lindsay. "Seriously, you both have wonderful partners. Why are you after Brian? You're truly pathetic."

"Okay, stop now." Debbie said. "Today was pretty bad for our Sunshine. We should go home and get some rest."

They all agreed and went to their cars to drive home.

At Gibbs' House

Tony was going through some cold cases when Justin walked into the kitchen in the middle of the night.

"Hey Justin, couldn't sleep?" He gently asked the blonde man.

"Not really. Why do they all hate me so much? Why couldn't they accept Hendrick? He was their son." Justin cried.

"I really don't know, Justin. It is hard to understand how a parent could hate their own child so much." Tony said.

"If I ever should be blessed to have a child I wouldn't care if he or she was gay, straight or bi or whatever. I would love him or her unconditionally." Justin almost whispered.

"That's how it should be." Tony added gently. "You're a good and brave young man, Justin and Jethro loves you and he's very proud of you. I'm proud of you, too."

"You love my dad very much, don't you?" Justin asked.

"Yes, I do. I'd give my life for him." Tony told him.

"Please, just make him happy. That's all I ever wanted for him. To be and feel loved. Brian said you know that they slept together?" Justin asked shyly.

"Oh, uhm... yeah I... I saw them. Wasn't happy about it but I know it was for comfort." Tony answered warily.

"Yeah, both are very complicated men. Brian is usually a top, you know. He has trust issues." Justin explained softly.

"Does that mean he never topped Gibbs?" Tony asked confused.

"Yep. Dad never bottomed but I can't say anything else. It's not my story to tell. Anyways, now that my dad is with you, they won't need that comfort anymore. You don't have to worry." Justin told him with a small smirk.

"I don't worry. And I promise you that your dad's happiness is what matters to me. I'll try my best to always make him happy. I promise you that." Tony vowed.

"You already do. He's so very happy now. He usually doesn't smile that much. I'm glad he has you now."

"I'm very glad to be with him, too. I'm glad Brian is there for you. He seems to be a good friend to you." Tony tried to say it casually.

"He is. You know, I used to have such a huge crush on him. When I met him I said to Daphne that I saw the face of God and his name was Brian Kinney. God, I feel so childish thinking about it. He was my first and he was very gentle. I thought he was my destiny but Brian isn't interested in a relationship." Justin sighed.

"Never say never, Justin. Maybe he just needs to meet the right person. Or, maybe he already met him but just didn't realize it but does now. What about your feelings for him now?" Tony asked gently.

"I... I don't know for sure. I still have feelings for him, strong feelings but I really love Hendrick. I'm not made for casual hook ups or to be fuckbuddies with anyone. I can't share the person I love with anyone else. Brian wants to be free." Justin answered tiredly.

"Does he? Or is it that he wanted to be free in the past and wants something completely different now? Maybe you should talk to him. Think about it." Tony said.

"I will. Thank you for listening, Tony. I'm going back to bed. Good night." Justin said and went back to his room. Tony decided to stop working and went to bed as well. Gibbs was already sound asleep.

Justin's thoughts after his chat with Tony

'Tony really is a nice guy. Brian told me about his jealousy because he saw my dad with him. God that must have been a sight. I love my dad, he's the best but I wouldn't want to see him doing THAT. Especially not with Brian. Brian... why do I love him? Am I actually in love with him or is it just remains of the crush I had on him? I love Hendrick. He is... was a really good man.' Justin sighed. 'Why did Tony have to ask about my feelings for Brian? I thought I was over it... over him but I never was. When I met Hendrick I was still pining for Brian but that changed when I got to know Hendrick better. I admit that Brian still made my heart beat faster but I figured it was kind of normal. He was my first... everything. My first kiss with a man, first time sleeping with a man. It was a lot different with Hendrick, not worse or bad, just different. In a good way.'

Justin shook his head, trying to get away from comparing what he had with Hendrick and Brian. Both men were individuals and so completely different. Comparing them wouldn't help.

'I really love Hendrick but I also love Brian. Admitting that to myself wasn't easy but I feel more settled now. Shit, how am I supposed to deal with Brian now? Tony suggested talking to him... should I do that? What if Brian is going to be disgusted with me if I tell him how I feel? What if he thinks badly of me then? But... but did he and Tony talk? Tony questioned what I told him about Brian. Maybe Brian does want a relationship? With me?' A few tears fell and Justin made a very important decision. 'I will talk to Brian. I will tell him what's going on with me.'

TBC

I apologize for letting you guys wait so long. My team is really not able to do much at the moment with Vicky still being at the hospital, D traveling with family and Sandy just dealing with her health and family issues. She and I decided to try our best to finish this story as soon as possible. There won't be too many chapters left but I'll post them within this week. At least I will try.

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Thank you. TTE