So I didn't update on Thursday because I was sick, and then I didn't on Friday because I was lazy, sidetracked, and trying to draw a godforsaken horse (Rapidash). So today I'm going to write a long chapter and hopefully leave you guys at an excellent cliffhanger (devil's womb buddy here).

Disclaimer: I don't own -Man

Warnings: Negative situations including but not limited to: rape, self-harm, excessive language, depression, sadism, and masochism situations/behavior.


Chapter 16


Lavi's PoV:

The sound of pots and pans banging roused me from sleep, looking around with eyes squinted from sleep, I saw my mom busy getting breakfast started. Her hair was messily pulled back and her thick pajamas did nothing against the chill in the air as I watched her shiver. Turning my attention to Kanda, worry passed over my features, he looked peaceful-which was a relief-but he was just so thin. Thinking back to how last night had gone, it was obvious that even though Kanda had enjoyed their time together, something bad had happened to him. He hadn't said anything the entire night, his laughter was even just silent shakes of his body. Quietly standing up, I moved around him, and made my way into the kitchen to help my mom make breakfast.

Seeing me beside her, my mom quietly asked, "Is Kanda doing okay?" worry stood out in her wide eyes.

I shrugged, "Something bad happened to him, mom. Something really bad," looking over to my mother, I hugged her, "Is it alright if he stays here until he gets better?"

Pulling away from me she gently hit my arm, "Don't even ask, he's apart of this family, I thought that it went without saying that he was going to stay here." Sniffing she rubbed under her nose as she wiped her hands across her eyes. "My only condition is that he lets me cook for him," her eyes wandered over to Kanda's still sleeping form, "my sweet baby."

My mom had a uncommonly strong sense of protectiveness, she took all of my friends under her wing and insisted that we were all her children, and she acted like it. Once Kanda and Daniel were fighting and she made them go to the bathroom until they made up, and once they had she had a plateful of warm cookies waiting for them. Another time they had all accompanied mom on a shopping trip and Lenalee ended up getting hit on, things turned aggressive when she told the guy that she wasn't interested. When he had grabbed her, mom had snapped and after asking him politely to release her daughter, she went after him with her handbag; she was very much a fierce momma bear when it came to her children-adopted or not.

"Thank you mom," I smiled to her as I took over cooking breakfast. Smiling at me, she went to the fridge and pulled out some orange juice.

When breakfast was done cooking, I went over to wake Kanda up. "Kanda, it's time for breakfast," Kanda slowly roused, I had to choke back sobs as my hand rested on what felt like just bone, there was no meat or muscle; Kanda's body had dissolved.

Pushing a smile to my face, I went back to the table and dished myself up, while I watched Kanda get up and come over. "Do you feel like eggs or pancakes?" I asked as I poured myself a cup of coffee.

Kanda took a seat and didn't move for a moment, then I watched as he opened his mouth-like he wanted to say something-closing it he pointed to the coffee pot while he grabbed himself an egg. Smiling I passed him the coffee pot, and dished my mom up some food. Breakfast passed slowly but it was full of laughter; even when we cleaned up after ourselves.

Mom got ready for work and left, I turned to the living room to clean up the fort, but a hand on my sleeve stopped me. Turning to Kanda, I saw his eye, they were wide with paranoia-as if he expected someone to burst into the apartment at any moment, "What is it?"

His hand that was clutching my sleeve shook as he opened and closed his mouth, when no words came out for a few moments, I gently placed my hand on his arm, "It's okay, you don't need to force yourself."

Kanda clutched the front of my shirt and shook his head and he ducked his head down. I almost missed the words that he said, they were quiet and course from the lack of use, "Leave the fort." his voice was gravely and went in and out of audio; like he was a radio that had lost it's signal for a moment.

Smiling I hugged Kanda close, "No problem."


Allen's PoV:

"Who did this to you?" Tyki asked me, his usually warm brown eyes were hard and cold as he gazed down at me.

Swallowing I turned my head to break contact with such a pointed stare, but his hand on my chin stopped me. "No," Tyki whispered as he brought himself even closer to me, his arm on the other side of my head. "We are not running away from this. I got the jist of what happened from Noise. What they did wasn't right and we need to make sure that this doesn't happen to anyone else. With your words and Noise's, it should be enough to make sure that they get kicked out and that this doesn't happen again."

I looked up into his eyes, why was he so mature and smart? I had just been thinking about myself, it had never occurred to me that it could happen to someone else, shame filled me. "I'll tell you, but I'm not sure if our testimonies will be enough, their on the camp director's good side."

Pushing my hair back with his hand Tyki frowned, "Even if this camp director tends to play favorites, there is no way that he would let a situation like this slide."

My determination resolved, Tyki was right, I told him everything.


Tyki's PoV:

My heart clenched as Allen told me all that had happened, and he had told me all of it. The reason why all of this had happened was because of a kid named, Devit. Allen told me everything while he cried. In the beginning he was grabbing on my shirt, but by the time he had told me that he had had sex with Devit, he had dropped my shirt and had stopped looking me in the eyes. I was angry, I was so pissed that he would do this to me, but I pushed off my anger and tried to set it aside, but the hurt I felt made that so hard to do. He told me of how he had been cornered by Road, Jasdero, and five other people. By the time he had finished I was trembling with rage, but I made sure to keep my face blank. He had sex with another, realized that he hadn't been doing good so he had ended it, and then he had been raped. The pings of pain and betrayal in my heart wouldn't stop. "Thank you for telling me that." I kept the emotional storm that I was feeling from out of my voice. "I'm going to make sure that this doesn't happen again or to anyone else. But," I hesitated as my voice slightly wavered. Clearing my throat I continued, "I'm going to have to ask that you give me some space for the next little while." Looking at Allen I saw the regret and tears in his eyes. It would have been one thing if he had kept it from me and I had found out, but it was a whole different situation since he had fessed up and told me. Swallowing I looked away, "I love you, and right now I'm out of my mind with rage of what you did to me and what was done to you. Even though it happened, I don't plan on leaving, but I'm going to have to ask that you give me some space so that I can let this go."

"I completely understand," Allen choked out as he rubbed his nose with his sleeve, "take all the time you need." he tried to gracefully say, but his raw voice that wavered betrayed the pain that he was feeling.

Attempting a smile at Allen, I ruffled his hair, "Mistakes are made in every relationship and hopefully we just grow from it. That's what I'm betting on, I plan on staying with you through every mistake, just as long as we learn from them and don't repeat them," looking down at my hands I sighed out, "It's kind of like the mistake I made in the very beginning, I wasn't the best then when I was panicking and how I," I stopped as I rubbed the back of my neck. I was a horrible person as total realization dawned on me, I had been just like them, "forced you in the beginning," I breathed out. Turning to Allen I quietly asked, "Are you sure that you want to be with me after I did that? I know I explained why and gave you time to think," looking back to my hands I squeezed them together, "but going through something like this...are you sure?"

Allen placed his hand on the bed next to me, "Even though we started out like that and this happened, I still want to be with you." turning I saw Allen smile. "There's this feeling," he started off as he stopped, his brow furrowed as he placed a hand on his chest. "I get this feeling that I shouldn't let go of you, that-with you-everything will work out," ducking his head down his hands fisted into the sheets, "that's why with what I did with Devit, is inexcusable, and I have no one to place the blame on except myself. I have no reasoning for what I did, no excuse that will cover the damage. I just hope that you will forgive me, if it takes you years to...that's fine, I'll wait for you if that's the case." Pulling the blanket around his shoulders he looked at his knees, "I could have sex with anyone that I wanted to, but I won't because now I realize exactly what I have, no one else makes me feel the way that you do. I would rather do it with someone that I love and who treats me well, than throw that all away for someone who could literally be the dust under my feet. Now that I see you, no one else will do and they don't matter, I just want you."

Emotion rose high within my throat, with those words, and hearing how real his own emotions were, I wanted to forgive him right then and there-part of me did-but I knew that I needed space still if I were to wholly forgive and move one. "Thank you for telling me that," I smiled as I stood up, "I'm going to go talk with the camp director, are you feeling good enough to come with me?"

Allen nodded and got up, "We should stop and get Krory and Noise too."


Daniel's PoV:

It's surprising how much information I can discover with a good web search and a lot of reading. I discovered that Kanda came from a broken home, his father had been apart in a money making scheme, that had gotten him in trouble with the famed mafia. When they discovered that he had been the majority of the brains behind the whole scheme, they beat him and then make him work for them like a dog. It was like that for a number of years with him slowly raise up in ranks, then when the old boss passed away, he was the one appointed as the next leader of the lucrative mafia group. He was vicious and driven to get money and even though the mafia's money profit rose by 20% since his declaration of being a leader, there doesn't seem to be any sign of him slowly down.

The information that I had found was only factual, there was nothing personal, meaning I didn't know what the Hell he wanted from Kanda. Frustration engulfed me as I bit at my thumb nail. There was no information on the mom, just that she had left her son in the father's care, and the only thing on Kanda was that he didn't want to have anything to do with his father's business and that he had moved out as soon as he was able to. Was his father trying to get him to join in his ranks? I shook my head, that wouldn't make any sense, it certainly wasn't the feeling that I had gotten when I had briefly met him in that damned hospital room.

Standing up, I shrugged on my coat and headed outside, needing some fresh air to clear my throbbing head. I didn't pay attention to where I walked, until I noticed that I had stopped, looking up I smiled as I saw, Pinky. Chuckling to myself I fondly thought back to when we had seen Kanda dancing on that pole. I felt a stirring within my gut, he had been so attractive there, swinging around on that damn pole. Turning around I started heading back, but everything went black as I heard the shattering of smashed glass, I was out before I hit the hard pavement.


Allen's PoV:

The camp was bustling with people going about their activities, some stopped what they were doing and watched us as we walked our way to the Earl's cabin, a bad feeling began to stir in my stomach, something in the air was making me unsettled.

Tyki stopped and knocked on the door, "Yes?" a voice floated out from within the cabin. everyone , aside from Tyki, shifted as we waiting in silence.

"Excuse me sir, I was wondering if I could come in with a few friends, we have something important to discuss with you," Tyki said as he straightened his back.

My heart began to pound at the sound of the authority that Tyki sternly held in his voice, I don't know why, but it did something to me. Shaking my head I tried to dislodge the thought from my head, now was not the time to think about such things.

"Come right in," Earl said as shuffling could be heard about within the cabin.

Walking in, it was exactly like how it was that night, but well lit. "What can I do for you gentlemen?" Earl grinned as he looked at us all.

There was something about the gleam that was in his eyes that made my stomach twist with unease. "There certainly is," Tyki stated, that sternness about his tone and the sternness he had with his voice made my knees go weak.

"Oh," Earl grinned.

"I would like to report a rape that happened on the grounds," Tyki snipped as he leaned forward, placing a hand on the desk.

Earl looked at the hand that Tyki had placed on his desk and slowly let his eyes roll over everyone of us until he took in Tyki. A smile slowly crawled across his face, "Someone has already reported the rape."

I blinked, "who?" I burst out.

Earl took his time to answer as he watched me squirm under his gaze. "Devit," he grinned. "I heard that you're quite familiar with that boy. Road, Jasdero, Ed, Talon, Jene, Benie, and Ted are all in isolation for the time being."

"Thank you sir," Tyki said as he kept his stance, "when are the police to be here?"

For the first time Earl frowned, "The police? Why in God's name do we need to involve the police in this?"

Tyki's scoff of disbelief sounded overly loud in the small cabin, "A rape happened, involving the police is the only correct course of action that is to be had against such a crime. Time in isolation is like a slap on the back of the hand. It is not the correct form of punishment," Tyki tapped his fingers on Earl's desktop.

Earl smiled again, but it looked too wide, strained, and forced compared to the other ones, "I will look into that punishment, and I will let you know what is to be done when I reach a conclusion."

Tyki sputtered in outrage and disbelief, "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU-," I grabbed onto the back of Tyki's shirt and yanked him back hard enough that he stopped his yelling and turned to me.

"Let's go for now," I said in a small voice, one that sounded a lot like defeat, "he'll let us know what will happen when it's all figured out.

Tyki's jaw clenched and he squeezed his hands open and shut. Casting one last look at the creepy smiling director he stormed out from the cabin. Krory, Noise, and I followed, Earl stopped me. "Next time you want to use a phone," he said with a chilling smirk, "just ask me instead of sneaking around like a thief."

Fear shook my spine as I nodded before I quickly left.


Kanda's PoV:

A smile curled my lips when Lavi had assured me that the fort wasn't to go anywhere. Curling up in the fort, I hugged myself under the huge pile of blankets that he had piled on top of me, I felt safe. I would get better, I spoke today, it hadn't been a lot, but it was progress regardless. CLosing my eyes I took a nap.

Water splashed down on me, making me jerk awake gasping.

"There he is," a familiar voice said with a chill. "Now, I only have one question for you to answer and then I'll let you go."

My eyes went in and out of focus was my head spun, it was hard to keep in upright with the sharp pings of pain that seemed to radiate from the base of my head. I tried to say something, but it came out all jumbled.

A laugh sounded, "I haven't asked you anything yet, don't be in such a hurry to answer, I might think that you're lying." A hand gripped the back of my hair and yanked my head back. I tried to scream but I was only able to produce a groan. A hand connected with my face twice before a hand sternly grabbed my chin, "Now," the familiar voice spoke again, "where did you hid my worthless son." The face came into focus and I recognized my father.

"I don't know where he went," I gritted out.

Another hand slapped me, "Don't fucking lie to me," A knife pressed to my throat. "Where did you put him?"

"I don't know where he went," I spat out as I worked my jaw, "after we left the hospital, he ran off."

Dad slapped me again, his ring cut into my cheek, slicing it deep, "Do you really expect me to believe that, that he could run away in that pathetic condition of his?"

The beating continued until I was coughing up blood, "Shit," I laughed, "is this the best that you got?" I egged him on while my brain cursed at me for being stupid.

My father stood over me, a thoughtful look on his face as he regarded me, "Too bad you're protecting my son, I wouldn't mind having you for a mafia member.

I held my head up high as I looked up at my dad, "Do you really think that I would join in on your little group?" I spat out with a laugh. "You can't be serious? I've meet more dangerous people than you, for god's sake my mother is more frightening than you."

Rage clouded my dad's face as he stepped back and snapped his fingers, "You're welcome to him," he turned away as a group of men approached.

"What a tough guy you are!" I yelled after him, "letting a group of men loose on a high schooler whose all tied up. You're too afraid to hang them fight me one on one!"

My father stopped as he turned back to me, interest peaking in his eyes as he regarded me, "Wait," he ordered as he raised his hand up, the men all stopped their approach, "untie him."

My arms came forward as someone from behind me untied my arms. My father cocked his head to the side, "That looks like more of a fair fight," he coolly said as he snapped his fingers. The men launched themselves at me, I brought my fists up as they encircled me.

I jerked awake, my heart was racing as I wildly looked around me, but I was in my fort safe and sound.


Tyki's PoV:

"I can't believe that fucking guy isn't going to bring the police into this. What the fuck is wrong with this camp?!" I yelled out to no one in particular.

Allen was at my side, his hands out in caution as he tried to calm me down, "Tyki, everything will work out," he started to say.

"Shit no it's not going to, that guy didn't want to have a conversation with us, and he certainly didn't want to have those god damn rapists in solitary fucking time out! This is unbelievable." I hissed out as I kicked the side of some cabin.

"Tyki," Allen started to say as a horn blared, interrupting him.

"Oh," the weird vampire kid, Krory, said as he looked around, "that's the alarm for people to get ready to go to bed." Leveling a look with me he asked, "Are you going to sleep in our cabin again or are you going to go to the one that you were assign to?"

"If there isn't a problem, I'll be sleeping in your cabin again," crossing my arms I looked at everyone else who were headed to their cabins. "I don't trust anyone else here."

"Well, let's talk there so that we don't get in trouble for not going to our cabin," he said as he started walking.

Allen leaned over to me, "Are you sure?" he whispered, "what about space and time?"

I looked over at him and shrugged, "Our talk really made me forgive you and it let me know that I would be okay to put my trust in you again." Frowning I tugged at my lower lip, "Although, I do want to know what this Devit's plan is with reporting the rape."

Entering the cabin, we all changed into our pajamas and sat on the beds. "So what's our plan?" Noise asked.

Everyone turned to look at me, "I honestly have no idea." I sighed into my hands as I leaned forward on Allen's bed. "Tom morrow I'll look into using his phone when he's not there to phone the police, I don't see him agreeing to let me use it after that."

Everyone else nodded okay as the next horn blared for lights out before they automatically shut off. Krory, Noise, and Allen all wished everyone goodnight, Howard grunted in reply as did I.

Soon everyone else started to snore as sleep overtook them, "Hey," Allen whispered. "Everything is going to work out okay." he promised as he squeezed my hand.

"I know," I sighed out as I held his hand tightly, "I'm just pissed at the thought of other people touching you and doing what they did to you. I also get mad when I think of whatever it is that Devit has up his sleeve."

Allen's head moved in what I assumed to be a nod of agreement, "Me too, but even though I still can feel where they touched me and what they did, it'll all work out because you're by me."

"Where did they touch you?" I hoarsely whispered back as rage filled me, no one else was allowed to place a hand on Allen except me.

Allen didn't answer me for a few seconds, then he whispered, "My hands, arms, sides, face," stopping he swallowed, "everywhere really."

My heart thundered with rage while I also felt my hand twitch to touch him everywhere that they had, but I clenched my hand as I took a steady deep breath in, there would be no way that he would be ready for me to clean their touch from him.

A hand tugged at my shirt, "If you wouldn't mind," Allen swallowed, "I would rather have you be the last one to touch me."

I felt a sharp tug in my gut as my dick stirred at his breathless tone. Slowly moving myself over him I braced myself on my elbows as I gazed down at him, lifting a hand I touched the side of his face. My heart was speeding up as I trailed a finger down the tattoo he had on his face, placing a kiss on the star I moved to his eyes, nose, and then I placed my finger on his soft lips. "Suck," I ordered in a raspy voice as Allen opened his mouth.


So this is where it becomes obvious that I am womb mates with the devil. I'm actually pretty joyous with this cliffhanger, don't hate me too much ;3

I've read the reviews that you guys have left for me. THANK YOU SO MUCH! I literally giggle with overwhelming joy when I see a review (sounds creepy, I know). Don't worry thor94, there will be plenty of S&M between Tyki and Allen, it's going to be freaking amazing, in this next chapter there is going to be S&M, but sadly without toys or any real equipment (they are in a cabin with other people after all), but it's all going to be really heavy with command. :D

Maledonna, they will be able to get away from everyone at camp, but that won't be for a while, but when they do...it's going to be great.

Anyways, thank you for reading please leave me a comment!

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