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Warnings: Abuse, queasy scenes, rape, self-harm, depression, tragedy, excessive language, and just bad things overall

Chapter 14

Kanda's PoV:

The sounds of food sizzling and spitting accompanied with the sound of a knife slamming down on a cutting board, soon followed by the scrapping of a spatula against a pan, filled the room that I was in; soon the happy humming of Daniel floated in as well. Next, it was the smells that assaulted my nose. Smoked, salty bacon, the savory aroma of hash browns and eggs, and a very faint whiff of salsa snuck intermixed with the other intoxicatingly mouth watering smells of my favorite breakfast. Part of me was salvadating with the smells of my all-time favorite breakfast, but there was another part of me-a part of me that made me cover my nose as my stomach tightened and nausea rolled through me.

Unable to hold it back any longer, I launched myself from my bed, scrambled across the floor, slipped past Daniel, and threw myself in front of the toilet while kicking my foot out to slam the door shut. My body convulsed as my stomach began to heave, I heard Daniel tentatively knock on the door. "Kanda?" his muffled voice sounded through the door.

I didn't answer as my stomach finally began to empty, hearing the disgusting noises, Daniel opened the door and silently moved behind me while rubbing my back in soothing circles. When the trembling and retching had finally subsided and I laid there on the tiled floor-the coldness seeped into my overly hot skin-my breathing settled from the fast and frantic pace that it had been before. "Yuu?" Daniel softly asked, his hand still going about those soothing circles.

Staring at a speck of dust that was in front of my nose, I waited for what he was going to say next.

"I'm worried about you," he softly said as he laid down next to me, his arms lightly going around me. "Please let me know that everything is going to be okay. I'm going to do everything that I can, so please hold on for me."

Tears streamed down from me as I heard the desperation and the honesty in his words. There was no one in this world like Daniel, he was so quick to help others, so quick to defuse a situation in a nonviolent way, so full of light that he practically glowed with it. I was the opposite. I was disgusting, vile, I was someone who only saw the negative things in this world. I saw the actions of others and judged them for being how they were-thinking that I would do things differently-but I was just like everyone else. I was just a filthy human who was fumbling about in this world like a newborn. I was selfish and undeserving of the things that Daniel gave me. Turning around in his arms, I saw him brighten up with a smile, even as tears brimmed in his eyes. All I saw was the pain and worry that I had and was inflicting on him. Unable to look at his beautiful face anymore, I ducked my head, and shoved out with my hands against him.

"Kanda," his surprise was obvious, "what are you doing?" his voice shook as he tried to pull me slightly closer. But I pushed away again, my thin arms strong in this moment. "It's okay, I know that you just threw up, but you need someone to take care of you right now. Please, don't be stubborn right now, not with me holding you." When I kept my arms locked, he whimpered, "I won't force you, but all I need-right now-is to hold you."

His words, they melted my heart, thinking that all he needed to feel better was to hold me, but then I glimpsed my thin, starved arms again that now had those mangled red engravings in them now. I couldn't force him to endure this. Sitting up, I clung to the counter for help in standing, my legs shook from their weakness.

Daniel sprung to his feet and offered me his hand. I stared at his offered hand and slowly my eyes roamed up to his face, as I took in all of his details. Before I could talk myself out of it, I gathered up all of my strength and slapped his helping, stupidly selfless hand aside, pulled myself to my feet, and walked to my (his) room and slammed the door shut with the last of my strength. Falling onto the bed I closed my eyes, he deserved so much more than this wasted person who was defiled by all of those rotten men. He deserved more than this lifeless and broken person that I had become to be. I could feel my consciousness fading away, I needed to gather my strength up to leave. I didn't deserve him.

Allen's PoV:

The morning bell came too early. Turning over I slammed my pillow on my head as determination to fall back asleep filled me, and because of that, my body grew more awake and refused to settle down. It was because of this though that I heard them coming. It was Road, Jasdero, and five unknown boys. Sensing that they were up to no good, I tried to get out of bed and hopefully discourage anything from happening, but Road was suddenly before me, shoving me back on the bed.

"I heard from a little birdy that you were sneaking about yesterday around the Earl's office when he left," she almost seemed to have cooed as she stood over me, her nail pushing painfully into my chest. Looking around at the other's faces, I noticed that Jasdero was unusually blank faced and quiet, the other five on the other hand were grinning like eager dogs.

Swallowing I turned to look Road in the eye again, "Why would I do that?"

Her eyes widened-impossibly large in surprise-throwing her head back she laughed, "You're a fun toy!" She grinned as she flicked my nose. Suddenly turning serious she leaned closer, "Quit the innocent act though," she grinned as she crept uncomfortably closer. "Now either you chose for us to tell Earl what you were up to, which wouldn't be good because he would have to discipline you. Or," she sang out, "you could choice for us to help you not to forget that breaking and entering is a bad thing."

Silence filled the still air in the cabin, "What do you mean help me not to forget the rule?"

A wicked grin that made my skin crawl stretched across her face as she whispered, "Is that the one you chose?"

"I want to know what you'll do to help me remember," I stated, trying to sound strong, but my voice slowly got quieter.

"I can only let you know after you pick it," she said as she leaned away from me and folded her arms.

Maybe it was because she gave me my personal space back that made me gain a false confidence. "FIne, I pick that one."

Delightment flashed across her face, lighting it up as she looked to the group beside her. "You know the drill."

Like a pack a hyenas, they circled about. Four of the guys grabbed my arms and legs, pinning them down. The other unknown guy went to the door and leaned against it, only Jasdero stayed where he was, his face was still unemotional. "What are you doing?!" I yelled as Road began to take off my shirt. I flailed about, hoping that I would dislodge one of the people who were holding me down; but to no avail.

Placing a thin and delicate finger across my lips, Road shushed me, "We're helping you remember that breaking and entering isn't a good thing." Panic rose within me and soon my shirt, pants, and boxers were thrown to the side. Road began to undress before me, she was slim and had her curves in the right places, but they did nothing for me except make my stomach roll at the knowledge of what was going to happen to me. Kneeling before me, she began to service me with her mouth. First she licked my dick from base to tip, then enveloped me with her whole mouth. Bobbing her head up and down she moved her hand with her head as well. My body-responding to the sensation-began to harden. A sob burst from me as I tried to move away, but I was being firmly held down, there was no escape.

When I was fully hard, Road climbed onto my lap, sitting on my stomach she rubbed herself against me. "Do you feel that?" she purred. Leaning forward she faked her whisper, "I'm leaking my jucies on you already, I'm more than ready to ride you."

Trying to seize the opportunity, I threw my head forward, trying to connect my forehead with hers. She jerked back in surprise and then chuckled as she saw the desperation and fire in my eyes. Her hand hurled towards my face, the whack was loud and sent tears unbidden into my eyes. "I do prefer the ones who put up a fight." Then sliding back she grabbed my cock and slid herself onto it, gasping all the way down.

Squeezing my eyes tight, I wished the world away, I did everything that I could to distract my mind from what was happening, but her gasping and crying out as she road on top of me broke through everything that I tried to think of. "Oh Allen, your cock in my pussy, it feels so good. Don't you feel good?"

Tears streamed down as I turned my head away. "Slap him," she cried out as she quickened her pace.

The back of someone's hand connected with my face, when it did, Road moaned out and moved her body faster. "Jasdero it's your turn to teach Allen a lesson, give it to him, let him know that Devit is yours."

Suddenly Jasdero was by my head, his pulsing cock before my face. "You fucking bite me, you goddamn cunt, and I'll beat you till you wish you were dead." Pinching my nose he got me to open my mouth. I barely got air into my lungs before he was forcing his dick into my mouth and down my throat as my head hung off the bed's edge. He didn't hold back, he rammed himself in over and over again, ignoring my choking and wheezing, until his cock was covered in saliva.

Moving behind Road, Jasdero probed my entrance with his dick, he got the head in and then grabbing my thighs with a bruising grip, he slammed in full hilt. My scream reverberated around the walls of the tiny cabin, undoubtedly someone outside had heard. But Road dashed my hopes, "Everyone left on a hike," leaning forward she slapped me, "please, scream louder. Next time it'll send me over the edge."

I lay there staring at the ceiling, feeling everything through muted senses as I tried to desperately numb myself. At Road's command, one of the guys would punch me, then she told the one guarding the door to jam a chair underneath the knob and to join in on the fun; he was to take the mouth. Not once with Road or Jasdero slow down with their painful pounding as they brutally commanded the others to have their way with me; I had long since lost my strength to move.

I lay there blank until they finished-their cum roping across my body like garbage littered across the dirt-I laid there unflinching as Road leaned in to tell me that they were done teaching me about how breaking and entering was wrong, I laid there until Krory and Noise walked in. Upon seeing me, Krory slammed the door in Howard's face, yelling out an apology as he told Noise to stand in front of the door and to not let anyone in. Krory moved about the cabin in a panic, looking for something to cover me with. Finding his prized vampire cloak, he threw it about my shoulders, supporting me to the showers he helped me to wash off the cum and to clean me up; all the while Noise stood guard. I stared numb to the world.

Tyki Mikk PoV:

I was on the bus to 'Hell on Earth', after researching the camp, I decided to pay for myself to go, then I told all of my teachers that I was going on a family vacation and would need 2 weeks of homework in advanced. Looking out the window I smiled to myself. I was excited to see Allen again, I was especially looking forward to the smile on his face, my heart started to beat at the thought. I was going to see him.

That's all for this chapter. It got really dark and I didn't hold back on the details. Please, let me know it it was too much and I'll make sure to post better warnings to let them know exactly what they're going to be reading.

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