A/N: Alright, here's chapter 5! PLZ ENJOY ;3
"Coming back at this hour, huh?"
I jumped when I heard Miki's voice the moment I stepped inside my apartment. Silence had followed me the entire way home from Ayumi's house, so I momentarily panicked when I suddenly was met by another humanly presense. "Why do you keep showing up out of nowhere?!" I blurted out, annoyed. "Hey. You were the one who gave me a spare key. I didn't secretly make a copy of it to stalk you," Miki said. I rolled my eyes and firmly shut the door behind me. So much had happened up until that moment. Too much.
"Alright, let me try again," Miki said after sighing: "Coming back at this hour, huh? That can only mean one thing." I should've known that she would figure it out immediately. "Yes!" I yelled out, pissed off for some reason. "I made a move on her and we had sex! I still slept with her, despite getting another girl's number!" Miki looked shocked, even leaning back in her chair as if my words were trying to blow her off from the seat.
"Geez, I … I didn't expect you to be so blunt about it," she mumbled, not leaning back anymore. I took a deep breath and sat down on the couch, right next to where she was seated. It was hard to keep it in. What I was feeling at that moment. I leaned my face forward, covering it with my hands as my elbows rested on my thighs.
"So er … Was it good?" Miki awkwardly asked. I rubbed my eyes and slightly smiled. "Yeah. Really good. Until we woke up the next morning," I said. "Ah …" she let out, understandingly. "I'm suprised you actually went that far, even after I warned you. Yet, I'm even more surprised she actually let you sleep with her when she's engaged." Yeah. She's not the only one. Maybe hope really could change fates?
"It's impossible, Miki," I muttered, feeling my body og weak from visiting recent and fresh memories. "What is?" she asked. "Forgetting her," I said, my voice trembling. "No matter how hard I try to resist, it is so easy. Just to sweep her off her feet, kiss her, seduce her … All of it takes me back to those times where I really was happy. The times with her …!"
Miki ran her hand through my hair. "I get it," she said. "But you said that you got another girl's number, right?" I nodded and wiped my nose, worried that I was close to having a breakdown. "And she's into you?" she asked. I nodded again. "I'm pretty sure, at least. The only problem is that she's a bit of a drinker," I said. Miki broke into a smile. "There you have it! Ask her out! Start dating other girls! Distract yourself!" she said, trying to pull me up from the couch. "I don't know, Miki … I'm really not in the mood," I complained. She shook her head annoyed and kept saying: "You can't dwell on your past forever!"
You can't dwell on your past forever, huh? I was with Ayumi the previous night, though.
"Fine. I'll call Naomi. But not now while I'm depressed," I said. She smiled and patted my head. "It'll get better," she said. Seriously, sometimes I feel like the younger sibling. It's not fair. I'm glad I have someone like Miki for a sister though.
"Hey, Naomi!"
I sounded a little too excited when I heard her say her greeting in a tired and groggy voice.
"Yoshiki? I didn't expect you to call so soon!"
"Ah well. How're you holding up?"
"I feel like death. You?"
I laughed at her sense of humour. She laughed with me.
"I'm good. I had a great time yesterday."
That was a little too true. I probably shouldn't mention that to someone I'm trying to ask out.
"Really? Me too!"
"Uh-huh. So, are you keen on going out tonight?"
Wow. I was braver and more blunt than I thought.
"My god, of course? Care to pick me up at 7?"
"Sure, if you could text me your adress later."
"Haha, that'll do. So, dinner?"
"Whatever you say."
"Is that so? Can't wait, then!"
"Alright. Seeya then!"
"Bye!"
I ended the call, feeling incredibly cocky from my victory. I felt so much better, knowing that at least someone found me attractive. Was it really that easy to just sweep away grief? Just replace it with something else? Man, now I just hope the date goes well. Maybe I'll just stop thinking about Ayumi from then on. It would be great to relieve the intense stress I've felt lately too.
The door to Naomi's apartment building opened, knocking me out of my fantasy world. I don't know if it was because I had too much to think about or if it was because I had nothing to think about. Or maybe I was bored. Whatever it was, it several minutes passed way faster than I thought and Naomi was suddenly making her way to my car. I went through a quick transition in my mind and showed her a smile through the window. She was wearing a short sleeved cream-colored shirt with a short pencil skirt. So simple, but so good-looking. Just like what Ayumi wore yesterday. Wait, what?! Shit, stop thinking about her! It's Naomi I'm going to eat dinner with tonight, not that girl with the stick up her ass! …Okay, that was a little harsh. I shook off any negative thoughts, put on a smile and got out of the car to open the door for her.
"My, such a gentleman," Naomi said, going in for a little greeting hug. Or so I thought. When I put my arm around her waist, she lightly pressed her lips against my cheek. Panicking for a second, I reflexively did the same and kissed her on the cheek, saying: "Always and forever."
She gave me a crooked smirk and pushed her hair behind her ear. Heh … She's actually kinda cute. I never noticed, but I'm pretty into the petite and adorable girls. Just like Ay-
"Alright. Shall we go?" I asked, looking at her from the side. She smiled and asked: "Where are we going, exactly?" "My favourite Italian resturant. Look forward to it," I said. She laughed. "I'm excited! Let's go!" she said. I obeyed and started the engine. Luckily, I was actually excited to take her out. She's a really pretty and charming girl. How can this og wrong?
"You know, I was surprisingly happy when I saw you at the party," Naomi said, vulgarly smiling while she drank a sip of red wine. I cocked my head to the side and raised my eyebrow mischeviously. "Oh really?" I asked, chuckling. "Mhm… Even more so when I found out that you weren't her fiancee," she said. Oh boy, she's really giving it to me. I love it. Although, I immediately got a bitter taste in my mouth when she mentioned Ayumi. I tried to wash it out with red wine.
"Well, I was surprised when I heard that you were still single. Have you had any serious relationships in the last years?" I asked. Naomi rested her chin on her fist and smiled. "Guess," she whispered, making a flame enlighten in my gut. I was about to answer, but she laughed to stop me. "Just kidding," she said, shrugging her shoulders playfully. She even has a sense of humour, unlike one certain bluenette. Naomi is so much better. Her clevage popped out of her thin blouse in full view. Pft, and Ayumi used to just barely have boobs. They've grown after 6 years though. Not to mention her eyes … Chocolate brown eyes. Alright, Ayumi's are prettier, I'll give her that. I could just drown in that shade of midnight blue. And Ayumi's lips are plumper, yet smaller and rounder. Naomi's are wide and a little flat. Not that I dislike it. Naomi's kiss couldn't feel that different from Ayumi's.
Fuck Fuck Fuck! Stop comparing them, you dumbass!
"Er … Something wrong?" Naomi asked. My eyebrows shot up. "Heh, no nothing," I said, combing my hair with my hand casually, trying to keep my composure. I have to get that vixen out of my head somehow.
"I had an amazing time tonight, Yoshiki. Thank you so much for asking me out," Naomi said, facing me after parking right by her apartment block. It went by too quickly, and I still couldn't get my mind off of things and just relax. I should be more assertive.
"It was my pleasure, Naomi," I said, my voice sounding calm despite me being extremely tense on the inside. My mind was so muddled that I didn't even think twice about placing my hand on her bare thigh, peeking out from her short tight-fitting skirt. Her skin was warm and smooth under my cold palm, yet she didn't move away. Oh lord. She wants it.
"Hey … Want me to join you inside?"
"Nmmm … Oh, Yoshiki … Hold on."
Naomi lightly shook me off of her to open the door to her dark bedroom, pulling me to her bed with a strong arm. Think about Naomi. Think about Naomi. Think about Naomi. The moment we landed on her bed, she instantly let me in her mouth again, tightly wrapping her arms around my neck. Ayumi did that right before she climaxed, didn't she? That was just incredibly hot.
Fuck!
I buried my teeth into her neck, vigorously nibbling and sucking on her neck while unbuttoning her shirt. "Aaaaah! Yes …!" she moaned out, lifting up her legs eagerly. Get her out of your mind. Get her out of your mind. Get her out of your mind. I lowered my face under her skirt, pulling off her lacey panties with my teeth. "Ngh … Do me. Quickly …!" she whimpered out, begging me. So darn adorable. I was too distracted to multitask, so I had to leave her hot and dry for a second to take off my own pants.
I really wished I didn't, 'cause I was going to regret it for the next 5 minutes.
I looked down between my legs, my eyes widening and mouth involuntarily opening. Why the … What the … How?!
"Uhn? What is it?" Naomi asked, sitting up when she noticed that I'd become a statue. "I-I …" I couldn't even speak. How am I supposed to explain?! She saw where I was looking and shot her gaze down, her eyebrows raising when she saw my manhood; completely soft.
"W-What the?!" Naomi shrieked out and jumped out of bed, as if she'd just seen a monster or something. Could I blame her? I was the one who hit on her and made a move, yet I couldn't have sex with her. "Ugh, just … I think you should leave," Naomi finally said, clearly offended. I didn't say anything. Telling her the truth would just piss her off even more. I grabbed my clothes and got out of her apartment as soon as possible, hearing her angrily yell out:
"Seriously, here I was thinking that I finally could get laid twice in a row!"
When I finally got in my car, I felt strangely relieved. I mean, she definitely hates me now. But I'm fine with it. I sighed and peeked at my watch. 00:23 AM. I started the engine, sure of what I really wanted to do at that moment, but worried about what would happen if I actually did it. They're definitely asleep now, but I guess that's for the better. Ah, fuck it.
I started to drive, I tried to remember the directions to Ayumi and Mochida's house.
A/N: Oh lord. See what happens next in the next chapter! UNTIL THEN ;3