Hey lovelies, so there's a little time jump in this chapter, and also finally something that you've all been waiting for ;) I'll let you guess what that could possibly be…. lemon that's right!
(2 months later)
"Let me get this straight, you've been talking with the guy for 2 months. You've Skyped and you've called him, but you two still haven't done anything regarding sex! What is wrong with you?" Izzy said, clearly exasperated.
I just smiled, remembering the first time Magnus and I talked on the phone. His voice had wrapped around me, and it almost felt like I was getting drunk. It was intoxicating. When I saw him on Skype I had wanted to reach through the computer and run my hands over his smooth caramel skin… I shook my head, realizing that I was being creepy, even for my own thoughts.
"We're just friends," I said, for probably the hundredth or so time.
"Oh please no you're not. There is no way you guys would still be talking this regularly if you were 'just friends'. That's not how the world works," Izzy said. "You guys like each other, and it's painful that neither one of you will just admit it."
"I don't know what you're talking about. People can talk long distance and still just be friends with each other, why does everything have to include sex?" I asked sighing as I curled up further into her couch. Izzy crossed her legs and turned so she was facing me more.
"Just answer me this. Are you attracted to him?"
"Yes," I said, looking away so I wouldn't see the gleam of satisfaction in her eyes.
"And do you think sexy thoughts when talking to him?"
"I thought there was only one question!" I said, sticking out my tongue. "But fine, yes."
"Well then there you have it, how can you possibly stay friends when you want to shag the life out of him?" She asked, totally straight-faced might I add. I, on the other hand, knew I was completely red.
"That's not really an issue considering he lives across an ocean. So I doubt any shagging will come up in conversation," I said, squirming where I sat, already uncomfortable with this conversation.
"Have you never heard of cybersex, there is still plenty you can do over the internet to spice things up. Let him know you're interested in more," She told me. "Haven't you guys talked about what happens when he moves back?"
"Well yeah we have a bit, but it's more like we'll see what happens when he does. We don't want to put our relationship in cement since we're so far apart. We're taking things as they go," I said. "And I really don't think cybersex is the answer."
"Obviously you guys are going to get together once he gets back, so why not move things along so it's not completely awkward when he's here?" Izzy asked, like it was just that easy.
"I wouldn't know the first thing about cybersex. I'm surprisingly not well versed in that area," I mumbled.
"Well, I knew that or at least guessed at it. But you've been reading a lot of erotica novels lately for your press, so I'm sure you could take something out of them."
"I don't know, why are we even talking about this? I have no idea if Magnus is even interested in pursuing anything sexual at the moment," I said, hating how difficult everything had to be, or at least how difficult I made everything.
"You'll never know if you don't ask. Try hinting at it next time you two talk, see what he does," She suggested.
"Maybe, I'm not making any promises."
LondonMagnus: Hey, just thought I'd see if you're around. I'm painfully bored! :(
(message sent at 8:30 pm, 5min ago)
Lightwood: How nice to know that I'm here mainly for a distraction :p
(message sent at 8:35 pm, 1min ago)
LondonMagnus: Well you do such a good job at it! But I promise you're here for much more than that
Lightwood: Well I'd hope so, also why didn't you just go to sleep? It's like 1 am there :p
LondonMagnus: I rather talk to you :) Plus there would be no way I'd fall asleep, I've had too much coffee…then I may have eaten like a bag of chocolate covered espresso beans…
Lightwood: I'm face-palming in case you were wondering, why in the world would you think that was a good idea this late at night! I should just leave you to your fate :P
LondonMagnus: NOOOO! Don't leave me!
LondonMagnus: R U still there?!
LondonMagnus: Alec! Don't abandon me like this :(
(message sent at 8:42 pm, 2min ago)
Lightwood: Chill out, I can't leave you, you're too pathetic :P
LondonMagnus: I've never been more happy with how pathetic I am :)
Lightwood: Of course you'd be proud of that, but anyway moving on from your levels of pathetic. How was your day?
LondonMagnus: It was pretty good, spent it shopping with Camille. She actually convinced me to buy a pair of leather pants, which once I got over the fact that they're leather! I came to love them
Lightwood: I'm sorry, leather pants?
LondonMagnus: Yes…do you have a problem with me in leather pants? ;P
Lightwood: Ummm…no not really a problem…I'm sure you look really great in them
LondonMagnus: I could always send a picture of me in the pants if you'd like that ;)
Lightwood: I think I can imagine it just fine, I don't need a photo…umm just tell me more about your day…
LondonMagnus: ;) Well after shopping we had lunch, then I had to go home to grade papers, it's not as fun as it sounds, which I know must be surprising. Then I met Sebastian for dinner, so he could talk to me about some crisis he's having with this girl… not the most interesting day, though it's increasingly better now :)
LondonMagnus: How was your day?
Lightwood: Don't worry, anything you do is interesting to me…that may have been too cheesy
LondonMagnus: Don't worry, I like cheesy :)
Lightwood: So today I was hanging out with Izzy for the most part, she has this obsession about talking about you :P Then I was reading a new manuscript, which was what I was doing when you decided to bug me :P
Lightwood: But you're not bugging me don't worry
LondonMagnus: Well now I must know what you two talked about regarding me! And what's the new book about?
Lightwood: Oh nothing really, just random things. And it's another erotica, the other one did so well that we decided to try out another. So far I'm liking it more than the last one
LondonMagnus: You so can't just say you were talking about me and then not say what about! And oh really? Reading erotica before talking to me huh, did it get you all hot and bother ;p
Lightwood: Oh you wish ;) And really I shouldn't have brought it up, it doesn't matter, though now I feel like I'm just making you more curious…
LondonMagnus: You really are, so you should just tell me, I'm sure it's not as bad as you think…at least I hope not…does she not like me?!
Lightwood: Of course she likes you! Maybe too much… and ugh fine…she still finds it weird that we're sticking to being just friends….she was wondering if I thought you were hot and why we hadn't delved into a more sexual relationship…
Lightwood: omg I can't believe I told you that…just forget it!
Lightwood: Magnus…?
(message sent at 9:05pm, 4min ago)
LondonMagnus: Sorry I'm here, just had to pick my jaw up off the floor…this is really what you two talk about? I fear for all other future conversations…and umm what did you say? To the whole me being hot?
Lightwood: Umm well I mean I said, of course you're hot…but like you so already knew I think you're attractive, that's why we started talking in the first place…
LondonMagnus: I know, I kind of forgot about that fact…we've just been treading water for the past 2 months, only talking about life and stuff…only being friends…which I mean is great and all…but…
LondonMagnus: What are your thoughts on the whole sexual aspect part?
(message sent at 9:10 pm, 5min ago)
Lightwood: Well I mean…I haven't ever done anything related to cybersex, I wouldn't know what to do…
LondonMagnus: So does that mean that you'd be open to trying?
Lightwood: Yes…
(message sent at 9:12 pm, 3min ago)
LondonMagnus: Okay…that's good to know…would you…I mean, would you want to try now?
LondonMagnus: But we don't have to, only if you're comfortable with it…
Lightwood: I do… I mean I was reading erotica before talking to you :p Where are you right now?
LondonMagnus: In my bed, you?
Lightwood: Also in my bed…
LondonMagnus: Fuck…this is crazy… I just wish I was there with you
Lightwood: And…ummm what would you do if you were?
LondonMagnus: I would kiss you, first, really hard with just the right amount of tongue
Lightwood: I would like that a lot, your mouth looks very kissable
LondonMagnus: and then I would kiss your neck a little
Lightwood: only a little?
LondonMagnus: actually you wear a lot of v-necks, and they make your neck stand out, so scratch that, I would kiss it a lot. I'll cover you with kisses, then scrape my teeth down your pulse point
Lightwood: that would be a good place, I'm very sensitive there…maybe then you could remove an obstacle. or two
Lightwood: just to give you more room to work with…
LondonMagnus: oh god, yeah I would definitely be taking, ripping, off your shirt. they're just so tight I can practically see the outline of your abs through them…I need to run my tongue over them…
Lightwood: fuck…yeah you should do that…and then I'd just have to see your body and would take your shirt off too, trace over your torso with my hands
LondonMagnus: and well you're doing that I've moved on down…and now I've started unbuckling your belt
Lightwood: fuck, I feel like I'm behind, now your belt is coming undone too. I'm sliding down your zipper, but my hands are shaking a little with the anticipation so it's harder then it should be
LondonMagnus: Alec
Lightwood: yeah?
LondonMagnus: speaking of things that are hard…
(message sent at 9:30 pm, 1min ago)
LondonMagnus: Alec?
Lightwood: I'm here…just…i'm here
LondonMagnus: you okay?
Lightwood: I'm fantasizing about being in bed with you, so yeah I'm okay ;P
LondonMagnus: fuck, I really do wish I was there…
Lightwood: if you were?
LondonMagnus: I'd be kissing you until I could barely breathe, and I'd be touching you everywhere…
Lightwood: Everywhere?
LondonMagnus: I'd finish taking off your damn jeans, they're just in the way, I need to touch you…I'd start with your legs…teasing you…I'd kiss the backs of your ankles, then work my way up. your calves, the backs of your knees, your thighs…I'd kiss your thighs, working my way up to your boxers.
Lightwood: and then what would you do
LondonMagnus: and then I'd…fuck alec…I want to touch your cock, I'd want to jerk you off, or blow you. I'd want to make you so fucking hard you wouldn't be able to think about anything else but me making you come
Lightwood: I am hard…i'm just so hard for you right now. all because of you and the words you're writing and the thoughts in my head…
LondonMagnus: alec are you…
Lightwood: typing thissss onehanded? yees
LondonMagnus: FUCK…are you…
Lightwood: yes
LondonMagnus: fucking hell
Lightwood: magnus, are you
LondonMagnus: yes
Lightwood: pretend it's me, my hand on your cock, squeezing it, trailing my thumb over the head…
LondonMagnus: fuck yes, alec, your hand is the only one I want…I've thought about this before
Lightwood: fuck me too. want you so bad
LondonMagnus: want you on your knees
Lightwood: want you in my bed jerking me off
LondonMagnus: want your hands, mouth, you screaming my name
Lightwood: trying not to scream your name right now…but fuck i'm embarrassingly close
LondonMagnus: shit
Lightwood: god i want you so much, i just want everything
LondonMagnus: me too, want you inside me, want you to fuck me so hard
(message sent at 10 pm, 1min ago)
LondonMagnus: alec
LondonMagnus: alec
Lightwood: yeah i'm here
LondonMagnus: did you
Lightwood: yeah. sorry. had to remember how to breathe. did you
LondonMagnus: not yet, talk to me
Lightwood: yeah, yeah I will
Lightwood: I have this really nice couch, like really nice
LondonMagnus: notwhatImeant
Lightwood: It is though, I bet it would look even nicer if I bent you over it
LondonMagnus: fuck
Lightwood: Yeah I think it would. If I fucked you like that. Your hands behind your back, your face turned to the side, pressing into the cushion
LondonMagnus: omgomg
Lightwood: You wouldn't be able to stop screaming my name, as I pounded into you
Lightwood: After awhile maybe I'd pull out of you and turn you over onto your back, spread you out, suck you off
Lightwood: Then maybe I'd put my fingers inside you while I did it, watch you fuck yourself on them
LondonMagnus: alec
LondonMagnus: fuck i cant
Lightwood: Magnus. Come for me
Lightwood: Pretend I'm there, Magnus. It's my hand, it's my mouth. I want this Magnus, I want to do all these things with you and much more. Just pretend I'm doing it
(message sent at 10:10pm, 3 minute ago)
Lightwood: You alive ;)
LondonMagnus: Just barely, can't really believe we just did that
Lightwood: I know, I can't either, but it was pretty amazing I think…you?
LondonMagnus: Oh it was definitely amazing, fuck yeah. I can't believe it took us this long to do that
Lightwood: I know, now that we've done this I really can't believe we've spent the last 2 months not doing it
LondonMagnus: I've wanted to, just haven't had the courage to ask if you did too
Lightwood: The same goes for me too :)
LondonMagnus: Who knew all we needed was your sister for us to finally do what we've both been wanting to
Lightwood: I will never tell her that, she would never let me live it down!
LondonMagnus: Well that's good, 'cause I want to keep this between us :)
Lightwood: And between us, it shall stay…I had fun
LondonMagnus: So did I, we have to do it again…though maybe not through messaging
Lightwood: It is pretty hard to type, maybe next time on the phone?
LondonMagnus: Now you're talking, that would be insanely hot ;)
Lightwood: Your voice is hot all on its own, I can only imagine what it will do to me while you talk dirty
LondonMagnus: It will be fun that's for sure :)
Lightwood: Not that I want to stop talking, but I'm sleepy now, as I'm sure you are seeing as it's 3 am there :P
LondonMagnus: I'm glad I made you tired ;) But yes I should be heading to bed, we'll talk again tomorrow :)
Lightwood: Goodnight Magnus :)
LondonMagnus: night blue eyes :)
I closed my laptop and placed it on the nightstand. Then I lay in bed staring up at the ceiling unable to stop smiling. It could have had to do with the mind-blowing orgasm I just had, or the fact that it was caused by Magnus…or both. It wasn't going to go away anytime soon, and I didn't want it to. What we just did was the amazing, and sure it was only through typing, but it was still almost as intimate as actually being in the same room. I had no idea what this meant for our 'just friends' motto, but I would think about that more in the morning. Right now I just wanted to sink into this unbelievable feeling of complete happiness for a little longer. The real world could wait.
I hope you all liked the chapter, clearly their whole 'lets stay friends' thing has fallen a bit, who knows that will come of this? I'll be back on Monday with a new chapter, hope you all have a good weekend!